The Sign of Love
Sorrowful of the Mind

Relina was still in her car, which was traveling at moderate speed, splitting the highway, when she saw a passing hearse ahead of her vehicle.

As usual if there are ambulances, hearse, or high-ranking state officials passing by, then another car will pull over. So did the Relina car. Erwin who became the driver was pulled over and drove at low speed.

After the hearse passed by, there was another car following her, immediately Relina frowned, upon seeing it.

‘Not that Junda car?’ inner Relina. He's got a damn good idea who owns the car with the license plate.

“Erwin, try you follow that car!” tell Relina to her assistant.

Despite the astonishment, Erwin remained obedient and nodded while saying, “Good, Bu.”

Erwin pressed the car gas deeper, so it drove faster and could follow the car of the corpse that passed them earlier.

Relina's car continued to follow, until finally the vehicle slowed down. The motorcade turned, passing a different street from the main road, towards a large enough house with a high gate, Relina requested that Erwin stop.

He got out of his vehicle and tidied up his clothes. As usual, Relina always wears a long suit that covers most of her calves and hands.

He stood beside the car, observing the surroundings where there were several other cars on the road. There was something like a magnet in his heart that danced his desire to enter the house. Many people who did not know each other were in the same place, making Relina free even though, she was actually very nervous. Even his heart was racing.

Now Relina enters the inside of a large house that seems to have been cleaned so that it can accommodate many guests who want to defend their condolences. He saw several family photos filling one part of the wall. There is Junda in one of the photos on display.

Meanwhile, the atmosphere was increasingly crowded because some people began to arrive, outside the house, many cars entered the yard, as well as wreaths of condolences and condolences seemed to fill the surrounding area.

There is also a large tent that has been set up, a few hours before the arrival of the body, to accommodate the guests who visit.

Relina walked over slowly following the few people standing and praying by the side of the coffin. He looked at the face that was inside, making his heart suddenly thump even stronger, even the palms became soaked with sweat.

‘This, Mrs Shasi? Oh my God ... Junda, are you okay?’ inner Relina while rubbing her own face.

Relina did not believe what she had just seen, she knew that Junda would live a long time ago, and realized that what she had come to was the residence of the Junda family.

Not far from the coffin was placed, Junda seemed to sit with several relatives and relatives, entering in.Atmaja and Dion, who showed a lost facial expression.

Relina was not moved to get close, but her eyes could not be separated from Junda, who had a clear look of sadness on her face.

The girl could not bear to see her condition, but she could do nothing. There were many things he wanted to say but it felt impossible, for now, so he decided to leave and would come back later.

However, just as Relina walked a few steps, someone followed her and suddenly just grabbed her hand. Relina turned to the person who was walking along beside her.

“You?” Relina was astonished, she was astonished to see Junda and muttered while trying to pull her hand away.

“Iya, it's me,” Junda said. They stood face to face, when they were at the side of the house because Junda brought him there

“Where are you going? Why rush? You should have met me first, right?” junda said again.

Junda is a person who is being stricken and is grieving, so it is appropriate that every mourner salutes to express his condolences. Relina was not unwilling to do so, but she delayed it and would return to see Junda when the time came. He thinks Junda still hates him.

“I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you. Actually I'll be back later. I have to work and you have to meet those people, they are more important than me.”

Hearing Relina's words, Junda smiled as she turned her face away, Like laughing with herself.

The man said, “You better not be here.”

“I just found out, this is your house ... Are you still angry, just because of the writing in the diary?”

Relina thought, Junda should have heard the explanation, why there is such writing in her diary. If he loves her, he should not be angry and offended.

Without saying anything else, Rina let go of her hand and quickly walked away from the place. He enters the car and asks Erwin to take him back to the project.

When the car was running, a notification sound was heard from Relina's phone, which turned out to be a message from Junda.

 “So what does that writing mean?” so fill that message.

Relina couldn't possibly explain it through now, because she thought it wasn't the right time. Not to ignore Junda. But Junda thought otherwise, until he sent back a message.

“Do you consider me a weak person and need help?”

Relina quickly replied.

“Indeed, if I assume you need my help? I don't think you're weak.”

“Oh, yes?” reply Junda.

“You should know. It is not that the one who needs help is weak and the one who gives help is strong. Not!”

Before Juanda could answer, Relina wrote back a message that was quite long.

“Try thinking like now, do you still feel that you are strong and do not need help, and others do not need to help you take care of or lift your own grandmother's body to her grave?”

It was true that Relina said that there was no harm in someone helping each other.

“What do you mean by that writing?”

Relina at that time wrote because she felt that Junda was a person who really needed help. She is ready to make sacrifices and ready to marry him, becoming Junda's wife, though, should be gone. Yeah, that's the reason.

In spite of all that, Relina was convinced that life and death were not caused by the misfortune of a birthmark, but that indeed all were arranged by the Creator of all things.

After that, there were no more answers on his phone, until they arrived at the project and Relina did her usual job accompanied by her assistant Erwin.

Since Relina became the head of the project implementation, all the stages of development are getting smoother because every day she supervises and handles well.

 At lunchtime, Relina's phone suddenly rang again and it was a call from Junda.

“Why do you want to do that, do you really love me?”

Hearing that voice, for a moment Relina frowned, digesting the intent of Junda's words that immediately said to her core, once her phone was connected. Relina smiled obliquely in response to a strange question she thought.

Relina left the dining table, walking out of the restaurant just to talk to her cell phone. Erwin who accompanied him to lunch as usual, only glanced at his new boss with a flat facial expression.

“Relina, do you hear me?” ask Junda again still on the phone.

More than a week ago, Relina stated that she loved him and even invited him to marry whatever the risk was. But now the man is questioning it again.

Junda is just unsure and needs to convince himself. After a while, Relina did not say anything, but she finally replied. “Yes, I love you.”

Relina did not lie, ever since they separated and did not meet that night, she had always carved a trace of memories in her memory, about Junda. He could not sleep and every night was covered in a yearning that felt heavy overlapping in his heart, but could do nothing about it.

 The girl tried to forget him, by not contacting his cell phone, not looking at his social media because it kept his heart from getting sicker.

In the end everyone can only rely on himself, even to guard the heart, it is impossible to rely on others. He wants everything to be okay, even if in reality to look good is very difficult.

“Can we meet?” ask Relina.

“Why? Do you miss?” ask Junda.

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