
it was so cool that these eyes were compressed and I finally fell asleep.
dawn wakes up as usual but I take care of the clothes to be brought, only a few are not much, I hide my backpack in the closet.
Fretfully I kept thinking about how to get away with my bag, until 8 I had done all the housework and cooking, then I took a shower and changed clothes to ready2 left.
incidentally my mother and stepfather were busy with bamboo, Rani school younger brother who was 2 playing with his friend.
I took Rafia's leash to lower my bag in the back of the window, and it worked, and then I pretended to go to the bathroom with jeans and everyday clothes at home to outwit mom, and I managed to get my back yard bag, and shirt for my exterior.
I walked slowly out the back door, and had a chance to meet some of my neighbors there, the questions were all the same," where to take a backpack" I replied to group work, and the question was all the same, at that time I was no longer in school.
tit tit tit the incoming SMS sound, which turns out to be from Yadi
*How is it?"
me
so, I've been on an angkot waiting street
Yadis
Ok I have arrived at terminal xxx too I am waiting here huh
me
ok
after a while waiting for the angkot to come along with a heart that continues to beat fast for fear of being discovered by mother, finally angkot came to make me relieved.
there is a sense of sadness because of parting with mother, there is a sense of relief because away from stepfather, really various feelings alight in that time.
if my parents hadn't divorced, I might have lived happily with my little sister and my father, but unfortunately my destiny wouldn't have allowed that to happen, and my way of life would have to be like this.
pensive long enough in angkot until unconscious has arrived and greeted a sweet smile from Yadi.
Yadis
smile dong dear this your choice, however should be happy Ok while gently stroking my hair.
me
Yadis
try to think for a moment here, I buy you a drink first for you to calm down a little
I just nodded and Yadi went to buy a drink, I tried to think back on my actions, remembering the various pleasures when with mom but behind my back I remembered treating my stepfather to me , also now that his mother is his father is not entirely mine.
this is a big dilemma for me, at the age of 16, I had a very tough test.
I must be strong and stay in my mind, never look back again because it is too painful to see even being able to flood my cheeks my grumbles strengthen my heart
Yadi came with two bottles of cold drinks and sat down next to me.
Yadis
how well thought out, now tell me what to do now
me
I've been unanimous in my stance, and I'm not going to back down with it, but my heart is restless that something will happen later but I don't know what
Yadis
have thought for now let the coming run according to its groove.
I hugged Yadi tightly
thank you so much you have always been there for me with all the problems I face I will remember it until anytime, and promise me to be faithful and always love me*
Yadis
my future wife should not cry anymore Ok there are enough tears that you spill and no longer, you must be happy wherever you are even without me beside you, but in my heart there is always you and in your heart is enough
our embrace was released after the arrival of the bus that we were going to ride.
don't forget to like her😂