The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
The Beauty That Doesn't Have Hope
Dream well can be said so when in you slumped because of an uncertain promise drimu destroyed what you will do, should you go !??? will it stay..?!.
Cobak an life came the change made me want to disintegrate all and give up on the situation.
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Aq works like the usual morning brangkat home mahgrib.aq rarely overtime fear klau ibk and mom worried like dlu,in the stalls more and more days more crowded aq so rarely tell him whether he is either he becomes possessive and jealous when we are not bound in a serious relationship aq do not want to date krn do not want complicated what else to share the time for this is more fun to work in order to forget all the things that concern men2 what else my age is still 17th pgen senengin ortu but instead continue to be demanded to find a girlfriend if you do not want to be in a match in ribet not .are they tired of taking care of me and want to throw me away is all that is on my mind..?! I think only in the village sja orang2 will ask When marriage.ter real mouth neighbors remain more cruel than murder kwkwkwkwk.. ning tuh temen2 your school many who married you when..?! eh ning than you dangled not obviously mending you marry me just like me, I guarantee you will be happy.?!!! ning mending work abroad yuk biyar can bangain ortu with a lot of money certainly can name foreign exchange country wkwkwkwk.!.and the most for me uncomfortable he always bothers me whether he wants what....?! ning ning ..bla.bla.
Honest in hanging I don't feel gaeys iki or duk kos2 an wkwkwkwk ,every guy wants to deketin aq arrived2 he telvn not know what possessed him know where he knows if anyone ngapelin aq in the shop he tlvn for hours without talking he wants hpku anyway nyala though aq busy in stall ,in the stall there is a young old man se an architect who works while renovating rs near my workplace.Morning afternoon he went to the stall to eat ap just a coffee.
One day aq work only with the other boss mom went outside because there is a cooking competition ifen from the mayor of soto turkey always so primadona despite the last demon taste and unique name make ornag2 want to eat it and curious, finally the demon Mama Mia (bibos) who won in the event. around 14:36 Turkish soto has ludes all return to warong and celebrate all his success do not forget I also get a bonus from bubos hehehe. and aq go home early because there is a promise of meeting with him.
11 November.today is the birthday he deliberately met in the first place we met next to the sidewalk hahahah no romantic2nya.
Although he is now 29 years old he still looks younger his face is still cute wkekkwk nettles jinz hitan bju kotak2 blue pink, black hat bongu jacket and blue shoes, ' he said ,as long as he Vega Er green and blue helmet looks cute he always looks like a young boy.we met only briefly street2 in THK and ate our favorite chicken noodles both .every meeting with his aq feel comfortable he always makes me smile never once he makes me sad.thanks to my heart wwkkw that currently aq feel when nearby aq do not want a second away from him even though he was always jail but even though aq never angry my heart berdisco every together with him always miss him every time he said he wanted to go out of town because krj always make me upset swearing bucin very even though only TTM an .If close quarrel if far away aq miss.... ever since he played at my house while taking me home to my mother's house he turned completely into a possessive and ambitious person he worked hard to care about his health.he's not working in the factory know his parents now he works in trevel again he built his business back in the rental saoud system.he's a rich man's son and only 2 brothers but he never tanggong with his two parents.he is independent and has everything .but the look of him is simple that makes me amazed with him. initially aq do not know if he's a rich man's son because every aq asked him to work only as a driver never say anything.
Until one day aq took a one week leave aq did not tell him that I returned home deliberately to turn off my phone because I do not want to be disturbed anyone either aq feel disappointed with him why did he lie to me that he's the son of a rich man honestly do not want to know or further relate to the rich because aq trauma once kluwargaku destroyed always in the humiliation of people because in between 8 My mother's brother people don't have ,his first son happiness sister2 his number one mother never asked for more inheritance he only asked for land in his place even though many rice fields are sold his sister he never complained my father kolot hinga now his mother hated him because every mother had given birth to her father who did not accompany her to care for her ank2nya. orang2 village always say bad about the father because he used to be a good artist in all dances and musical instruments because kebangrukannya bpk changed a little rough just as his mother likes gambling and drinking2an hard.although he never play chick man2 always says her makes mom hate her . Surely he never cheated, he was always honest despite the attitude of bar bar.
I'm honestly starting to fall in love with you.
my heart ached when I found out you were lying to me about your drimu mas.
aq don't care they insult me because of poor people.
however, I do not like it if my kluwargaku is insulted again because we are poor.
aq doesn't want to drain your wealth just for my happiness.
I'm sorry that being selfish always puts my feelings aside and ignores you.
aq accepted you because I thought you were the son of someone willing to get engaged to you because of your simplicity.
give aq time to calm my heart and mind.
Aq and you are like the lagit and the earth, I hope you understand my feelings.Let aq calm down for a moment to forget all the problems about us. Please forgive me aq mas Raden.
