
my fear kept rising from that father's bluff and made me want to leave this house even more.
I took the initiative to make a letter to my mother that night which happened to be Rani sleeping with mother.
for my dear mother.
sorry, Bu Nisa can be a child who is not filial mother, mother, all because Nisa was afraid and traumatized by the incident that happened to Nisa already there 2 weeks ago dad did no good to me he held a wood**** me and it makes Nisa's mind unsettled and continue to be haunted by fear if it continues in this house.
sorry mom, maybe I don't believe it but Rani knows it just ask her and again I really didn't expect it to be like this.
my mother will be safe out there no need to worry or look for me, give Nisa a little time and a different atmosphere so that little by little can forget it all.
honestly Nisa was shaken by this but Nisa did not dare to talk about this with mom because mom definitely did not believe Nisa and maybe even mom would slap Nisa again, so sorry Nisa ya Bu..
Warm regards
Nisa
writing full of teardrops, heavy it feels to leave everything but the heart is not able to accept all that, imagine again the events that make me sad.
I was often set aside from my brothers and sisters and differentiated, often told to do a lot of homework but not appreciated and often scolded, I'm the target if my brothers are wrong, remember I m mopping the floor my stepfather said, "you did anything from that, dishwashing a lot of you even secretly here playin cell phone really good life", when he himself saw me again holding the mop.
I was also often expelled by my mother because my delinquency did not even hesitate to beat me.
enough,, I can't stand it here and maybe with my departure, everything will be happy and fine.
I finally sent a message to Yadi
yad, I'm going to run tomorrow so wait in terminal xxx yes I leave at 9 siangan see tomorrow how I can run*
yadi's Reply
Ok if that is your choice, tomorrow tell me again, now it's Bobo night yeah not to be ugly because your eyes are swollen and there are eyes of pandanyaπ
me
Yadis
ah you, do not be ashamed to ride a public car puffy eyes before going to bed compresses yes use ice cubes, although how ever you still beautiful for me Ok
me
you can, really, really, keep saying compress if that is so
Yadis
I just don't want people to assume that I've made you cry until your eyes are swollen
me
Yes, I slept in it at night
yadis
Ok good night, my beautiful darling, do not forget the compress
me
Good night too
Yadis
πππ
it was almost midnight I was sneaking down to pick up ice cubes to compress the eyes, Fortunately everyone was sleeping soundly.
don't forget πππ