The Beauty of Unexpected Hope
A complicated beginning.

That day I felt tired of everything that had happened, I wanted to run but I was afraid I would get hurt even deeper..

aq path is not necessarily direction until finally aq tired and stop walking and then sit in a beautiful garden chair...

aq daydreams not to dismiss even the person who asks anything beside me, aq is not deaf nor dumb ,it's just that my mood is chaotic, breaking up love ples in amuk ibk lift because I forgot not to cook water to make hahahhaah jamu wrong me also because most nagisin jerk almost ruined my life.. I don't think time is going so fast...

kbetulan park is close to the mosque jdi aq mendegar azan directly standing leaving the park...

until the mosque everyone saw me a lot of astonished because .l my appearance like a man2 aq pkai black hat clana kempol and blue hem, hairkupun also short.my eyes are pembab.acak2an... aq almost got amuk emak2 krn entered the bathroom of the woman thought aq men2 hahahah aq in drag to the guard post at the trial ..

it's been a tiring day arguing with all the people who are older than me..

pgen laughs fear of sin hahahah

that afternoon also aq act silly even some say aq crazy, stun, korak. because to prove aq women aq give my identity everyone still does not believe krn in fto aq hijab hahaha.aq nkat mlepas hem I throw in front of mka satpan iku,

skarang aq only pkai tengtop and bra mamak2 pda mlongo hahahh arrived2 there is a man2 walking in my blakakakakakan large leather jacket to my shoulder ...

aq was shocked and turned 180° to see who gave the jacket but unfortunately he has gone to the place of male pilgrims2. .,emak2 was dissolved, too,

aq went back to the bathroom abil air wudhu finished it praying, praying,

i: mas aq nitip mas jacket who again wear shoes over there it is aq buru2 say thank you..

security.: kok mbak not only who gave lawong mas also almost finished wearing shoes..

me: heheheh please yes mas I buru2 a lot of krjan at home, it is mas to buy uthilan heheheh (aq give money 10,000)

security guard: hehehe thanks mbk, klau gtu I did not return this jkat first.

i: yes, I'm sorry..

aq also continued my journey that is not necessarily the direction.aq do not want to go home because if aq home must be 1001 bkin bkin aq frustrating bullet question..

I don't know why I'm not hungry at all today ,aq walk in store2 but none of the interesting stuff I want to buy until I stop in front of the flower shop ,aq also took a flower that aq feel calm .

Finally aq buy some flowers the same flower delivery, aq walk to my grandfather's grave until in the tomb aq cleaning leaves2 in the grave grandfather.htiku calm has climbed the prayer and outpouring of my heart.. aq return home until happy.krn no people said neighbors heck bulek again to the city of B.

this mlm aq in the rmah is only alone bca comic does not feel it is too late pkul skitar.23:21 wib, drrrt drttt drrrtt arrived2 my phone sounds., nmer tk in knal I ignore it..krn was tired of reading the eyes began to weigh aq was asleep.