LOVE ON THE HORIZON
I ERASED YOUR NAME

“Sitting by the sea like this, I so remember the place you invited first if in the afternoon.

yes?” Sisca again said, after a while of silence.

“Ya..every woman who has ever been present in my life , I have invited there..

will sink in the boundary line of the sea horizon.nun far there.but like the beauty of the sun, their love is like LOVE BOUNDED HORIZON there.beautiful a moment and drowned ..then it was dark as it is before us now.”balsku while staring at the sea which began to be illuminated by the moonlight of the night.

Far away as I thought, the city of Singapore is so beautiful to look with its flickering lights.

Sisca bowed.

“And they also left you.?” sisca said slowly.

Long breath...”.Yeah..and the woman who met you at the mall that time? Debby.

because of the Cancer of the Uterus that he suffered..”.

“You mean? She died...?” sisca.

I answered his question with a weak nod of my head.

“Only Ita did not leave me..Just the opposite.I left him twice, first.

when I chose you...second when I divorced because of my family...and I decided to go back...maybe this is the way and scenario of my life..let all of it be the past..”.

“I'm sorry Adrian...really....I regret leaving you...I have to face my regrets every night..” Sisca added.

“don't regret Sisca's past..In fact I learned from my past..If only you guys didn't leave me, maybe I didn't become Adrian as of now, not who and unreliable crowd…” sahutku

“I tried many times to contact you..and every time I went home to Jakarta..I always try to find you...”.

Continue with Sisca

turning back..”.

“But I can't Adrian...my guilt.....the life I lived with Satrio….I

UNHAPPY ADRIAAN...!!” A minute later Sisca sobbed and leaned her cheek on my right shoulder, I clumsily arrived to get Sisca's treatment like that.

“Life is the choice of Sisca...you have selected your life sheet first..

whatever we are..semit whatever it is...we have to live the life sheet we choose....and try to make it a beautiful garden...” Answer me

“There has not been the slightest feeling of your longing for me Adrian…? Sedikiiiiiit only...?” Reply Sisca while

looking at me, Smabil tried to wipe away his tears.

I was quite confused looking for words for answers to Sisca's words and questions, Ahhh..Sisca...Ririn.women the woman I once loved..

my pent-up anger..shed all the wounds of my heart..even if it is necessary to avenge it..but in fact ..when they are in front of me.I can only be silent and lose my word ..what am I to say.

“That's how big you hate me Adrian...?” Sisca asked again, which made me less and more silent.

“I have never hated you Sisca...if sick and injured...I must admit..yes...very very, but all I have stored in the grid box of my heart I locked as the past...” The word that was spoken from my mouth

“That means,......I am right you removed from your heart?” back Sisca said, now he was staring softly into

my eyes and holding my fingers.

“For a long time I did not believe Love Sisca... Maybe even I also did not understand...love what...that I know..Love a package with wounds...beautiful for a moment....then go ...sink and disappear..” Answer me

while I turned my face to the sea, avoiding Sisca's gaze.