Prayer Changes Everything
episode 36

She said...

you from small slalu nahusahin I mulu, until now want to marry also bother me continue with a soft voice because there was a mother in the area.

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my heart broke in an instant, I ran up and into my room.

my crying started breaking on my pillow.

in my brain and in my heart I thought, from my childhood living with my Grandpa and grandmother, she was the one I always struggled with, was she the one who troubled me by taking my mother from my side, I kept crying.

tok tok tok tok

the sound of knocking on the door and opening.

who wants to marry instead of happy, even crying here, why.? said grandma

grandma I bother ya, grandma I became a burden yes all this time, I bother ya my crying tighter

what happens why the rich talk, from a small Nisa raised by grandmother, of course, the pleasure of grandmother is not a burden or even troublesome, of course, even Nisa has always been the pride of grandmothers and Nisa has always been a little angel grandma said grandmother soothing.

dad says I struggled him Nek from childhood until marriage still bothers me, dad, Nisa knows Nisa is useless even Nisa is not rich people the same age as Nisa who works in factories to rejoice mom and dad, it's all because the mother who always forbids Nisa to work, it's all because of the mother who always forbids Nisa to work, huhuhuhuhuhu said I while crying

slowly I calmed down and fell asleep.

I thought and made a determination that I should get married to get out of this, from the father who always asked me to return to his side, from the selfish mother keeping me by her side and the problems at home were never finished, it felt like I wanted to get out of the chains that shackled my freedom.

the world is unfair to me, I often feel death fear of life does not want, often shackled with a sense of reasoned decision, I often feel, but every time I felt it I always strengthened myself with the light in front of me, life was spinning and I kept believing it and I had to wait for the light to arrive.

10 Days before the wedding I called my dad to tell me about my marriage, but she did not agree with my choice because she thought my future husband's nature was not good and she said use the judge alone.

3 Days later I called my father again to tell him that tomorrow I want to go to his house to ask for his blessing while talking about the marriage guardian thing, but the answer was so cold.

the next day ..

my grandmother and grandfather went to Bandung to tell relatives there, especially my father, but right up to his house we were only welcomed by aunt (2nd brother father) and grandmother of father, but right up to his house we were only welcomed by aunt (2nd brother father) and grandmother of father, grandma said my dad had a sudden thing last night just left he left money and a letter for his guardian.

With disappointment we went home to bandung (home of Uncle sister's mother).

it is written...

I am the father of Zahra Khairunnisa, with this letter I represent and encourage my son to marry by his choice.

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