Prayer Changes Everything
episode 34

little devotional

all it takes time and a process many say, better not veiled but good than veiled but hypocritical, the thought is not right often do good but not veiled is the same as we fill a leaky bucket, good practices like charity buckets like ourselves and leaking holes like we are not veiled, he said, which means the good we do will be exchanged for his sin to open the aurat, then veiled but hypocritical why we are not prejudiced, good, because with that does not make the heart a spiteful heart otherwise we will be a person who thinks positively far from the word suudzon, he said, and there we also pray hopefully with the hijab can slightly change him, not because of the hypocrisy of someone you judge all the hypocritical veiled.

ask yourself why you can't wear a headscarf...

the heart is not ready

*then your heart is ready to pull your father to hell

self is not good

no one is perfect, try it first

- beautiful looks old

beauty is just a pinch and a moment of torment is not worth the pretty face

afraid of people's scorn

you are afraid of people's scorn but not of God's attitude

not ready yet

*then when is she ready, sure your age is ready to wait for you to veil ?

END

I finally arrived at the city where I met my husband and I had many experiences here.

I think Grandfather was a good man and shalah he also taught me a lot of things what it was like to be sincere, told a lot of stories about the magic of prayer, patience in asking God for something, and, up to tell about the instant his reply about shadaqah and goodness even though the goodness was nothing.

I also know a guy who is quite handsome and rich he loves me until he is willing to volunteer to propose to me but unfortunately I have been betrothed by habib.

early meeting with husband..

Grandfather likes to be present in the study of ta'lim council he has a teacher habib and this habib has a student name ahmad, he is quite handsome with a tall, thin and sharp stature.

I remember praying often to God, giving me a husband who was able to educate me in the way of God, who was tall, sharp and dimpled, driving and distant.

God granted my request, we only met once and he immediately brought his family to propose to me.

I only stayed a month with Aki.

Ahmad and I were 8 years different when I was 17 and he was 25, we really didn't date, every need for marriage he always talked to my family.

since then my relationship with my mother began to improve, but with the stepfather did not.

I often think before marriage, is this really my desire or is it because of lust, or because I want to run away from my life, often even agitated at the thought of it all, he said, how can I get married without knowing her true nature, the nature of her family and even I don't know where she lives.

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