Prayer Changes Everything
episode 21

it was unexpected that everything was going so painfully and never imagined it would be like this.

I was really desperate and so sad.

after one week I did not pick up the phone or reply to messages from Robi, and even I changed my phone number because I was reluctant to be disturbed by it again.

it's quiet without a girlfriend or someone else to bother, other than my friends who know my new phone number.

one month passed I began to organize my heart that fell and was fragile many times, I spent time studying because I wanted to take the midterm exam.

not unexpectedly the person I most did not want to meet came to the house with his omnya, yes Robi he who I hated the most at that time, I even refused to just meet face to face with him.

"Nisa Robi wants to say something" she said

"why ma'am, if to talk about the next thing about the engagement, I'm sorry I don't want nothing to talk about anymore it's all over" I explained

"what do you mean" asked mother

"already Mom, it's clear I don't want this relationship to continue whatever you want how I definitely stick to my choice of ending" I explained in front of her Om

"but son Nisa, this is an engagement relationship is not an ordinary courtship everyone already knows your relationship, will be embarrassed if this relationship ends just like that, try to think back" said Om explained

"what do you think of this,"(Her uncle asked the robes)

"honestly I love Nisa so much that I don't even want to part with her but if letting go is happiness for nisa then I try to take it off even though my heart doesn't let it go" Robi replied down

"all is clear now there is no reason to defend the rest I leave it to my mother and Uncle, I want to rest tired first" said I passed away

Robi kept looking at me without blinking and I was really reluctant to see that feeling of compassion.

"enough all has passed, I don't want to get stuck again and break my heart again" I grumbled

time goes on as usual there is no longer a courtship, lapse of one year that I became single even though many approached me I refused it well.

the life of Junior High has ended with graduation, all friends split up to continue their school at the school they want.

and I just sit at home helping my mom work and weaving bamboo helping my dad work, because every thing I want I have to work for myself by working for my own dad.

like wanting to buy clothes, a new cell phone, etc., I diligently weave bamboo for my wishes.