
“Good..Adrian will think about it later pa...It is now night and tired….Adrian wants to rest first” I said slowly while standing from the guest chair and passing from the front of my whole family to my room.
I lay down my body lightly, while I stared at the ceiling of my room.
my eyes could not be shut, I felt at a crossroads and felt
dilemma which path I should choose. At first glance the sincere face of Ita
my wife and also a glimpse of the shadow of my parents.
Should I break down the decisions I have made? I could have destroyed that little palace myself
slowly I wake up? Moreover, in the womb Ita will present a child of my own flesh and blood. Dark and dark came to mind that night, all the exits I was trying to find were always hit by walls and dead ends.
I was reluctant to work that day, until my telinag there was a whisper voice “ Hey slacker...wake up ..already noon.”.
I opened my eyes slowly while occasionally yawning, beside me was already Ririn ..a little surprised I woke up and sat on the bedside. “ Uh...kok you are already here?” my spoken.
"The door of your room is open, said the mother earlier she had tried to wake you, but you still feel unapologetic and stay asleep again” replied with a smile.
“You don't work?” reply while yawning because of my drowsiness that has not disappeared.
“I permission....say the office there is sick?” he said again
“Who is sick ?your family?..” ask more of you
“You....” reply while laughing small ….
”aku..? I'm not sick kok”
“Sickness of soul...” Say it while laughing
“Enak aja....i am still sane...”.Reply sewot.
“Iya is mentally ill..put silent to marry alone..try to keep all the problems alone.
is the biggest thing in a person's life.” reply again.
“I have a reason for that Rin..”I replied
“ Yes.. I know..you are not someone who does something without reason and consideration..Additionally I also know your family is also being hit by problems.
papa mama's burden is getting heavier, right? Really so?” he said again, smiling.
intelligence in thinking and can always guess where the direction of speech or actions of someone with normal logic.
And Ririrn is also a woman who is good at keeping her feelings, almost as good as mine. But he is more
stronger than myself, I knew Sisca was married, my heart was broken and my attitude changed 180 degrees, becoming quiet and even dimwitted.
But Ririn though she expressed her love for me, hearing that I married Ita, she still came to meet and could smile.
Ah, but maybe because she's still a new level of like while I'm already in a deep level of love, she said,
I'm looking for self-justification.
Since then Ririn has come home more and more, I still take time to go home to my contract and Ita, but no
staying over because I kept my mom calm because I heard them.
Ririn had never touched on personal matters let alone talked about her feelings, just a casual chatter
about various things, I also consider herself as a friend who is fun to talk to because she is a smart woman and also her insight is broad. And religious knowledge or about his religion is also enough to amaze me.
Ever in a chat I asked “ Rin..and at one time, you were like at the end of a branching road, and you were faced with a difficult choice dilemma.
“Sholat ..ask God for the same instructions.more precisely pray Istikharah..” explained Ririn at that time.
I just nodded slowly in agreement to his answer. Although I admit my religious knowledge a little even
you could say far from good.
Ever since my family got together that night, everything went back to normal, Ita understood why I was
can not often stay and stay contracted for a while, maybe from so many women ...a wife. Another thing if I'm like other men who do polygamy.
Until that night my phone rang while I was in the office finishing my job. “Adrian.
rumah..papa...Hendra and Satria.. they took big with the Ita family..now being reconciled at the police station.” said mama in a panic tone.
My head is turning a little..my body is shaking...”.What else is this..” my inner.
Soon my phone again rang “ Adrian..papa..” said Ita across there.
“Yes I know...I'm there now.”.