The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
He said miss

Yeah, like he promised me yesterday, he called me in the middle of the night when he was resting at the res area.

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Ning* Hello Asalamallaikum wr.wb mas.

raden** Yes Waalaikumsallam.wr.wb deck, sorry its usual time tlvn mlm2.

*.yeah mas gk papa, teach krjnya mas in trevel.

**.dek mas miss adek,pengen meet again.

*.yes mas aq too, but be patient yes mas you focus krj first hati2.

**. yeah, mas promise will spare a lot of time to make adek again.

*.iya sayank, anyway mas krj also for us to marry later.

**.you are patient to believe sam mas, do not be instigated to talk people2 about mas I am loyal equally adek.

*.iya mas, insyaallah adek will always believe the same mas, please also vice versa mas keep the trust adek ya mas.

**.ngeh deck,oya next week deck we meet in the biyasa place yes, mas want jalam2 same you.

*ok mas, loh mas emang not tired of holiday krj mas only a day.

**.great deck mas kangen with you.

*.yes, I did it.

**.oya dek mas want to talk seriously with you about our next relationship, please listen to the good news 2 yes.

*. njeh mas monggo, what do you want to say.

**. dk we want to marry 6mo you tell your boss if you want to stop working, because you want to marry and go home.

*.iya mas tomorrow tk said ma'am boss, let's make another vacancy to replace me.

**. Yes thank you deck, for the next 5 months you go home, you can still work around your residence on the condition that the krjnya in the household just so if you are married later you can be a housewife good and if you need more money you can ask for the same.

*.yes, thanks for the understanding, do not try early next year aq will go home.

*. yes sama2 mas, sorry adek also yes mas because adek sll think childish, sorry always postpone our pernikaha. thanks because I have been patient waiting for me for years2.

**. yes sama2 sembun we are given long life, so that we can live this life to be someone better.

*.amin yra semongga we are always given the ease of health to find rwjeki and always patient in facing the trials that Gusti Allah gave us.

**.amin, yawes your deck immediately go to sleep tomorrow you work.do not forget the message mas yes.

*.yeah mas you also hati2 krjnya, i love you mas Asalamallaikum.wb.

**yeah deck love you too waalaikumussallam.wr.wb.ut.

done tlvn aq not immediately sleep a lot of things that are on my mind . too many wounds that he said to me but strangely I always want to forgive .it is true that the love person is blind as well as what I feel at this time may I have to start from scratch again arranging my life with him or just give up the pain I still feel. however, I miss him aq also want to be with him.aq very jealous when seeing him with other women. after aq tired of thinking about him aq was asleep.

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today aq wake up at dawn like biyasa finished shower prayer helpin ibk input herbal medicine in a bottle of cooking truss. after clean 2 hours 6 aq immediately leave krj aq no breakfast because my stomach must be skit every morning want to vomit /chap so aq breakfast is always in place krj.

during the trip aq in the shelter of my neighbor sir man he took off with him to drive me krj before the bookbak beengkas.accidentally also he who sought aq job at the shop pak man always breakfast lunch as well in the stalls of his good and humorous people he had two boys2 all the first children of my arch enemy in school age because we are the same age only he is smart aq left behind.in class. he's my upperclassman first.in the beginning of school he was good gk arrogant like his father but after breaking up from my friend febiy he turned totally into a cold grumpy.plus jail

and rough aq often involved cheque cok with his slll martial whoever his friend who fight with his. I don't know who's wrong aq time bodo same romance wino .

but after he graduated he was good again maybe the effect had already moved on hehehe.

second Ank her momat her the cute cute jail .matre and always spoiled with me aq consider him like my brother sendri sometimes he asked for pocket money because his parents are all good and affectionate with me. if Pak man krj's wife becomes a chef at a restaurant near the park he is loving and very good with me.

arriving at work aq in welcome bubos he looked at me beaming2 maybe he was happy to welcome the presence of his grandchildren to his residence .

aq do my job like I usually try faster so that I can mengombrol long same bubos problem I talk about the same mas raden semalem.ya time before noon after prayer while eating lunch aq bincang2 same mom his honest boss was very disappointed because he asked me to wait at least another month or wait for my bride to stop working. finish chatting aq resume krjkau activities.serving buyers for drinks or clean2 by afternoon all my crew is finished. before returning home aq telvon mas raden explained everything that aq talked about with the boss mom he agreed to wait for my work interlocutor. finish tlvn aq meet bubos agree all kemauman bu boss then go home and rest for a while.

finish the prayer ashar aq go to the rice fields help mother harvest celery while manjing mahgrib aq home net2 nyiapin for dinner after the prayer isak and the food is ready aq eat together with the mother father.

after eating together aq talk2 relaxing with my father while watching tv but aq still has not discussed the plan for marriage because I want to make ibk disappointed.

I see the clock shows at 21:00 I see my father's mother has fallen asleep. I slimuti he I turned off the tv and aq to the room to rest because I feel tired already very sleepy aq was asleep.

honest aq still hesitated to go further along with him stop him often menghiyanatiku.but aq love him very much and love him aq.hope he benar2 changed and could be the best priest in the future.amin.

sorry up old hp lgi broken heheh.thank you very much for those who have been willing to read like and come I wait and sorry who do not like to skip it.