The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
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since that incident he disappeared again the fear of losing my life to be destroyed as destroyed2nya aq have no passion for life.. aq ignore everything because his aq becomes a hot stress of insomnia aq also buy a sleeping obt in the pharmacy because aq is tired of all this aq want to end my life aq tired aq want to be alone more and more I try to forget it the more my heart hurts. because aq is always imagined about all the bitter sweetness hdup with him aw meminup sleeping medicine that is not in accordance with the rules aq confine me in the room until titi tired aq over dose unconscious dri coma during one week .

when I opened my eyes I saw a lot of tools installed on my body my body can not move at all it feels aq want to scream but what the power of this mouth is not able to open aq can only cry.

a few moments later there was a doctor who entered my room he was shocked to smile for a moment and then took off some tools that in my chest just looked at him, and I feel like I've met him qu just remember him who used to operate my hands when my arms were hit by a mill machine. he looked at me pity.

you why be like this, not, you become ugly if you like this, ever since you had a boyfriend never told me if you forgot you had a dinner appointment with kluwargaku lo knp you even came back in this state of what he hurt you and much more the question from the sweet black doctor feels aw want to answer all the questions he but my mouth can not be in the movement aw can only cry, cry, the dedicated doctor panicked for a few moments and then he punched the emergency button some of his friends approached me to check on me just a few minutes ago the doctor advised my bulrek to take me to the bathroom. after finishing the preparation of the doctor didik membopong me move me with his own hands with tatPan piasi towards me, but aq just silent.

two hours later the results of the glue have been documented the results make the aq more languishing aq become temporarily paralyzed.

it has been almost a month aw in the care now has a lot of development of my body has begun to be able to move because the doctor was educated to cope with my iw directly patiently taking care of me .

finally 3 months later I can walk back all thanks to the doctor who always accompanied me in therapy, aw.grateful there are good people like him who are indiscriminate in caring for patients and patiently do not want me to pay thanks to God you have sent him for me.

Morning not 😊😊 condition of your body is better just talk about you who are still difficult you jngan striping ya(didik doctor hugged me tightly)

you get well quickly yes you can go home tomorrow and kluwargI want to have dinner with you not before you go home to the city bt.

(aq just nods my head while smiling'he looks at me for a moment and then leaves aq in the hospital room aq can only be silent. a few moments later pack lek and bulek come with a fluffy smile)

alhamdhulillah ndok you have recovered tomorrow back to your mother's house, because she nyariin has continued for almost 5 months you have returned to your mother's village so I am worried.

yes buk (while nodding my head, I hope that my kluwarg is not too worried about my current condition I want to start a new life)

aq eat voraciously because aq mememememang longing ibk cuisine added againtakasan hospital it2 aq bored, aq, on the other hand, the doctor taught me to chat with lek sir might discuss about dinner later aq just focus my food only.

finished eating ibk take care of everything and also my clothes.

ndok later you go home in the anter of doctors yes well then you will eat mlm same father and then want to snack some of your barang2 at home to go home tomorrow sorry sir my doctor gk can join dinner☺😧

yes buk gpp anyways this dinner biyasa as well as I want to know the same enot kluwarga big incidentally grandma and grandpa new until daro sl city later can get together2 tomorrow if gk objection I will deliver enot go home if I can leave for a week 😊☺

if I was up to the doc, because he would go home if I could only help memgemasi barang2 only because I have a holiday in aboutga tomorrow..

ow gtu to buk(didik stare at me clingy) how do you want me to take home...

important hehehe free dock I want😆😆😆

okay then tomorrow I'll drop you off I want to walk2..😊😊

oky doc trimakasih😊😊

yes the same he approached me while whispering (this is all free gk lo not😀😀😀) sambel blinked one eye .aq just smile.. because the full effect of the drug also makes me sleepy finally aq was asleep again .😩😴😴**