LOVE ON THE HORIZON
INVITATION

I stare at the sun at dusk.LOVE BOUNDED HORIZON...every love that is present in my life….but as the sun is limited to the horizon there.Slowly its beauty will sink changed thick and dark night.The noise of the sea gull babble disappeared ..silence.

my face.

My gamangku soul screams ...screak….

Ego..amarah..and pain.knit as lightning and clumped like a snowball.

slowly becoming a still iceberg.

I believe that love exists.but now I do not believe that love is beautiful forever.

With a gontai step, I left all the daydreams and returned home.

That day my body felt very tired, because my work was piling up, I wanted to immediately lay down my body

in my soft room and close my eyes and sleep.I see my house looks lonely and locked.Thankfully I always bring a spare house key that I need with my motor key. I just remembered that my mom went to Hendra's grandmother's house today, and my dad went to make a living as usual.

When I went through papa mama's room, I saw the window was still open.Mama must have forgotten to close it when she left earlier. I went into the room and closed the window that opened, then my eyes were fixed on the purple object tucked behind the pillow of the mother's bed, mama had often forgotten, mama had forgotten, that's why I often fix the goods in a place that is easily visible or return them in place.

An invitation….

Ririn & Farid.my body trembled..Ult my heart felt hit by thousands of sharp needles, I sat down.

on the edge of the bed. I saw the place and date of the reception that was put on the invitation.I have one more week…

When Sisca left me, I also felt a lot of pain, but the pain and pain this time multiplied

fold compared to before, because when with Sisca I did not have time to build my dreams and dreams.with Ita..I just briefly built my dream Palace but I had to destroy myself because of circumstances, what I had considered last and last love I strung together my wishful thinking and fantasies to be real..must also be thrown..shattered and broken into pieces like a mirror that was banged with a stone in my hand.

I decided to apply for a few days off from my company. All my office friends are quite surprised by the submission of my cut, for years I worked new this time I applied for leave, Adrian the workaholic..mad at work..apply leave?Say them.

“Hendra..besok your morning between gw to gambier station huh?” I said to my sister Saturday night, when she and her wife

stay at home at the end of each week as usual.

“OK...mau where are you?” reply Hendra

“Bandung...there are affairs..” I replied lying, whereas I have no purpose whatsoever to go there.

That morning the morning air was quite cold, I was piggybacking on the back seat of the bike that Hendra was riding, we didn't say much, maybe he also knows what's going on and all my gala.

Suddenly Hendra stopped his motorbike across a building, I know what Hendra meant.

ririn and Farid's wedding venue.the wedding ceremony and the reception were held in one hour…

“Lu sure don't want to go there..?” said Hendra

A few minutes I mute and stare at the building, then I shake my head “ Ngga Hen...ayo continued to the station..” I replied while patting my sister's shoulder gently.

This time I was not as strong as before, who dared to decide to come to the wedding Sisca even shook her hand,

this time enough of my family members came .

Hendra motor back on, I left a thousand dreams and dreams across the building earlier.

the pain that came back had to be swallowed and I felt.