LOVE ON THE HORIZON
I'M SORRY ADRIAN....

That morning Jatinegara station looks quiet, maybe because all night Jakarta and surrounding areas are flooded with heavy rain, and the morning drizzle still fell, probably, so people are reluctant to go to work or stuck in traffic because of the waterlogged road.

I set foot slowly entering the station after paying the platform ticket, I decided to come and fulfill Sisca's will for the last time.

I saw Sisca being stuck on the station bench and occasionally throwing her eyes around, probably looking for my figure while asking inwardly if I came today.

"It's been a while?" I said without looking at him, sitting on the empty bench next to him. Sisca was a little surprised to not see me coming between the traffic at the station.

" About half an hour ago" Sisca replied softly as she glimpsed my face.

" What time does our train come and go?" I said coldly

"20 minutes more.I was afraid you wouldn't come .." said Sisca again, taking a deep breath, I didn't return the words, just glancing at the figure of this beautiful woman from the corner of my eyes, then I cast my gaze towards the railway line we were waiting for.

Shortly afterwards it was heard on the loudspeaker that the Taksaka Train to Yogayakarta was about to enter Station & Sisca and I stood up to be ready to enter the carriages listed on the ticket.

12 Hours of travel is a long time, if only today was the day we were together and full of love, surely the trip will not feel boring and will certainly be fun because we will fill with laughter and friendly atmosphere.

But this trip felt so long, we both didn't talk much, and drowned with a million words and a question in each other's minds. Fortunately I was sitting in a position near the window, so that my saturation was as well as treated by seeing the scenery out there .

Sisca I saw her getting sleepy, and fifteen minutes later she fell asleep on my shoulder.My heart was pounding hard, if only in the past, this was a normal thing for us, it will even hug her body tightly while I gently caress her hair to make her sleep better.

But now this is different, this woman has become the wife of others in her second marriage, and Sisca has decided her life path.

Sisca woke up when the train entered the area semarang, I was no longer able to withstand my drowsiness again, until I fell asleep, I woke up when a warm kiss on my cheek and a whisper in my ear " we've reached Adrian yogya..."

The rain still flushed until we arrived at Tugu Yoga Station, even more rapidly, we ran small amid heavy rain towards the landing site located a few hundred meters from Tugu Station. Sisca ran behind me while holding my arm.

From the balcony of the hotel, I saw the atmosphere of yoga at night , accompanied by the rain that had subsided. I enjoy my favorite cigarette while occasionally drinking my cold-relieving warm tea from getting soaked in the rain.

Suddenly two tiny hands hugged me from behind, the smell of Sisca perfume I knew so well pierced my nose, and filled the entire balcony area. I just sat still, without knowing how to..my blood rippled...My heart again beat hard, all sorts of feelings raged in my heart at that time, longing...sadness and fear mix into one.

"I must do this ..if not ..my former first husband will remain present and disturb my life, if after the divorce verdict he knows I am still alone"...

" And that's why you lied to me and chose to marry that man?" kelu

" Satrio.he proposed to me before my first marriage, but I turned him down, because I didn't really love him..." Answer Sisca

"What is your reason for choosing him now?" I turned around and stared intently at Sisca....

" because she's the one I thought was ready to go to the household and be my way out.I love you Adrian, but I know you're the backbone of the family....your mom and your brother still need you so much.I don't want to be an extra burden for you...." said Sisca trying to give an explanation while trying to remove the tears that continue to come out of the corner of her beautiful eyes.

I breathed a moment...." Fuuuh...alright...I understand now, you consider me not yet established to be your life companion let alone take responsibility for your life.but why should you lie sisca?"

" I won't be able to tell you everything Adrian.I can't" Sisca again sobbed.

" you realize what you're doing is making a wound and hurting me so much....?" I said again, as I turned my gaze to the side of the balcony, I did not want Sisca to see my eyes that were in the mirror holding my sadness and tightness.

"I know and realize that adrian..I have lied two men at once....and one more thing I have to lie to the man I love and love me.but I don't know what else to do.and this is also the will of my father and my extended family"....sisca's cry grew louder.Help grew tighter as she leaned her head against my chest.

" Well, Sisca...I do love you.but you have decided your way of life ..live the decision you have made.I will also continue my life...." I said as I tried to strengthen my heart

" So ...after today...at a later date....we will not see each other again?" said Sisca kelu..mata looked at me gently and implied despair in the rays of his eyes.

I just nodded slowly.tangis Sisca became more and more..Help tighter and tighter.

The night was getting late.the rain was now no longer down.

We hugged each other on the sofa balcony without saying a single word.as if only our hearts were talking.that from tomorrow we should forget each other and erase the story ...