
Junda woke up lazily, he opened his eyes slowly and his memory was repeating the events he passed last night. Between conscious and not he remembered also the dream that had just been experienced, felt like real.
In the dream Junda saw Relina running away with all her clothes on, while she was severely injured and unable to catch up. He could only shout and call out the name of the woman he had just raised last night.
Junda looked at the woman lying quietly beside him, more than half of the night they enjoyed the beauty of love and combined love as if there was no suffering before and after. The man still remembered how Relina let out a sigh enjoying all the wicks and left him many marks on his body.
“Relina ..... Darling ... wake up, it's noon,” whispered Junda in Relina's ear.
After that, he looked out the window that was still tightly closed both the leaves and the curtains. There was already a tinge of light piercing through the cloth covering the glass, so brightly.
Suspicion arises when the body he is behind does not move at all. The layer of facial skin that touched Junda also felt cold. The man furrowed his brows, observing the whole body that was naked and covered only in a blanket limited to the chest, the rest of their battle last night was still there.
Without hesitation, Junda kissed Relina's entire face, to wake her up faster. Again the woman did not respond to her activities.
“Sayang ... let's get up, don't joke!” while saying, Junda rubbed the whole body from the face, down to the neck, chest, stomach and all those parts felt cold.
“Hey, let's get up! Aren't you hungry?” he asked again, now his voice sounded higher, but trembling.
She flicked away the blanket, shaking the beautiful body repeatedly, while continuing to shout Relina's name. While tears began to fall. He was suspicious and felt something strange, but he refused it out of disbelief. He will not be able to lose and be abandoned again by the person he loves.
Every human being is never ready to face death.
“Not ... no... You're kidding right sweetheart?” junda said repeatedly, crying. He grabbed that already stiff body in his arms. Yep! Relina's body was stiff and her breathing was not felt from her nostrils. The veins and glands in his neck did not beat. Junda continued to make sure of this, sticking his cheek on Relina's nose and pressing a few fingers against her neck, all silence there was no detachment whatsoever there.
“No!” Junda shouted very loudly, his blaring voice bounced around every corner and the walls of the room even sounded out of the room.
After that back he spoke but more softly, “No.... Don't leave me like this, we will go out of the country like you want, right? Where did you go, to Paris, Cambridge, or to Kazen, you said you wanted to see the Bosphorus strait in Turkey, right? Let's go there ... now, dear ... so, let's get up!” while crying and rubbing the face of Relina who was wet by her tears.
Junda just kept going like that, without letting go of his embrace, even the embrace was getting tighter as if wanting to melt down.
He never thought that fate was this joking with his beliefs. When she dared to go further in a relationship, enjoying love more than playing games, so sure that death would not take away any of them because Relina had the same sign. But in fact, fate does not allow it.
It may be that God is not happy that he is happy or that He is the Almighty is showing his power over everything. That man can do nothing when he touches His destiny. God still wants to test it!
After being satisfied with crying and tired of peppering with the stiff body in his arms, Junda poured down Relina's body slowly, then, wearing her towel kimono, she said, put Relina in a makeshift outfit and contact a doctor who lives around the house.
While waiting for the doctor, he asked the loyal servant to help the Junda family all this time, to contact his father, while he himself continued to sit on the side of Relina's body, his heart crying tearlessly. He kept wondering, what mistake had been made, or something had happened before, to result in the death of his wife.
Junda knelt down on the side of the bed, staring at the stiffly stretched Relina on the bed.
Junda clenched his hands tightly then, grasped Relina's hand and kissed her repeatedly. It was as if the woman was still alive. His heart was broken, it hurt like it was being hollowed out with glass shards. Reach .... Losing this is so hard, God!
“What, all this, God? Not enough pain that You have inflicted on me all this time and now is the most pain ...!” junda's voice sounded clear and pitiful.
The condition of the man was gallant and calm, now seemed fragile, or like a sturdy fortress hit by a tsunami, to the ravages. His heart sank in the darkness because of his disappointment and disbelief with the reality that happened.
The servants also did not believe in the fact that their master had to be sad when his happiness had just arrived. A few months ago, the great mistress died of old age, also because of her illness. Now the young lady who had just stopped by, giving warmth and light in the house, went to the lap of the Lord for a short time. That woman is still so young!
‘’True, Mr Junda in curses?”
“Ahk, maybe he is not yet his match.”
“There is no curse, but rather Mr. very unlucky person.”
“Not, this is all God's destiny.”
“Can be after this, Sir will not have a lover again.”
“Heh! Don't be so, there's still other goodness, don't scoff. Just pray Mr. stay fine.”
“It's a pity, whereas Young Miss is beautiful and gentle.”
“You're this. God never chose someone who would take his life!”
“Doesn't this mean God loves Miss more?”
The discordant voices of the assistants working in the back, talking about their employers. There is no denying that the power of God with His destiny is inevitable.
After the doctor finished examining Relina carefully, she explained to Junda about Relina's state, that the woman lost her life a few hours ago, she said, and it seems like he had been poisoned or something beyond his body's ability to receive a certain amount of medicine.
“What Miss took drugs before?” ask the doctor.
Hearing the doctor's question, Junda gritted his teeth, his chest rose and fell with the tightness that suddenly filled the heart. He stepped up to take the drugs that Relina used to consume all this time because of her illness.
The young doctor looked carefully at the medicine for lung disease, shortness of breath and some other vitamins, he shook his head.
“This Ordinary medicine, if consumed in excess will not cause this kind of effect. Try to remember again, what was eaten or drunk last afternoon or evening.”
“What does that mean he's already taken poison, Doc?”
“Could be, or also excessively contaminated food and drink.”
The doctor explained from the indications of poisoning seen from skin rashes in several places, pupils of the eyes, lips and oral cavity.
Hearing the doctor's remark Junda recalled, their ordered juice at the restaurant last night, only guava juice was the only drink, which only Relina drank, while the others did not. But no one moved or left their sitting position when the drink was ordered.
Suddenly he remembered Shalu, which made him stronger to clench his hands until his knuckles turned white.
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