The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
Fres devastating honesty

december 14th, precisely aq has been almost a week at home there is no any activity other than the morning bagun mandhi praying net2 cook dinner watching tivi it feels like bosen pegen work aja emang my severance still enough for the next week but the body feels crumpled because most sleep.

Until one day came a handsome young man to my house he said to play him school friend my sister Defit bi Son my neighbor's granddaughter he diligently funny adult homoris despite his age under me , defit son of the rich family has a lot of plantations and cow owners of course many like him he said he playboy . I don't know if I don't want to know too much about him, I don't know if I want to avoid him, because he's kind of flirtatious and always bothers me.

That afternoon on December 21, the plan kluwarga anyway want to visit the bude house because the rain in the retreat the next day, the rain began to subside until someone knocked on the door.

the tok tok tok.

Defit : Asalamualaikum..

Aq: waalaikumussalam.wr.wb

I open the door it turns out that the defit geek he came in with a pretty neat suit of hem cream tops, a blue suwiter of cream pants, he brought a lot of rigan food in his hands his bed soaked ,kasian did not ask to go in and change clothes using my brother's clothes. Everyone was surprised knp defit to the house gk as usual.

Now everyone gathers in the condo room watching tivi and eating snacks from the defit ,all busy themselves with the food held well happen to be aq sitting next to the deficit and and our mother joking continues until all the people so follow the nimrung defit there is always a joke topic until finally all focus and ask what the purpose of the deficit is to the house.

kang dodo: eh cogek ngapain loe here, tumben2an loe jam this time play usually loe kan apelain puntri.

dek Aji: my feeling is also no promise an equally lo, honestly loe want to do here.

dek sari: uh yes mas epit want ap.can not mas apelin adek ..

defit : yak have not ya I can play here, at cynical very you guys, loe also deck is not possible mas ngapelin adek that there mas ngapelin your brother.

Heh maxut loe ap ..?? (

compact on shock)

aq: uh crazy congek ap purpose loe..

defit : eheheheh I'm honest with you all so gini aq, this is it...

adk aji: anu anu what a quarry congek.

adk sari: yes ap kak lama amet, make adek curious aja.

mom: enek opo to le kok you groggy ngene..

definition: ngeten mas kulo teng mriki ajenge ngejak mbak ning teng griyo kulo gantos kaleh sapi pitu, kulo tresno kaleh mbk ning.

kang dodo: uh congek crazy loe adk I lo change cows.

adk aji: setres loe fit max loe.

adk sari: mas epit ngurih kaka ya.

defit : uh yes max deck that was just confused about how to say .kan mbk ning gk want to date so aq want to marry him ,aq like your brother from the first deck

adk aji : et dah I do not want to have a brother keyek loe.

kang dodo.: amit2 deh I also do not want to have adek pleyboy stamp lizard keyek loe.

adk sari : lah if mak how to agree ap klau aq anyway mbak mbak same mother only.

defit : mbk ning honest aq like sincere same mbak aq already from dlu pgen mbak always be near me, aq already comfortable same shoot.

adk aji: the princess wants to go where in heh .

defit : I broke up with him a week ago, this is not a serious pcran another sma just plampiasan aja krn in my heart just there mbak ning

defit: no serious mbk aq likes mbak ,,,, no ,,,

we marry yuk .!?

mother: le rabbi iku gak by ge guyonan loe,lek aq manot ndok ning ae kencangan nek bocae

defit : mbk ning aq promise will change tlong yes mbak accept love aq.

aq: ma sorry fit I can't, 'loe I have been aggap kyek adek no more, tlong don't misunderstand because of my attention so far .

defit: I'm less ap anyway mbak, gini aja mending mbak think2 again tomorrow or the day after I come again the same to my two parents buwat ngeyakinin mbk

aq: pit once again sorry I can not accept loe ,gue wants to focus career first

defit : mbak please do not like this aq seriously like the same mbak please accept aq mbk.

aq: sorry a thousand sorry fit aq gk you can already consider like my own adek, thank you for your honesty aq is not appropriate for you you will certainly be happy even though it is not the same.

mas dodo: pit whatever decision adk it is absolutely tlong accept. yes I know loe like adk me from the past just loe can not maxain will loe, yes I do not, I'm sure you will be happy someday there will be a sincere girl just like you.

adk sari: patience yes mas , asmanggat sure that someday there will be a sincere girl.

adk aji: eh congek loe jagan melo gini where the defit is cheerful dlu.

defit : okay, I have already received the decision, but remember until any time there will be no one who can replace the position in my heart.

mom: seng patience yo le.

aq: sorry yes fit.

defit : yes gpp mbk, if so I pay to go home first.

aq immediately ran to the room and stripped me somehow my heart hurt after grinning the last defit 2.he was good but I can not accept him he was 2 years younger than me.

after the incident, Defit never played in my house ,many people who say now defit like to play women he spent his bpk money sapi2 his on sale for ber foya2 play women and drink2an hard. honestly I'm kasian with his parents but aq can not help ap2 just an apology at any time and a hollow prayer he can change someday.

Day after day I went through there was no concern.

I want to go far away and never go home.

tired of all the honesty that I really don't want to listen to.

Is it my fault God why my life you're playing with.

Oh my God, I am really, really, 2 tired of all this

please God give me strength in carrying out this ordeal.

complaining and complaining are all that can be done.

the longer aq in the house aq not at home, silir changed men2 came to my house to ask for my hand, many neighbors visit me and insulting my kluwarguk aq frustrating.

Aq can only continue to pray and try to find a job, while aq can immediately get a job in the city so that aq can meet all my needs without having to bother kluwarga .

After 2 months more unemployed at home, suddenly2 aq can telvon from my best friend's mother said there is a job for me in the city.

Aq went back to the city to start a new life, hoping to work a long time ago and get everything I wanted.