CHEATING FIVE STEPS
Blamed

Arriving in the room, I lay down on the bed while playing my phone back. The silent and gripping atmosphere again occurred, in the room. I kept silent, without asking my husband anything.

"Why has your attitude changed now, deck?"

Bang Darma asked, without turning a single look at me. He stays focused on his own phone. I reflexively turned to her, with a shrunken baffled forehead.

"Which changed it was me or you, bang? Don't make things worse! It's clearly the wrong thing that they both are, why am I in the corner right?" ask me.

"Yes, they were wrong. But, you're wrong, too, deck." reply bang Darma.

"Where is my mistake?" ask me curious.

"Your actions were completely outrageous, deck. You almost hurt Dina, you know!" bang Darma's reply began to fret.

"I'm just retaliating, is that wrong? Didn't you see, he slapped me on the cheek, huh?"

I began to get emotional again, due to the words bang Darma who seemed to corner me. Apparently, he still does not accept my actions, on his ex-wife earlier.

"Yes, look at me. But, that's not the way to avenge her, deck. Your actions are too cruel, you know!" reply bang Darma

He still blames me. After hearing Bang Darma's reply, I immediately sat down before him. I stared intently at his eyes. Seeing me sitting, bang Darma also sat himself in front of me.

"Why do you keep cornering me? Why, brother keeps blaming me? Why, brother continues to defend them both? WHY?" my screeches.

I asked my husband that question. Bang Darma instantly fell silent for a moment, he looked misbehaved. Because of getting a piercing look from me. After exhaling a rough breath, bang Darma was back to sound.

"Who cornered and blamed you anyway, deck? And who, too, is defending them?" ask bang Darma back.

"Yes my brother, who else would you be if not your brother?" reply I don't want to lose.

"That there is no intention in the least to defend them, deck. It's just, brother didn't like to see your reckless actions earlier. That's all, there's no other meaning." replied bang Darma.

"The reason why, with my reckless action earlier. You're not willing, if I hurt Dina?" search me.

Bang Darma was immediately bowed, he did not dare to look me in the face. Which already looks reddish, and looks creepy. Yes, I admit, I am very emotional and furious to see the Darma bang at this time.

Wanting her taste, I clawed at the face that was before me right now. Because I didn't get an answer from Bang Darma. Finally, I snapped at him with a voice that echoed quite a bit, inside the room.

"ANSWER, BANG!"

Bang Darma immediately flinched in shock, and reflexively raised his head, upon hearing my snaps. My breath felt increasingly crowded, due to emotions that had risen to the crown.

"You're nothing at all, you're already starting to dare you fight me, huh?" bang Darma replied while clenching his hand.

"As long as I'm on the right path, I will never fear anyone, except the almighty." I replied aloud.

"Don't stop me from always being quiet, you're just like trampling on my self-esteem. Don't you think I'm afraid of you!"

"I have been silent for a long time. But, that doesn't mean I'm afraid of all of you, remember that's fine!" continue me.

Finally, all my uneg-uneg broke. My emotions went back to exploding on the Darma bang. I was very upset, disappointed and furious. All those flavors, mix them together into one on the Darma bang at the moment.

Bang Darma hung his speech. He again let out a rough breath, and his fist hit the bed firmly. Seeing the reaction of bang Darma like that, I asked him again.

"If not, what? What are you gonna do? You want to hit me, or you want us to split up, huh? Answer now! Let me know, let me determine the way of life ahead of him." I insisted.

Bang Darma instantly widened his eyes. He looked very surprised, hearing my question just now. His face looked extremely irritated and frustrated. Bang Darma tugged at his own hair, with both of his hands.

After his seductive emotions subsided, the Darma bang finally softened. He spoke again in a low tone, not as often as the first time.

"What the hell are you talking about, deck? Never again say separate, same brother yes, deck! Brother most dislike hearing those words, from your lips." pinta bang Darma began to pince.

"Trus, what do you want now, huh?" ask me.

Bang Darma was silent again. He doesn't know what to answer. His face seemed increasingly confused and agitated.

"Never challenge me or demean me, bang! I am young, my face is not ugly. There are still a lot of men out there who want to be my husband." I continued.

"Are you talking about that, deck? You just want to forbid you, to do things that are beyond the limits of reasonableness. Why go anywhere, by the way?" reply bang Darma.

"Udah, I'm tired! Tired of heart, tired of body, tired of mind too. All this because of your favorite son."

"Udah, don't bother me anymore, I'm going to sleep! Let's calm down a little bit, my brain" I said, closing the conversation.

After saying that last word, I immediately laid my body and turned my back on Bang Darma. I hugged the bolster, and pretended to close my eyes.

Bang Darma could only resign and lie behind me. He also turned his back on me, hugging his roll. It did not take long, bang Darma was asleep, with a smooth snoring from his breathing.

"Basic, kebo! Abstinence nempel same pillow, must be directly snoring!" my grouse in my heart.

I looked back, making sure that the Darma bang was really asleep. After being sure that the Darma bang was asleep, I stretched out my hand to pick up the phone, which was on the table.

I typed in a text message, and sent it to bang Agus, my five-step lover.

"Have you slept yet, bang?"

The message I sent was immediately blue tick, a sign read by bang Agus. Shortly after, a reply from Agus came in.

"No, say. What's the matter, say?"

"Grandfather, bang. I'm just a fad, brother, what else?"

"Lies, it's impossible to chat at night if there's no problem!"

Bang Agus guessed and guessed. He didn't believe my answer at all.

"Really, bang. Why should I lie, no use for it, you know!" reply me.

"Well, what do you want to say, say?"

"Hmmm, i.i..."