Prayer Changes Everything
episode 15

Brother Arif still hasn't contacted me or played at home and I haven't been to the mosque for a long time because I'm still in shock over the last incident, almost the snake fell on my head and bit me, the snake fell from the tree with a twig that was already fragile Good thing that was picked up by his stepfather and the snake was immediately killed.

To this day I am still traumatized by that.

I include people who abstain from contacting first so feel not me if I text first 😂, yes it's a stupid time.

A few days later, sister isak came back home with mother's favorite durian, and she did not forget my favorite chocolate.

Although I really like chocolate but at that time I was reluctant to eat it - fear or hate, I don't know.

Since back the same sister Isak he really changed more attention and softer also not assortment.

Every night we call until I sleep, maybe happy according to Brother Isak but for me it is torture, which must pretend to accept him and pay attention to him, he said, the one thing that kept me going was revenge.

Ahead of 1 month, there is no news from the brother of wisdom.

My relationship with Brother Isak was getting closer and decided to get engaged first, even though this was just a strategy to leave him, besides my age was still small.

Today I promise to come home with a ring because his father is dead so he just came to the house ishal his sister did not want to interfere in something like this.

"What a good mom" I grumbled with an evil laugh

I can't dance so I like to be natural without anything, wearing long pink dres with hair tied in one middle.

"Tumben Nis neat gini day to do" said the mother

That was after I wanted Isya

"Yes, Brother Isak wants to come here to play" I replied

Without telling mom that sister is going to propose to me.

"Ready boss" I said

Isiah passed by at half-time and eight nights Isak's brother came.

"Asalamualaikum" said Brother Isak

"Waalaikumussalam, uh when comes a enter a" replied the mother

Mom always calls aa to guys close to me.

"Iya Bu came home from work so I'm here to meet Nisa" said kak isak

"Oh yes, you have talked first deh mother take in water first" said mother as she passed away

"Nisa has told me that mom is not yet if you want to propose" asked Isak

"Not yet brother can not be" said I relaxed

"Yes not perfect si, can talk directly only" said sister Isak a little ketus

"Who would want to be applied to the same brother" said I manyun

"Nisa Gimana the hell we have agreed fiancee first then we chat on the phone" he said a little angry

"I'm sorry brother I don't love brother what's more affection, the feeling has been lost since brother decided to end our relationship, what else I just considered as an impingement, just a little, you think I want to accept you again and forget the pain you gave me?, I'm sorry it's not that easy to fight my own trauma (trauma is the loss of sacredness that is taken by force), just remember myself I don't dare to talk this matter to anyone including my best friend because it's about my pride, (slowly speaking sounds whispered)" I said holding back tears.