Prayer Changes Everything
episode 39

rented with 2 levels, 2 rooms above and 1 below occupied by in-laws, 1 bathroom just below.

my husband and I slept on a mat because there was no mattress, every day went up and down the stairs to the bathroom and met in-laws, in-laws at the time were 49 years old.

in-laws are very good but still everyone has their own bad qualities.

I really feel alone with the nature of a husband who is very indifferent, and has not been able to adapt to his new life with my presence.

my husband works in the city of Jakarta which is a decent salary but every month I only rationed 50k/month because he thought we still live with in-laws so that's just for the handle only.

every day feeling alienated especially I immediately pregnant the first child, pregnancy at a young age expecting more attention what is new bride, but unfortunately hope only wish never achieved.

every day leaving in the morning and coming home late at night every holiday he just sleeps no other activities, making me very saturated and bored.

I never knew what happened to him, not only was he also quiet never invite to talk or tell stories about anything.

every day I always complain of pain in the waist because the pregnancy was even more we still sleep in the sticker.

but he still does not care about me, I always pray and try to accept any shortcomings and advantages of my husband, I always pray, I always pray to be patient and strong and hopefully one day my husband's nature can be even better.

it feels constant frustration like that, the nature of the husband plus in-laws even in a state of pregnancy.

every time I want something because of cravings I always try myself to find it and buy it, otherwise I can always pray to God what I want.

and after that God will give what I want through his servant.

I'd love Cherry but I don't know where to buy it but I'm asking God to pray, after 2 days brother-in-law came home from work carrying a cake on it there was a Cherry and I want the young mango asked to keep the same God a few days distance his sister-in-law brought him a big plastic and still bnyak again othersmore.

I know that while others stay away from me and don't care about me, God moves some people to care about me and I'm sure that God is with me if I always ask him.

ask for whatever you want must be desire that is beyond our ability, there is nothing impossible for God.

I always pray to be independent even if it is only a small contract.

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