
Clouds are no less great than Brother Nico. He is now our star of the field. In this first round we won with a score of 28-20.
As soon as he saw the Clouds finished the first round quickly Dinda had her friend take a drink of water and a towel from earlier held by her friend.
"Congratulations Clouds" he said spoiledly, offering a cold drink and a towel. "Dinda was proud to see the clouds play earlier"
"Thank you" Awan said as he took a towel and drink from Dinda's hand
I didn't like what I was seeing at the time. Because usually when sports Awan always take a drink in my hand without asking for it first.
"That's not mine!" I shouted because he had finished my drink. But he didn't care about the screams. Even he was keeping me away while I was trying to reclaim the drink he was drinking.
"My daughter's changing in the cafeteria" Cloud threw a bottle of mineral water into a litter box not far from where we were sitting.
"But I've had a drink" I bent my face to show a displeased expression for grabbing my drink. Though actually in my heart I feel happy because the clouds want to drink my scars. It shows that he feels close and comfortable with me.
"Already know" The original cloud answered while standing and left us who were still sitting under the acacia tree. "Not change clothes?" he turned around in surprise to see we were still not moving. The sports clock is over.
"A little while!" shouted Susi
"You want to wait, especially?" The clouds asked while furrowing his brows.
"Most scolded the older brother who is a sport" Ari sneered beside Awan.
The clouds came back to us again, suddenly his hand pulled my wrist from earlier I put on my knee. "Don't frown!" he said hissing after I stood up even though it was still a bit shaky.
"What the hell is Wan, sick tofu!" I snapped while shaking my hand to get out of his grasp.
Seeing me standing up while cleaning my ass for sitting in a clump, Susi also stood up.
"Here change clothes" with the tone of the commanding cloud still standing before us.
Somehow we just follow his orders, but what matters he also forbid us to sit here. It's already a break. We walked first to Susi while Awan and Ari walked behind us.
But today he took a drink given by Dinda. Your clouds are changing, I shouted in my heart. Where are the clouds my friend who used to always pay attention to us. I'm not excited to watch the Clouds game anymore. So I was willing when invited to the cafeteria by Brother Nico.
In the second game Awan I was in the cafeteria with Brother Nico. From what I heard we won in 1A class. It's not that I don't want to support my classmate. But I was lazy to see the closeness of Dinda and Clouds.
Every Cloud scored Dinda's point must have been screaming, and Cloud ran up to her just tos.
Actually I do not want to eat anything so when offered Kak Nico want to eat what? i declined. Right now I just want to see the closeness of both of them.
When I saw that Brother Nico had finished his meal, I wanted to leave for class. But he forbids, he said in a moment. He told me to spend the ice cream he ordered for me.
I bribed the ice cream that was in front of me while listening to Brother Nico tell me. At that time I was not so enthusiastic to hear what was told by Brother Nico. I just did not want to see the proximity of Awan and Dinda, so I chose to accompany her in the cafeteria.
From a distance I saw our class basketball team and Dinda in the alley walking towards the cafeteria. They laughed and told stories, judging from their expressions, our class won.
The clouds glanced at me, then walked towards the very end of the bench. The clouds I miss you.
"So I want to be classy" I said standing up to leave the cafeteria. I left Brother Nico without hearing his consent.
"It's not spent" asked Nico.
I just shook my head without looking at him. At the time, I did not want to be in the office anymore. I don't want to look back on the Cloud and Dinda together. All I was thinking about right now was going as far away from the two of them.
A few days during the class meeting the view of the proximity of Dinda with Awan is always in front of the eyes. I can only be a spectator of their closeness. The clouds always dodged whenever I tried to get close to him. What is my wrong cloud? That's what I wanted to scream at him.
Sometimes I think I want to force her to talk to me. So that I could ask why he could turn a hundred and eighty degrees like this. But self-esteem forbids me from doing that. I don't want Awan to think I'm a cheap woman who's willing to go after him to get close to him.
At that time I felt lonely, especially now Susi spends more time with Dandi gebetan new. While Ari in prefer with the Cloud than me. If with other friends I am not very accrab, this is not because I am arrogant, but indeed from a small age I am not the type of child who is easy to get along with. My confidence is not as great as Rumi or any other child my age. I will be familiar when that person opens up to me first. Then I will accept them with pleasure, without considering rich or poor, smart or stupid. Because for me they can accept me if there is otherwise me too.