
My name is Agus, 36 years old. I work at a shipping company, taking care of the passports and mailings of the sailors.
My status is a two-child widower, and my two children live in the city of Ambon with my ex-wife.
Right now I'm in a forbidden love with the wife of his name Ayu Lestari, his daily calling is Ayu.
Ayu is my neighbor who is only two houses away from my house. Even every day I could meet him, because the distance we lived was only about five steps.
I often say hello to her, and she also once gave food to me, if at home she was having an event.
Actually, I've loved and admired him for a long time. It's just, I don't have the guts to reveal it.
She is still a wife of people. Makes my guts grow smoother to get close to her. I can only steal a look at her, without being able to reach her.
She is a kind and friendly woman to anyone. Her face is pretty and sweet to me, the more I fall in love with her. Want her taste I have her, but what power, she's still someone else's wife.
I always pray, that Ayu will quickly become a widow so that I can marry her soon, hahaha. It's a strange prayer, isn't it?
Ayu opened a stall in front of her house. He sells clothes, bags, shoes, sandals, and others.
A few years ago, he once sold fried foods and pecel vegetables on the porch of his house. I became one of his loyal customers.
I like to buy cakes and fried foods because all the food is delicious. One of the reasons I too, in order to be able to chat and longer look at his face.
I don't know if Ayu will be with me or not if I reveal my heart to her. I was afraid that Ayu refused and instead stayed away from me. I don't know, I'm confused.
I also often enter Ayu's clothes stall. Actually that's my only reason, in order to linger with her. I often ask about shoes, clothes, bags, all the points I ask.
Although I did not buy, Ayu still served me well. Actually, Ayu was her guy covered. She's a home-based type of girl, never hanging out here and there like other women.
He rarely went out of the house, except to sweep the yard and go to the stall only, the rest he was just at home.
Until one day, I ventured to reveal my heart. Instead of the slow fear of being taken by people first, meningan I just revealed my heart to him.
Whether you accept it or not, it's a recent affair. Importantly, Ayu already knew about my feelings for her.
That afternoon, I came to see Ayu at her stall. Incidentally, he was again alone in the stall. I also asked him about his shirt. Since the large size does not exist, I also did not buy the shirt.
After chatting and joking with Ayu, I also ventured to ask for her mobile number.
At first he had doubts. But over time, her end she gave her too. But on condition, do not just any time when contacting him. I also immediately agreed to the terms.
After I got Ayu's phone number, I decided to go home. It turns out Ayu is fun to also be asked to joke. He always keeps in touch when he's chatting.
Get out of Ayu's house, I go back to my house. Arriving in the room, I lay down on the bed.
With my back facing the ceiling, I smiled to myself when I remembered my conversation with Ayu earlier.
"Try calling Ayu, ah. Trus invited him to meet outside. I mean, Ayu want to?" I murmured a little doubt.
"You or not Ayu, it's a back business. It's important to try first, who knows he wants," my inner self.
Finally, I called Ayu. And thank God, he's willing to take a call from me. But I was disappointed with his answer. Because he couldn't promise to accept my invitation.
Evening came, when I was daydreaming about Ayu, suddenly there was a message coming in on my phone. It turned out that the message came from the person I was thinking about earlier. Yes, that's a message from Ayu.
He said that he accepted my invitation to meet outside. Thank God, I am so grateful and happy when I hear the answer from him.
"Finally, I can have you too Ayu Lestari."
I muttered with a smile, while continuing to look at the message of my target woman on the mobile screen. Not felt, the time set Ayu also arrived. He asked for ten o'clock in the morning.
I rushed to prepare myself as well. Wearing neat clothes, spraying perfume and wearing shoes. After all the preparations were done, I headed straight for the park, where we had both made arrangements.
Arriving at the park, I drowned looking for Ayu's whereabouts. It turns out, Ayu just got off the motorcycle ojek that drove her.
I rushed to her, and asked her to check in at a hotel not far from the park.
After Ayu and I were in the hotel room, I didn't want to waste this opportunity. I immediately clenched and kissed her greedily.
Yes, I immediately peppered him without asking permission first on him. I thought Ayu would refuse or be angry about my actions, but it was not. He even returned all my fondling with ferocity and agility.
I hooked Ayu up to three times. Until finally, we both fell asleep for a while because we were so tired.
After the hot battle with Ayu was over, we decided to go home. Our meeting was in time. Because we have to go home before Ayu's husband gets home at lunchtime.
When I got home, I laid my body on the bed. I re-imagined the beautiful incident with Ayu earlier.
I want to think I'm repeating that incident again. But yes, he still belongs to someone else. I have to understand my limits of loving someone else's wife.
I often asked her to marry me. But he won't answer. Ayu simply said, "if it is a soul mate, we must be united." Those are the words that Ayu said, every time I take her seriously to get married.
That brief meeting was the beginning of my affair with the beautiful woman, which until now we still live. A very beautiful forbidden love that has been running for almost a year.
"God, may you be my soul mate. Amin amin ya rabbal a'lamin," I murmured expectantly.