
My name is Naya Maharani, 28 years old. My relationship with Ayu is as a cousin. My mother and Ayu's father were siblings. And it made my relationship with Ayu, very close.
My current status is a childless widow. I just got divorced from my husband about a year ago. And that leaves a very deep trauma for me.
To meet the needs of everyday life, I help neighbors to sell clothes in their stores online.
From the sales profits, I can get money to eat, and other necessities of life.
Sometimes I envy Ayu's life. He always gets what he wants. Like buying gold, and having enough money for me.
Ayu also has two cheating men, who always give her money, and fulfill all her wishes. As for me, don't be cheating, the husband just isn't there right now.
I trust me in everything. He told me about the life he lived with me all this time. And she also entrusted all her money and jewelry to me.
Ayu asked me to keep all of it well. So that her husband can not take away her property rights, to be given to her child.
Because I felt sorry for Ayu's household story, I was finally willing to keep all her valuables, with the best possible.
Whenever there's a problem, Ayu must come to see me. He always poured his heart out on me. She told me about her infidelity, and also her household.
Actually, I'm very curious about Ayu's cheating men. I would love to see their faces. But, I did not dare to say it directly to Ayu.
Until one day, Ayu came back to my house. Ayu said that she had quarreled with her husband. That's why he ran away, and wanted to stay at the hotel with his ex-girlfriend first.
My curiosity grew, as I heard the man coming by driving his car.
Because I was so curious, I took Ayu to the front of my house, to meet her ex-boyfriend.
After the man got out of his car, I was immediately blown away by his good looks. And when we got acquainted, I felt a strange vibe in my heart.
I was hypnotized by the man in front of me. I continued to look at the man named Rendi, with a heart that was pounding incoherently.
Have I fallen in love at first sight with her? Ah, I don't know. I also don't understand, why all of a sudden I could have such quick feelings for Rendi.
After finishing talking, Rendi and Ayu left me who was still standing in front of the house. I stared at the departure of the two of them.
I felt sad, seeing Ayu making out with the man I liked. My heart aches and hurts, hearing they're going to stay overnight at the hotel.
Wanting her taste I screamed, to stop the departure of the two of them. But my tongue is so heavy, to do just that.
Since meeting Rendi, I have become restless and uninspired, to do anything at home. I again thought of Rendi and Ayu, who were inside the hotel.
"What are they doing right now, huh? Are they making out, or are they struggling in bed?" my murmuring is getting more agitated.
I lay on my back on the bed. I looked at the ceiling of the room with a blank look. My thoughts were always on Rendi and Ayu, who were enjoying their togetherness.
"Hadehh, why is my brain traveling everywhere, anyway? Why should I even bother thinking about them? After all, they don't think about my feelings either." I grumbled.
I patted my own eel. I was upset, I was jealous to see Ayu have a handsome and rich lover like Rendi. I do not accept, if Ayu to have Rendi completely.
After thinking for a moment, I decided to tell my cousin the truth. I have to be brave, to get what I want.
I must be able to get the man, who broke my heart. And I should also be able to make him fall in love with me.
I have to prepare myself to take the risk, in case Ayu will hate me.
And I must be able to surrender, face the anger of Ayu later, to reach the man of my dreams.
If Ayu thinks that I am a selfish woman. Yes, I admit that I am selfish.
I don't care about Ayu's feelings at all. In fact, I also will not give up just like that, without fighting first, to get love from Rendi.
With a unanimous determination, I had planned to tell Ayu my intention tomorrow.
Whatever Ayu answers later, it's business later. The most important thing is, I should be able to get Rendi completely. Yes, even if I have to sacrifice Ayu's heart and feelings, I don't care.
The next day, Ayu came back to my house. He was escorted by Rendi, my target man. After hearing the sound of the car stopping, I immediately rushed out of the room.
I ran towards the glass window, which was next to the main door. I peeked at Rendi's parked car right in front of my porch.
With a heart that dag-dig-dug not careless, I also began to sharpen my vision, towards the side door glass of Rendi's car. And what I saw, it really hurt me.
I saw with my own eyes that Rendi and Ayu were hugging each other and kissing in the car. They looked so friendly and so happy, in the vehicle.
My heart ached, looking at the scene in the car. Unknowingly, my tears just flowed over my cheeks.
"Oh Allah, it hurts to see the affection of both of them." I cried in my heart.
Shortly after, I saw Ayu get out of Rendi's car. After that, Rendi went straight away to go somewhere.
Seeing Ayu's arrival, I immediately rushed into the room, to polish my face a little. So that it does not look as if it was caused by crying earlier.
A few minutes later, I heard Ayu's voice calling my name, banging on my door.
With a lazy gesture, I walked back towards the living room, to open the door. After the door opened wide, I watched Ayu from top to bottom over and over again.
Because of getting an unusual view of me, Ayu finally asked, why I looked at her like that.
Instead of her answering, I instead insinuated her with words that were quite piercing for her. After finishing giving satire to Ayu, we both sat next to each other in the living room chair.
Without a second thought, I immediately revealed my heart to Ayu. If I like Rendi, her ex-boyfriend.
And it turns out, what I was afraid of finally happened. Ayu was furious at me. He looked very angry and emotional, after hearing my words.
"Hopefully Ayu can understand, about my feelings.And hopefully she will give up, in order to release Rendi for me." My hope in the heart.