
After the departure of bang Agus, I went back to rest and rolled under the blanket. After about three hours of slumbering, I gasped at the ringing of a cell phone on the table.
"Sir, who else is interrupting my break? Want to calm down for a while was difficult times, there is a grumbling." my chat while taking a cellphone and receiving a call.
"Oh, what kind of father was he, whose side was that? I almost maki-maki." I muttered after looking at the phone screen.
"Yes hello assalamualaikum, well." My greetings while sitting cross-legged on the bed.
"Wa'laikum greetings, Yu." replied father.
"What's up, dad?" ask me.
"Grandmother, Yu granny." replied the father nervously and hesitantly.
"Yes, yeah. Why is it grandma? Grandma's in good health right there?"
I asked with a slightly anxious heart no matter what. Dad knew that I loved his mother (grandmother) very much.
He was the one who took care of me from childhood to adulthood. Maybe dad was a little hesitant or scared, to tell me about Grandma's situation.
"Grandma died, Yu. Five o'clock this morning at the house uwak Rida (grandmother's daughter). Udah in the tomb was exhausted the prayer zhuhur earlier." clearly with his hoarse voice.
"WHAT? Not possible, dad. That's not possible Dad lied to me, is it? Grandma's in good health right there? There's no way Grandma left me, she loved me so much, Dad."
I screamed loudly while shedding tears.
"It's impossible that my grandmother left me. Answer, yeah! You lied to me, right?" insist me.
"No, Yu. Dad didn't lie. Grandma is gone for ever." Dad explained again.
Hearing my father's explanation, I immediately hysterically called out the name of my grandmother, the person I love the most on this earth.
"Aaaaaa...GRANDMA!"
I screamed at the news that broke my heart. My body was instantly weak, my chest felt very tight to breathe.
I cried hard, and I also hit the bed I was sitting on. The phone that I held earlier, had fallen to the bottom of the bed in a state of active calls.
The number one person in my life has left me forever. He is where I complain, he is where I go home, and he is half my soul.
Now he's leaving me. Can't imagine how broken my heart is right now. I cried while pulling my own hair.
A loss that was very painful for me. Remembering the good times with him drained my tears.
"Yes, God. Forgive the sins of my beloved grandmother. Lay down his last resting place. Lighten the torment of his tomb and place him in the best place on your side, O God."
"May we meet again in heaven! Amin amin ya rabbal a'lamin." My prayer in heart.
Because of my screams, bang Agus who was sitting in front of his house immediately ran into my house. He went straight into the room.
Because the door of the house is only closed and not in the key, therefore Agus can directly enter, without having to bang on the door again from the outside.
Bang Agus was immediately fixated, seeing my condition and also the state of the room that was random was not because of, and bolster pillows scattered under the mattress.
Blankets scattered on the floor, bed sheets have also been disheveled. The state of my room is like a broken ship right now.
"What's up, say? Why is everything so messy like this? What exactly is going on?" ask bang Agus confused.
Bang Agus started to approach me and tightly hugged my body. I came back crying all the way back in the arms of Agus bang. I drowned my face in his chest.
"What's up, say? Same brother, don't keep believing. Brother is sad to see your situation like this." urged bang Agus.
I did not answer Agus' question at all. I can't say anything more right now. My heart is so broken and broken into pieces.
"By the way, say! Let brother know what problems can make you as bad and as destructive as this?" bang Agus was getting curious.
"My grandmother's gone, bang. My grandmother has left me forever, bang." I replied back crying hysterically.
"Innalillahi wa Inna ilaihi raji'un, when did he die, say?" ask bang Agus.
"So morning, bang. Around 5 am." I replied still hiccupping.
"When is his funeral?" ask Agus again.
"Udah in the tomb right, bang. The zhuhur prayer. I couldn't see my grandmother again for the last time, bang!"
My cry broke again after telling everything to bang Agus.
"Yes, I'm sincere about my grandmother's departure, say. Prayer is best for him. Read Yasin and his other prayers to him there!" bang Agus said.
"He must have expected all of that from his loved ones, say." bang Agus gave me his condolences.
"Yes, bang. God willing, I will do it all for the sake of grandma." I returned to drown the face into the arms of Agus bang.
That's all I need right now. Warm embrace when I'm fragile. The shoulder I leaned on when I was faltering in the face of trouble.
And the support of my loved ones, so that I may remain steadfast and steadfast in accepting this trial-filled test of life.
"Thank you, bang. Brother is always there for me, brother is always my encouragement, and brother is always selfish." I said.
"Yes, say. Ah ah, don't cry anymore! Your eyes have swollen it from earlier cry continuously."
Bang Agus wiped my tears that had been flowing continuously without stopping.
"Yes, bang." I replied.
"Here, brother combin his hair! How can this hair be messed up? I was like wewe gombel aja." grumbled bang Agus.
Bang Agus combed my hair slowly, then he grappled my hair with a clasp taken from the desk drawer.
"Well, how do you want it?" ask me to relax.
"If you're beautiful like you, you'll want to be, say. But if the wewe is ugly, yes ogah. Amit amit jabang baby, hiiiiii."
Reply bang Agus while shuddering in horror with his own words.
After finishing tidying my hair, bang Agus continued to tidy up the state of the room that was no longer shaped.
He put together a pillow roll and folded the blanket. After that, he tidied up the bed and tidied up his sheets painstakingly.
After all neat, bang Agus was immediately farewell to go home because it was afternoon, afraid of going to the bang Darma came home his words.
"Abang balek first yes, say! Remember, don't mess around anymore. Calm your mind and read more prayers. Let your mood calm. Okay, cup." pamit bang Agus.
One kiss landed beautifully on my forehead.
"Yes, bang." I reply.
Bang Agus started walking out of the room, and stepped towards the exit.
After the departure of bang Agus, I re-shed myself while hugging the bolster. I tried to close my eyes, and it didn't take long for me to fall asleep.