LOVE ON THE HORIZON
OLD WOUND

The day before Hendra's application day, my house was quite crowded with the presence of my extended family, preparing some parcels that the family group would bring to Tika's house. There was a bit of sadness in my heart, considering when I proposed to get married in KUA with Ita, all I do alone and without the presence of friends let alone family.But soon I get rid of the sadness and I try to be happy with my sister's plan that will open a new sheet in her life.

The Hendra and Tika application event took place lancer and festive, both families had set a date

the agreed marriage will be held in Tika's residence. I headed for the empty seat that was located some distance away and separated from the crowd of my family and Tika's family. As usual I light my favorite cigarette while drinking coffee provided by the Tika family.

“You are sad yes Adrian..?” ririn said that she was sitting next to me

I just smiled and replied “ Sok knows you.kayak paranormal aja...”.

“ Ga sok tau kok...for a long time I so memorized you Adrian..” reply Ririn slowly with a smile.

“Ah ah already ah....this is the happy day of Hendra and Tika, whatever the reason....all ..including me....must join happy...”balaku while smiling.

“I'm amazed by you Adrian.you give what you can..help the cost and other things, I know it...but beyond that..you face yourself when the process of you getting married first…even until now you process your divorce..” said Ririrn half whispered.

“Ga there is something special Rin...I just run my role and the life scenario God gave me..”.

repay me

Two weeks after the application event, the wedding reception was held, festive and so many guests were

arriving, I support all the needs that Hendra needs to help the Tika family in organizing the wedding reception. From far away I saw Hendra and Tika sitting in the courtyard, accompanied by papa mama and Tika's parents. I smiled seeing everything go smoothly and without obstacles.

My phone rang a sign of a message coming in, I read there was an SMS from a number I did not know

I threw my body on the back of my chair, lit my cigarette and looked up at the sky of my study. I thought about what words I should type to reply to Sisca SMS..

A LOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE YOU LEFT….NOW I'M MARRIED AND HAVE A CHILD….YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY ANYMORE.CONTINUE YOUR LIFE AND JUST LIVE THE LIFE SHEET YOU HAVE CHOSEN"

My phone is back beeping…

OH THANK GOODNESS THEN….EVEN SO...IF I GO TO JAKARTA, CAN I MEET YOU?”

I did not immediately reply to the SMS, I continued my work, until shortly before I boarded the motor to go home , I replied briefly SMS Sisca “SEE ONLY LATER.

Honestly I was reluctant and did not want to meet Sisca, I did not want to open the wound that I had wrapped

years of meetings, the problems of my life alone are complicated enough for me to face, I do not want to add to it with the presence of a past figure and heartache.

A few days later the final judgment of my divorce proceedings, and a few days later I and Ita will have to accept

the fact that we have officially parted ways and no longer knit dreams together. But a sentence from a foreign woman in the past calmed my huff, a little,

that if God wants you to stay together, somehow.

you are definitely together again, said Debby Lam at the time.