Prayer Changes Everything
episode 5's

"yes, thank you very much, for the message of my father" I said hugging my father

we also undergo the usual routine of fasting dawn yes afternoon I always cry there invited to go for a walk and break the fast and then terawih.

tomorrow when I go back to my grandmother's house, of course very happy.

but the other way with dad, he looks moody and sad.

"sister, tomorrow brother has come home what brother (call father to me) really does not want to live with father, I really hope brother wants to live with family father here" said father who is so sad.

"sorry father, Nisa a woman of course Nisa needs a mother (father never married again with his mother's sister but somehow divorced too)" said I

"yes it's okay, brother" said the lethargic father

time passed I immediately packed up to leave for my grandmother's house.

before we stopped by first to buy souvenirs for grandma, food and clothes for me, after which we immediately continued home.

" uhhhh finally arrived at the very first class" I said

"Asalamualaikum"

said my father and I knocked on the door immediately

"Waalaikumussalam" said uyut welcomed

"ohhhh neng gelis go home, enter jang" uyut prepare us in

we put everything we brought

"jang's plate yesterday Ifah just came home from this same family" said uyut

"Kan Nisa went to nisa's father's house, Nisa's mother was also angry as much as Nisa was allowed to go to the father's house" said uyut

"why should be angry Nisa son I also will Mak" said the father to uyut

"maybe Ifah kangen is also the same Nisa wants to meet Jang" said uyut

it's appropriate that all this time there felt uncomfortable remembering the mulu malu turned out to be here to meet me, but I was not there.

finally my father came home after many messages that my father told me, multiply dhikr, read the Qur'an, fast Sunnah, do not leave prayers and blah blah blah blah.

I still feel sad by not meeting mom, if I do not go to the house you must meet mom, but I also want to meet dad, aaaaaahhhhhh dilemma once.

time passed the class increase will soon arrive with customs as usual for entertainment.

but of course at this time I just follow the farewell and read the poem about the teacher only.

but the very sad thing is that grandma can not leave from her work because her cut ration has been used up when she was sick, even though the plan of the teacher wants to give her students back to her parents, even though the plan is to give her students back to her parents, and my parents had to be represented by my uncle.

I am very envious of my friends all who like to hug his mother/father because happy because of his graduation, do not feel my tears just dripping.

mother if mother was by my side I would feel very happy, although I got 1 champion again but still I do not feel happy or proud because you are not on my side.😭😭😭

"Nisa don't be sad there is still Uncle, Uncle is very proud of Nisa, Nisa has proven to Uncle that Nisa is strong and independent without mother, Uncle is here for nisa" my uncle hugged me and calmed me.

I hope people as good as Uncle can get a good soul mate anyway.

but unfortunately hope is not always beautiful, Uncle loves people who I hate women who become my aunt is an unfaithful person even often become gossip of the villagers because of the unkindness of it, because, it's a pity that my childhood cannot get in the way or discuss this with Uncle.