
who is patient son, God created something must have benefits and wisdom, learn to always take his wisdom in every incident* said grandma
grandma sure you are a strong and strong child, calm down everything will be fine, there is a grandmother and grandfather now here, said the grandmother again
grandma kept wiping my hair making me sleepy and asleep, I felt someone kiss my forehead in the middle of the night, slowly squinting to see it was mom, because sleepy I fell asleep again.
at dawn I used to wake up for prayer, no one woke me up in the middle of the night to pray, again I remembered the father who loved me so much.
I didn't feel the grains falling back from my eyes...
no. I have to be strong and I have to always accept whatever will happen today tomorrow and beyond, I am sure every tear I fall will be replaced with a happy laugh one day.
I got up and went to the bathroom to pray and pray, who drove the transfer grandmother began to clean up to go back home but her cousin grandmother she did not go home still there to continue her journey to Depok to her sister's house most bontot grandmother.
his sister's most bontot grandmother had almost 9 months abandoned his wife (died), and, and not yet remarried he has 3 children whose first daughter is the 2nd male and the 3rd female adopted by my uncle (sister mother) because he has not had children since his marriage.
Nis than in this house, Nisa mengding join cousin grandmother to Depok bantin aki there (aki it's her sister's grandmother told above) said Grandpa
Aki you keep the perfume shop has habib will not he tell you to help there, cook everything 2 if his wife does not exist so the house is not taken care of, replied grandfather.
yes, I want to cake I also do not do anything here said k
finally, grandma and grandpa talked about it with mom, at first the mother did not agree but the grandmother continued to persuade the mother to agree and finally agreed even by force.
and tomorrow we'll go to Depok.
at first I did not veil, but after the incident at that time I no longer remove my veil.
ashar I finished my period and wanted to pray as usual, initially wearing jeans long down to the knee, wearing a short-sleeved shirt, and then wearing a short-sleeved shirt, after I finished praying as usual but the strange thing when I finished praying, the door of my room which was originally closed he opened himself without any wind and he also closed himself, he also closed, after the door was closed behind the door it was like I was imagining the sins that had been committed, then came the day of doomsday, then the picture of heaven and hell, and then the picture of heaven and hell, it may be impossible for people but for me it was like real, I cried so hard to the point of crying, I prayed for forgiveness for it and I changed my clothes in long, veiled clothes, that was my first Istiqomah in hijab.
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