CHEATING FIVE STEPS
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"Deck, wake up, deck. Deck, up!"

Bang Darma shook my shoulders violently.

"Hmmmm, what's up, bang?"

I replied, with a hoarse voice. Due to fatigue crying and the body is still carefree, I fell asleep until the afternoon. In fact, until bang Darma came home from work.

"You're why the hell, deck? sleep all day. Not her ngurusin home, lazy times to be a woman!"

Bang bang Darma with his loud voice.

"Degh, oh God. Bang Darma, why turn gini?" my inner.

"So that woman, don't be spoiled. A little bit sick, a little bit of this, that's it. Bored of seeing it, I was tired at work. At home, even more tired, look at your behavior!" added bang Darma.

I heard, all those painful banging bang Darma. Get emotional, and get out of bed. I stood right in front of him.

"So, what do you want now, huh?"

Challenge me, while shaking my waist in front of her.

"You think I'm pretending to be sick? you think I feel good at home, without doing anything? trus what did you say? you said I was a slacker?"

"If I'm a slacker? trus, who took care of you for almost 6 years? who cooks your food every day? who washes your clothes? who cleans the house, if not this slacker?"

"Don't just come from njeplak aja, muzzle (mouth) you that by the way! you think taking care of your daily needs isn't tired?"

"If you hire a maid, to do all that. Your salary will not be enough, to pay for the helpers. UNDERSTAND YOU!"

I let out all the frustration, which had been buried in her all along.

"And another one, Darma. If your attitude is constantly cold, and indifferent like this to me, don't get me wrong. If someday, I'll find warmth outside, with another man. Remember that!"

"Well what the hell, deck? from a long time ago, my attitude was like this. And, who is indifferent. I care about you, all your wishes are always my brother."

"Whatever your request is, always my brother fulfills it. Trus, where's the fault? what else is lacking?"

Bang Darma protested, for not accepting my last words.

"Where are you asking the wrong? hey, Darma! You think, a living for a wife is just enough to eat and money? you think that wife doesn't need warmth and affection?"

"You're wrong to think that way. For the wife, there are two. Born and inner, not only the birth itself that must be fulfilled, but the inner as well!"

"You think I'm old? granny, who has no more passion and lust?"

"I'm young, my passion is normal. If you rarely touch, and give me an inner living, do I have to ask my neighbors to touch and touch me?"

"Do I have to find another man out there to warm up?" ask me with explosive emotions.

Bang Darma just kept quiet, heard all my chatter. Actually, I'm the least likely to be angry. In fact, it can be said, I have never been angry or even said rude once.

And today, I put all the uneg-uneg that always stuck, in my heart.

Relieved, already said all his on the Darma bang. So that he quickly realized, so that he knew that all this time, I was not okay.

"Yes, I'm sorry, deck! all this time, my brother is not sensitive to your inner needs. My brother always ignored you. And also, don't mind you. All you know is that, just work and work."

"Let's get a lot of money. To fulfill all your wishes. To give you whatever your request is. That's all you think, deck."

Said bang Darma, starting to soften. Not all the time first, when yelling at me earlier. Hearing the words of bang Darma just now, I immediately sat limp on the edge of the bed, looking down.

Bang Darma sat beside me, hugging my body.

"Sorry bang yes, deck! brother promise, from now on brother will change. Brother will meet, your inner needs." Bang Darma.

I just kept quiet, in his arms. Since there was no answer coming out of my lips, bang Darma stretched out his embrace, and placed the back of his hand on my forehead.

"It hurts huh, deck?" ask bang Darma.

"Son, I'm straight healthy, because I heard your screams earlier!" answer me annoyed.

"Oh, yeah that's it." Reply bang Darma

"Daddy, have you eaten a ballom? trus, where's this soto from? who bought it?" ask bang Darma, after seeing the plate containing the soto on the table.

"Why ask now? why isn't it from last night? You know for yourself, if I ate from last night, when I was sick!" my insinuations.

"Kan, it's the guy who said he didn't want to eat. Kok, even turn on brother anyway!" bang Darma protest.

"Then, if you have ot*k it in use! last night, I said I didn't want to eat. But that doesn't mean I won't eat anything else. I just don't have a taste for rice, because my tongue still feels hook."

"This is a person really, ot*k his stupid anyway, no sensitizing a little bit." Bump me in my heart while staring cynically at her.

"Emangnya, last night there was nawarin me other food, no right? this afternoon also, do not eat me, it's about my situation just not there!"

"Don't let me be all right, all you want. My turn is sick, even ignored like this." I said annoyed.

"Yes, sorry deck. I promise you, it won't be like that anymore!" reply bang Darma.

"Okay, I keep that brother's promise. But, if you are breaking a promise, we better split up! I'm tired, facing your cold attitude. I'm tired, I have to keep giving up!" say I'm firm.

"Don't do it, deck! brother doesn't want to, we're separated. Adek, don't say that again huh? I promise you, it will change."

Reply bang Darma with a face.

"That's all, depends on your attitude bang. But yes, we'll see what your attitude is going forward with me! Whether there is a change or not." I resigned.

*Change your attitude as best you can, before regrets come your way.*