CHEATING FIVE STEPS
Darma POV

My name is Darma, age 40. I work in an old iron warehouse. Before marrying Ayu 2017 ago, my status was a one-child widower. My son is named Yuni, he is approximately 17 years old at this time.

Since Dina and I (my first wife) separated in 2014, my son Yuni has been living with her, in a rented house not far from where I live.

Before I married Dina, her current status was the widow of one child, and she worked as a comfort woman, at a nightclub.

My first marriage was ruined, because Dina cheated on me behind my back. He had an affair with a truck driver, who stopped by often to buy cigarettes, at our stall.

In the past, we opened a small food stall, to fill Dina's free time at home. Ever since I found out that my wife was having an affair, I decided to divorce her. Because, I hate the most that his name is treason.

Ever since I have been a widower, I have lived freely. Almost every night I was invited to work with friends, to have fun, to a nightlife.

That freedom, it doesn't last long. About a year later, my widow's status changed again, becoming a husband. I met Ayu, at a karaoke place.

At that time, Ayu was working as a waiters, in the entertainment venue that night. And I, being one of the regulars in that place.

Although Ayu works as a comfort woman, in a karaoke place. Apparently, it's not as easy as I imagined, to be able to get his heart.

It took me a year to convince her. It takes extra patience, to deal with any of his or her behaviors, which are sometimes annoying.

But yeah, what else, I like it already. So anyway, I keep trying to get her love.

Even at that time, my rivals were quite numerous. I keep going forward to get it. And thank God, thanks to my patience and perseverance. Finally, Ayu collapsed and was willing to marry me.

Two months after getting married, Ayu and I had a big fight, as a result of my own stupidity. Back then, Dina came to my workplace. He borrowed a motorbike, along with his letters. Dina said she wanted to pawn the black book for Yuni's school fees.

Hearing Dina's words, without a second thought and without asking Ayu for permission, I gave all of them to Dina. Including my only vehicle.

I believe, because Dina promised to return my bike, after she got the money, from pawning the black book. But apparently, the harsh reality happened. Dina ran away my vehicle, and sold it.

Right, the money from selling my motorcycle, not his in use to send Yuni. But, he used it for a new down payment, for himself. I was ripped off by Dina.

Until the end, I had to rent a motorcycle every day, to go to work. And also, to travel anywhere.

When I told Ayu the incident, she went on a rampage. In person ask for a divorce with me.

"Sir, I'm sorry!" I said to Ayu, after coming home from work.

"I'm sorry for what, bang?" ask Ayu confused.

"Our motorbike was taken away with Dina, along with her letters." Answer me drown.

"Well, how could that be? where is it possible, he could have taken all that, if not his own brother who handed it to him?" search Ayu, with a shrunken forehead.

"Yes, deck. The brother who gave it all to Dina. Because he said he needed money to send Yuni to school. So, he's got our black book motor, for a pawn!"

"But, he's running our bike. And now, you don't know where he is?" I explained to Ayu.

After hearing my explanation, Ayu's face immediately turned red. She was so emotional, hearing my words just now.

"You are it, so man kok bod*h time anyway! you can believe that, as well as your crazy ex-wife!" ayu snapped, with a thunderous voice.

So, whatever the risk, I have to accept it sincerely.

"Do you still love your ex-wife Darma? Do you want to talk to her? Do you want to go back with her? If that's what you want. Okay, I'm gonna back off, AND DIVORCE ME RIGHT NOW!"

Ayu again snapped at me, in her loud voice. But, his snaps this time, enough to suffocate my entire body. Yes, Ayu asked for a divorce from me, and that's what she said when we were married for two months.

I didn't expect that, because of my stupidity, it could be fatal like this. Actually, I know, Ayu was angry not because she lost the bike.

But, because of my trusting attitude, with Dina's sweet mouth. And also because of my carelessness, which did not ask her permission first, to do so.

So, Ayu thinks that I, still love Dina. Hence, I could so easily believe all of Dina's words.

"Don't do it, deck! brother won't, part with you. Brother doesn't want to lose you, just because of a trivial matter like this."

I immediately hugged the body of Ayu, who was sitting on the sofa. Honestly, I don't want to lose her. Given so heavy of my struggle, to get himself.

Not as easy as turning the palm, to be able to let go of what I have got, with great difficulty.

"It's all because of Dina, look out for you, Dina!" my mind is furious.

With all my might, I persuaded Ayu. In all sorts of ways and words. Because Ayu, not a typical woman who numbers the money. So, Ayu will not melt, if wooed with money.

So, I should be able to seduce her in another way. After hours of persuading Ayu, he finally collapsed as well. Ayu no longer asked for a divorce from me, and Ayu also forgave my mistake.

But, since that incident, Ayu's nature changed. His jealousy, emotions and speech were getting rough on me. If there is a small mistake, I make.

I understand, the change in his nature. Maybe because Ayu was still upset, given the incident.

Time passed by so quickly, days changed by months. And the moon changed years. Not felt, my marriage with Ayu has been almost 6 years.

Ayu is getting more and more upset, and disappointed in me. He always protested, with my cold attitude towards him.

I admit, I'm not the kind of guy who is good at combating, with sweet words. I am also not good at seducing, or even spoiling with a partner. And I, too, am not good at bed activities.

Honestly, I actually really like and enjoy Ayu's romantic, high-lust attitude. She always spoils me, with her gentle touches, with all her affection and warmth.

He's always spoiled with me. Kiss and hug me every day. In fact, Ayu also often asked for her inner ration on me. In a week, Ayu will ask for 3 to 4 times, his inner ration.

Even though I did not serve him, alias only received under his Shackles, Ayu never disputed that. He's always in control, in that hot game. Until he was satisfied, venting his passion on me.

Ayu always accepted all my attitudes, without ever complaining about me. But over time, Ayu began to rebel and always complain, with my cold attitude.

In fact, he threatened to seek warmth with another man, if my attitude continued like that on him.

"Maybe Ayu is getting bored, with my stiffness all along" My inner self.

I don't know, I'm confused how to do it? On the one hand, I don't want my house to be destroyed. But on the other hand, I also cannot change my attitude, which from a long time ago was ingrained like this.