Prayer Changes Everything
episode 19's

There was a strange feeling when I saw her black and round face with fanged teeth and short stature.

suddenly I received his proposal and planned an engagement.

this is the beginning of this journey that I find sad and disgusting.

time went on as usual but slowly I let go of my bad habits by breaking ties with all my girlfriends, and only Robi was the only one.

the more sticky the day it feels to not want to separate even for a second, we are worthy husband and wife not to have a forbidden relationship before marriage, even in the SMS also discussed intimate.

however, this does not last long, maybe about 7 months.

that day I went to the robin house with Mirna, her mother's treatment amazed me with her kindness and hospitality.

the neighbors are friendly too.

I Just briefly played at his house for introductions because the fiancee's time was only Om only as a witness, because his father had a little mental disorder.

time went well and whether it was wise, Yadi or all my ex did not believe in this engagement, even Yadi often asked for back again but I refused.

Robi is a good person she often helps my family in small things, take me to school and others.

but one day the tempest came when I forgot to delete my chat with Robi that was all intimate, my mother used to be in my life because maybe she was afraid I was doing something weird.

over there my cheek was slapped back and forth.

I just bow my head feeling guilty and ashamed.

answer Nisa what you did

ask mom

but I just fell silent

mother answered, Nisa what are you doing what you do often do behind my back, and you want to humiliate your mother, answered I nisa yelled mother again

again I just fell silent.

swear to me nisa, you won't embarrass me, I realize not taking care of you from childhood, I'm sorry for that, but promise me you won't embarrass me, I beg Nisa, please, take care of your pride for me because every guy that's carrying it he must say you're an easy-to-find slut, easy-to-fool woman, and that's where the men will demean you and it will also destroy my pride and dignity said the mother in tears

mother I beg you not to do this, forgive me mother I was wrong I promise I will not do it again

we hugged and the case was over.

it's a sunny Sunday

I was a tributary who often carried a net to catch small fish in the river at that time was very pleasant I invited Mirna and my sister to the river without the knowledge of mother and father.

unexpectedly there was someone I knew, Robi and the other kids, he was daydreaming by the river and the others were swimming.