The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
not a mate
Time continues to run from seconds minutes hours of the day of the week the moon continues to spin all hope sia2 . he reneged on all promise2nya.ah this time aq feel sure he is not my soul mate.
aq does not blame him who has betrayed me by marrying the widow because they are the same 2 adults, maybe a lot of time together compared to me who is just satisfied with lust. aq can't hate him.Aq will continue to love him until the end of my life even though we can't continue to be together.
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it's been 5 months since the deal he's gonna propose to me but he's all married to another woman exactly 4 months into the deal. but I was never angry even though I was very disappointed because I knew from others.he told me all the knp he could marry in the trap of the woman. the woman came to the house she proposed to her parents mas raden until her mother fainted. krn can not be blessed he trapped mas raden with various ways finally he married also no one can succumb to the option of someone who wants something.but himself who is aware of his mistakes that destroy the future other people.
.by the age of 2bln marriage mas raden moved krj service in the city of B even though he was married keep calling me tell sll for me calm he was sure and sll find a way to be able to separate with women it was gradually the marriage of mas raden was embraced by his parents.
exactly aq still krj in Bt city
(although mas raden asked me to go home and move krj aq stay in the city just moved place in front of Bt city museum which is located not far from the house ibk lift mas raden so that he still be able to watch me for the last 4 months aq only met him 2 times at the place krj. krjku currently very good air fresh stall is also not too crowded if pad is not the holiday season .krjan ku srabutan but aq happy because the boss is good and aq get new friends and a new story full of love from my best friend.)
ibk mas raden had an honest heart attack and felt guilty if I had wanted to reduce all his family's desires could not have all of that happen. ibk mas raden immediately rushed to rs he had realized continued to look for mas raden his brother increasingly confused because he had broken contact with him. (since his brother tau mas raden married the widow, all his family was angry and inhabited mas raden.honestly aq continue to feel guilty about it because aq continues to delay the marriage of mas raden affected ibuk aq).
until finally ibk mas raden kritik.1 days later he realized and asked to return to the village to the city ** in the midst of his condition increasingly critical because of bleeding.akirnya he reached home before a few minutes died in the city **.after calling mas raden.
A week after the incident mas raden called me to tell all the reasons why I moved krj in the city of Bl until the middle of mlm heard the news of his mother's illness he bought a plane ticket that cost tens of jt to meet his mother but unfortunately until at home there is a yellow flag in front of the fence he thought his grandmother who died turned out ibk.lalu he fainted..(before he died ibk tlvn mas raden he said baik2 just did not say when sick.data dok ibk mas raden had swelling of the heart after a shock akn news of the marriage betel nut he had a heart rupture and he died.)
aware of the fainting mas raden can tell from his brother the cause of his mother died.
since the death of ibk mas raden turned completely colder but he slll open with me.Tell me all his complaints so far.
until the end after the death of 1 billion ibk mas raden menalak his wife who had been lying pura2 pregnant.
after separating from his wife mas raden want to marry me but aq postpone it again because the good day is still 2 bln again. mas raden want to wait but we are brek dlu tampa komonikasi at all. honestly aq misses him very much but aq can not ap2 because we are quite far away aq also do not want to meet him first stop heartache aka betrayal him.
after the 100th anniversary of his mother aq got word from his friend that he was back with his spell . the longer my trust in him the more faded it was more than 3 bln he did not contact me aq the more suspicious he was with him.
again2 she let me down she made out with her mantra just gave her a voice in the lift only the sigh of the woman in my ear and the moan she. right all along my guess is not easy to control the lust of a grown man like him. maybe he was angry with me for not wanting to comply with all his wishes.
yes, like things that changed from him until finally aq tired and mengabikannya. many say after he returned to ML city he never returned home he only drank hard and frustrated again after I ignored. honestly aq feel guilty but aq was already disappointed because he played women.and did not keep his promise2 to change..
already 5 bln aq good aw start new life open hti for other men2 many male acquaintances2 but they just want to play2 all sia2 my heart just for him.
one year passed aq still focus with my work because aq was tired I thought all men2 the same.just want to play2 with women.
Until exactly May 3 she came back to my life she called me and kept apologizing and wanted to see me. I finally wanted to see her. we met at the place where we want to chat.long wide only in his car while traveling around the city of BT, krn he also not much time he will be krj again and shif night. until the end stopped in a quiet and spacious place yes it was in the apple orchard of the city of Bt. aq did not get out of the car he continued to talk aq only mendegarnya until he finally let out again he proposed to me with a silver ring.shaped heart aq received it even kta both make out in the car mekipun only a moment and the least he could ignore he used his best friend's new hat to wipe off his old make-up and throw it away. It's done with everything he drove me home he'll work again.
..5 months after the incident in the car. My relationship he and my family began to improve. aq also began to open my relationship with him until finally bpk asked me to get married in the city Ab he agreed. and finally he continued to work hard until he ignored aq .aq.pun finally returned home village sll tried to positive the window of his neighbor indeed he actually2 changed.
until one day I got word on cheating with another woman fucked him even the old woman had given up her trust to mas raden and my family was angry after they also knew klau aq had passed limits in association until aq akn in expulsion because of my behavior. yes finally aq ask help bulek to find krj and aq cant in the household as well as beby sister aq grateful aq can for a moment mlupakn all my problems with work even though the gajo is half of krj in the city. aq diligent all my salary work can make a day2 and help make sangu school adek.
4 Months after aq work he called me again to explain all his mistakes and apologized. but I do not want to repeat the same mistake is not that easy he can come back aq do not want to destroy the hope of another woman who has the end2 with him. again2 because the jowo kluwargannya not approve hbungannya with the woman.he continues to bother me nenelvonku tell all her. aq can only say yes and be a good listener even though my heart hurts.
almost to the moon aw work in a new place.he sll call me to meet but aq do not want because this relationship has been considered over even though there is no word broken up.
Honestly, I still love her so much, but my heart aches deeper. my heart was sad when I knew he was back frustrated again soun business systemnya and the factory went bankrupt because he did not take care of.he sold all the goods of his car motor home just to bersoya2 buy the illegal goods even though it was not play girls but aq do not want to return because there is no blessing from kluwrga all of us.
Forgive me who has made you marry a man who in my boss match with a simple man2 sholeh who can accept my mass. because aq has been tired too long waiting for you to change but never change you just promise but you do not keep sll put your lust first and ignore me not only the material I need but the comfort of time shared open honest.and sll komonikasi. you are honest with what you do You have everything but baby you can not control your lust 9thn you are with me there is nothing I consider to be in vain 2 many life lessons I have learned when with you despite having to hurt but aq sll hope and pray as hollow as you sll happy. and soon meet jdohmu. forgive me aq mas because my presence has ruined your life thanks for everything .you'll be in my heart, sorry sorry sorry.
#enough to get here thank you who already want to read sorry if the story is boring. who do not like to ignore it. 95,001%real.just shorten it because it is not easy to stop a painful thing..hheehhe and success continue to make the maximal noveltoon has allowed me to write here.
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