
Junda only worried about the girl, but she did not say what she felt like honestly. She did not want Relina to be in pain, if she could, let her feel it. Is this like love? He didn't know what feeling was going on.
He never felt this way, when he was with another woman who had been his girlfriend. Yeah, this sense never showed up before. He just wanted Relina to be okay.
Junda never looked so fragile, even her hands trembled as she was about to touch Relina's forehead. Many emotions gathered in his heart as if he wanted to change the current position of the girl.
True love can make a person fragile and reluctant to see the person he loves in pain. He suddenly regretted that he had come sooner. Yes, he could certainly prevent Relina from overcoming this kind of problem by herself.
“I only deliver food. Can't it? Eat it when you're hungry?” Junda said while taking a deep breath. He understood Relina's indifferent attitude. Despite this, she actually wished it was greater that Relina agreed to start over.
Relina was stunned, she tried to get up, it was not good to lie down while there was a man sitting next to her. But he felt a tremendous pain all over his body. This is strange, the pain in the new body felt after more than three hours.
Just now that he was cleaning himself up and treating his injuries, it didn't feel this painful. He hoped that after he slept and rested, his body would recover as usual and now the opposite happened.
Sometimes things hurt more after a while. When the beginning is not felt but after that, the whole body will feel more pain. This is a natural reaction of the body that is injured. Where some parts will feel more pain because the body anti-body in the body cells are working.
Junda looked at Relina who was trying to get up while grimacing and closed her eyes. The facial expression that endured the pain was very clearly legible.
“Are you okay? Do you want to wake up?”
Relina simply glanced at the food that was beside her. He was hungry, but it seemed like his mouth suddenly tasted bitter.
Junda reached out her hand, trying to hold onto Relina's back and help her get up.
“Do you want to eat? Let me bribe.”
Relina managed to sit down slowly with Junda's help. He could not refuse this man anymore and again. It looks like Junda is very persistent in taking his heart. Relina was a little touched.
“No need.” Relina took the mineral water that Junda brought, but her hands were shaking violently, she furrowed her brows not feeling her tears dripping.
‘It hurts so much. Though I just slammed, fell and splashed with hot water, why does that hurt my whole body?’
Junda was increasingly panicked to see the tears of Relina who suddenly ran out. The girl often endured her pain for several times since she wandered, she used to keep her own grief and pain. He won't complain to anyone else, except Ane. Living abroad forced him to do so.
Even when she was sick, no one took care of her. He takes care of himself. If it is a little severe, then he will ask for a work permit a day, after which he will be fine.
Relina did have a disease that she had long suffered, tuberculosis, until now has not been cured. He just needs regular treatment without getting entangled. As soon as it should, he should not be late to take medicine even a day! But lately he has rarely done treatment for himself.
Her mother should not know that she had even gone through treatment for more than three days as she got busier and the medicine ran out. Then he needs to repeat the treatment from the beginning.
Seeing the not strong Relina holding a bottle of water to her mouth, Junda helped and anointed her. After drinking, Relina leaned her head and body against the wall, wiping her tears. He glanced at Junda with an emotion-filled look inside.
There was a tingling feeling in his heart, whether he should laugh at this moment seeing Junda repeatedly helping him. Relina smiled wryly afterwards and said in a slow voice.
“Why did you help me. Why are you good, don't you hate me, I'm a pesky carrier woman and also a night woman?”
Junda was silent, his eyes still staring at Relina as if reluctant to take his eyes off.
Relina rubbed her wet eyes again and said.
“I told you this won't work. We're not friends, let alone lovers, so what's this for?”
“Many people in this world who do not have any relationship but help each other. Am I wrong.” Junda finally answered while turning his eyes away.
Is it because of hate then people do not want to help each other and ignore others who need his help? Of course not!
“I've sent a message. Didn't you read it? I've already apologized. And let's start everything from the beginning.”
“Good, I forgive you, but it doesn't seem to start from scratch.”
Junda felt his heart was hit so hard that his chest felt tight. She did not want to let go of Relina for now, she had already made the mistake of letting the woman go. If need be now he would love to lock her in the house and lock her door from the outside.
Junda remembers what she said to Renita back in her hometown, they agreed to be brothers.
“In fact, if I become a brother, you still do not want to start a new relationship from the beginning.?”
“What do you mean?”
“You can ask your mother!”
Relina frowned and she looked at Junda deeper. He never expected anything deeper from their relationship. It's just that every time he rejected Junda, it was his heart that felt pain.
Junda recounted when he visited Relina House and Renita intended to return the gift, but Junda refused and said that all the gifts were because they were brothers.
Relina throttled, looked away and was amused that the fraternal relationship like the one Junda intended only sounded like a joke because of other intentions.
Junda opened the rice box and gave it to Relina, they enjoyed eating in silence.
“Sorry, you are a guest here, but I cannot serve you well.”
‘’Is he here specifically for me, or am I just flattered? Though he was not expecting me at all, he just happened to pass’
“You'd better be treated, you look pale.”
“Pale only, no need to be treated, tomorrow I have healed.”
They had already finished eating, Relina suddenly wanted to go to the restroom, she tried to get up. But his body staggered and almost fell, then without realizing it, he was already in Junda's arms. The man's scent immediately filled his nasal cavity and for a while they looked at even the beat of their heart clearly sounded like it was earthy.
Junda helped her up, now that Relina's back was on Junda's chest. The man grabbed her from behind. Then saying.
“Where are you going? You're so limp. Going to the bathroom, right?”
Relina nodded, her originally deathly colorless face now looking reddish. Junda quickly held onto Relina's body and descended the stairs slowly.
“Am I heavy? Sorry to trouble.”
“No. It's like you're eating less. After recovery you have to eat a lot, so not thin!”
Arriving in the restroom, Junda lowered Relina slowly on the toilet.
“Are you sure you can do it yourself?”
Relina nodded, she was embarrassed, very embarrassed. So he gestured for Junda to come out immediately.
“Call me when you're done,” Junda said as he closed the bathroom door.
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