
Junda left Relina in the inpatient room it was not because she was desperate, nor because she did not love him. But because it makes room for itself to cool the heart from the heat of guilt that is like burning the soul. Moreover, hearing Renita saying that the misfortune or fate suffered by Relina at this time was because of her.
The man repeatedly sighed softly, taking a deep breath, to calm the thumping of his painful feelings. In his car he kept muttering, “I'm sorry.”
He was driving that car at low speed, heading somewhere in the city park. After getting there, he sat alone contemplating and thinking about making a decision, between having to let go or defend.
When defending, he and also everyone who knows whether later they will always experience bad things or not, in life. For the future is the greatest secret that God has made to all mankind.
Junda's love is so great for Relina, that she is determined to make her companion in life. Never had he felt love for a woman of this size and of course he did not want her to suffer or not just because of him.
He believes in destiny that everything that happens is the will of God but it is not good if he is always blamed. According to his understanding, that an unlucky human being is not caused by a birthmark, but may indeed be the path of life that must be lived.
For him to maintain or release the same pain, as well as Relina. He knows what it's like to have a relationship that doesn't get his blessing.
As experienced by his father married a woman who does not approve, although his stepmother is a good person, but he considers his father unfaithful. Strange enough indeed, while his mother was gone, but the dislike of his stepmother, still exists until now.
After a while of Junda's departure, in that hospital room, Erlina pondered and she was upset with her mother Renita—, who accused Junda recklessly.
She thought all this time her mother was a very realistic person towards everything. But now the woman related the incident to her with a mystical thing. Nothing to do with a sign of misfortune that Junda, his loved ones, has, is impossible.
“I can't believe Mom said that, same Junda. This mother is not realistic,” said Relina while glancing at her mother annoyed.
“Mother just love you, do not want you to have an accident like this, is Mom wrong?”
Relina silently heard her mother's words, a mother's affection is not wrong, but her mother's understanding is wrong. A person often misunderstands something, just because he looks at it with one eye.
Relina turned to Rosihan, who had just been sitting in a sofa by the door. He asked, “If according to what father, right, it is impossible the incident of gas explosion yesterday because of the unlucky sign that Junda has?”
Folding his hand, Rosihan said after taking a deep breath, “Then, Kannha, also had a mark on her forehead as the son of the sun god drop. You know, right, he's also Pandu's son?”
Relina nodded but indifferently, already familiar with her father's habits.
Rosihan continued to speak, “Yes, at first he did experience a contradiction, an inner war against truth and evil. Want to defend Pandavas or Duryodhana and Sangkuni.”
“Dad, what does Kana have to do with me now?” relina said, she protested because her father again likened the incident to the story of puppetry and war BharataYudha.
“Kanha was able to get the truth after she experienced various trials. He initially thought wrongly due to emotions and looked one eye. There was a whisper of Sangkuni, the most cunning person in all the kingdom of Kurusetra, until he thought wrong.” Rosihan was silent for a moment.
“ Finally after the war, he understood that what was done so far was not right, from the war also he could choose a truth and find his real family.”
“Keep what does that have to do with me?” ask Relina again.
“You can liken what you experience, as a war, can choose where right or wrong. You should ask, what kind of sign does Junda have, so that it can bring bad luck?”
“Well, I should have asked! So be able to know which is right or wrong, do not continue to conclude with your own mind.” Relina said as she glanced at Renita who was busy with her phone, she answered some messages from her teaching colleagues about school matters and her protege.
“Why Dad also did not talk from earlier, anyway. Why don't you just ask me?” renita asked then after storing the phone on Relina's bedside table.
Rosihan and Renita did not know him, only Relina who seemed to smile broadly at the arrival of a friend who had given him sweet memories, at Hotel Salak and Bogor presidential palace.
“Icha!” He cried, wanted to feel like sitting or hugging a woman who looked like the man, but let alone to stand, to just sit he was in trouble.
Relina did not want to trouble her mother, until she resisted her urge to sit down and do some things.
“Sorry, I just saw you?” icha said after standing on the side of Relina's bed and storing the parcel she was carrying. While Rosihan and Renita sit on the sofa, giving Icha and Relina space to talk.
“No problem, where do you know I'm here?”
Fuad gets word about the incident that Relina experienced from Junda, when she was in Jakarta, meeting Icha and her son. The man made regular visits once a week to his small family. After hearing that Relina could not do her job, she immediately returned to the company to take care of everything. Therefore, Icha came with Fuad to Bogor to see his friend.
“So, are you staying at Pak Fuad's house? You are married” asked Relina, in her heart she was grateful, Junda was very understanding to her.
Icha nodded. “But we marry siri.”
“Loh, why?” ask Relina, curious.
“Hmm ... My mom doesn't agree that I'm going with Fuad to Bogor. No one takes care of the store relics of the father, but Fuad does not want to live the wrong relationship in the eyes of religion, even though we have been wrong before.”
Hearing that, Relina nodded.
“Your child, not invited?”
“Some time Fuad, I still bought ice cream.”
It was not long before Fuad and the little girl who came to Icha. He brought some papers that Relina had to sign. The document had already piled up and quite a lot were waiting for Relina's touch.
“Sorry, you have to do it. Doesn't matter?” ask Fuad respectfully. However, now Relina is still the leader of the company and the project she is living.
Relina simply shook her head, showing that she could do the duty, only that she signed the dossier, slowly and carefully. The condition of his hands is still stiff and some bandages are still wounding, making his hands difficult to move.
“Pak Fuad, how is Erwin? My phone fell victim to the explosion, so I could not communicate with him,” asked Relina.
“He's fine, all your work has been handled equally. So, don't worry. You just concentrate so that it heals quickly,” replied Fuad.
Relina nodded. Then, after Relina was done, Fuad gave something to the girl, who turned out to be a new phone.
“This, take care of Mr. Junda, we had a chance to meet. There is already a simcard, you just activate it,” said Fuad while cleaning up the file that has been spiked by Relina's signature.
Relina looked sparkling looking at the new phone, suddenly she missed Junda, when just this morning she saw it. Akh ....
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