LOVE ON THE HORIZON
THAT I WANT

I decided not to go straight back home, I better go to my usual place. I run my bike a bit fast, so I don't get there too late and have plenty of time to enjoy my solitude.

I ordered a glass of hot coffee to take to the rocks where I sat enjoying the sea. Light my cigarette . Back the Sun and the Horizon line greeted me. There is a little pain in the recesses of my heart, but what is it, about love..I really believe the love that Ririn has, but the man…? Ahhh.Perhaps my pain is jealousy. A sense of belonging to two people who are combining romance, and jealousy is an implementation of the fear of loss.

I took my cell phone out of my pants pocket, to take some photos of the sun that was going to sink over the horizon, and also the seagulls that were milling around with the noisy chatter. I saw some incoming messages, maybe because I was driving my bike a little bit earlier, I didn't hear any incoming messages on my phone.

BOOK 1 : “WHERE ARE YOU? SAID HENDRA YOU HAVEN'T REACHED HOME?”

MESSAGE 2 :”WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER MY MESSAGE? WHERE'RE YOU? WHERE IS YOUR BIAS?”

MESSAGE 3:”YOU'RE ANGRY? TOMORROW WE MEET AND TALK YES?”

Ririn sent me some messages, I didn't answer them straight away, I'd rather continue

enjoying my hot coffee and cigarettes while watching the true sun disappear from my sight.

Before I get on my bike, I reply to Ririn's message before I go and go home.

“GA THERE IS A REASON TO BE ANGRY.YES I WENT TO THE USUAL PLACE.

Sunday this time I will spend with sleep and laziness, my inner. I also turned off the phone

hold me so as not to disturb my break at this weekend end. Especially last night I just did not leave at 3 am, because I watched a live broadcast of football on television.

My eyes were hard to open, I was half conscious and dreaming, there were warm hands of women hugging my waist and I smelled perfume as I knew it, perfume that Ririn used to wear, this time my dream looks so real. But how surprised I was when I opened my eyelids, there was a pair of eyes looking at me…

“Ririn…? Since when are you here? How can I wake up ?” kataku shocked.

“Your sleep is very sleepy, do not have to wake you...indeed you sleep at what time?” ablaze

“Jam 3 am...there is a live football broadcast...” Answer me while yawning.

“Sorry for what? I told you I was wrong..Come here and don't say..”.

“farid..he was my friend during college after high school, his parents and my mom knew each other.

well..and yesterday what you saw in the news is part of his family...” Ririn directly explained to me who was still attacked by drowsiness.

“Oh ok...” My answer is short

“Farid often come to the house.but rarely meet me..he only met mama or papa..I prefer to meet you..” said Ririn again.

Although I was still under severe drowsiness, I knew where Ririn was talking and what Ririn's explanation meant.I got up from my bed and sat on the bed beside Ririn.

“Ok..I understand you mean Rin..”

“Mereceive what?” Ask Ririn again

“Understanding that your parents wanted Farid ...for you..” I continued as I bowed my head

“But what I want you...which I love you...ga want another” said Ririn with a slightly vibrating voice.

“Iya Rin..but..” Say it again

“Ga is there but....you are my first and last love..dot....” back Ririn spoke with a vibrating voice.

yet firmly.

“Give me time to explain everything to my family.”, Ririn said again.

“Iya...” I answered as I shook my head and looked at her gently.