Prayer Changes Everything
episode 20's

I started to not care about him and stupid, I also went swimming with other friends that I know Mirna also went swimming, but my sister I banned because it was a bit in the water, a little bit, he sat down on the river playing with a rock.

not unexpectedly, someone who knew my father came for a while to do something and then left.

and Robi she just pensively soaking feet by the river.

a word I did not speak to him even though our distance was rather close.

the day had started to get hot around 1 pm I also came home carrying a lot of small fish with wet clothes.

in front of the back door my mother welcomed me with her hands around her waist and eyes bulging, making me and my sister tremble.

I started to get to the front of my mother and

ppplllaaaakkk# the sound of a loud slap landed on my right cheek.

I was pensive and thought, it was my fault that I went to the river without saying mother and brought my sister, and then I looked down.

disobedient child, it's good that you have begun to rebel why do not want me to arrange or do not want me to interfere in your life... then go away from this house live with your biological father who is not responsible for answering that, I said do not meet him outside the house you even met in the river with him, he said, whether less I cried that time or less hard slap so you understand my mother's scream

who is Miss Robi

ask me

"if he's not who else huh" said mother

"i didn't promise you a meeting, ma'am, it wasn't on purpose that she was there and again" my conversation was cut

"silence.the child does not know himself is wrong still fighting" shouted the mother again.

I ran to the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes.

I cried so much, why did you not want to hear my words and even believe others.

I saw a mirror there it felt like I wanted to die, I took the piece and I scratched it into my wrist, without thinking.

but unfortunately I was afraid to scratch it too deeply, leaving only a wound that was enough to shed a lot of Blood.

all day without eating and drinking just crying in the room, and thinking that I should end this unhappy relationship.

"that's enough, I'm wrong to accept this relationship and I'm sick of continuing like this, recently connected to this sirobii my mother until it often slaps me"

I rearrange the Nokia phone that I threw, the phone used to be strong enough with some dings was still on.

sms me to robi

****"I beg you to end this torturing relationship"

Ting ... Ting

robi's reply

"i watched everything and I'm sorry for it, but I still love you so much, I don't want to part from you, I beg you not to leave me"

my reply

"enough.you don't feel what I feel so please don't be selfish"

robi's reply

"you must also understand me, you must understand the pain I left you, plis do not break up ya"

my reply

" i'm sorry I can't do it anymore, if you love me and don't want to make me suffer, please come to my house and end it all"

robi's reply

"give me time and opportunity"

I refuse to repay him.