LOVE ON THE HORIZON
I CLOSED THE DOOR TO THE HEART

With a blank look I saw out of the window of the carriage, the trees that passed as if running along

pergiku.beh they participate empathize or even laugh at me who fell down and injured umpteenth time.

Arriving at the bandung city station, I was glued to the platform chair, seeing then the people who entered and went out

station, it has not occurred to me where my destination is, I just think immediately go and leave Jakarta to relieve my tightness.

I followed the footsteps, even kunaiki from public transportation that was milling around in the city of Bandung. Until finally

I was slapped in the lembang, I remember the inn with a beautiful view when I hosted Debby as well as other guests of my company. I decided to stay a few days there.

I checked my phone, but there was no incoming email from Debby, just an email about

a job that must have been handled by my coworkers. It's not usual that Debby used to reply to my emails, which means she was very busy, I thought. That night I told Debby everything that happened in my email to read later when she had time to spare.

I sat in the hotel cafe, I picked an open place so I could sip my hot coffee while smoking and

you can immediately see the atmosphere of the city of Lembang and the expanse of tea gardens at night.

Thin fog enveloped the night growing up, the cold pierced my body, I got my jacket while

I enjoy my coffee.  The cold of the night seemed to make my body even more frozen…

I decided to block Ririn's phone number, let me learn to slowly erase all the wishful thinking and dreams that had been etched. I can get through my pain with Sisca, I was able to face and through the failure to build my small palace with Ita…I said many times in my heart to strengthen my soul and heart.

In the hotel room, I took a scrap of hotel scrap paper, and I wrote a few words to overflow

galauku.amarahku.....goku….

*LOVE BOUNDED HORIZON*

LOVE IS JUST A BEAUTIFUL SOLAR WHEN IT WILL SINK ACROSS THE HORIZON LINE

THERE WILL BE NO MORE LOVE . NO MORE BELIEVING

THERE WILL NO LONGER BE A BEAUTIFUL SUN AT DUSK

TODAY.CLOSE ALL THE DOORS OF THE HEART.

TONIGHT.I KEEP ALL THE WOUNDS AND QUIET IN THE LATTICE OF THE LIVER.

LOVE ON THE HORIZON…

THE MOMENTARY BEAUTY THAT PROMISES WISHFULNESS AND DELUSION

BUT THEN ALL SANK INTO THE DARKNESS WITH THE NIGHT

I woke up a little afternoon, the TV in the hotel room I left lit up from last night. My body felt tired and tired, as if I had run out tens of kilometers. I saw my phone..mati.because lowbat, I touched the contents of my bag looking for my phone charger cable. When my phone came back on, there were some incoming messages. I saw at a glance the name of the sender.Hendra..My brother.soon I got out of bed, I was afraid there was news about papa.

“RIRIN COME HOME….HE WANTS TO MEET LU.. AND WILL KEEP COMING BACK UNTIL YOU MEET LU”

“Ah thank goodness it's not about papa..”batinku,

I buried the hatred in my heart so that I could stand up again, the reason Sisca left me was because of the foundation

my material that can not guarantee his life, Ririn.following what his parents chose because of the existence of Farid's material and his family is sufficient, it means I have nothing….I am currently just a child taxi driver who is trying to climb a sharp cliff to reach the top. Only Ita ..women love me without seeing or thinking about it.

CLARA….

“I can't be weak..I can't fall...there's a beautiful daughter of mine waiting for my responsibility and I have to be proud of her one day…” my inner self with my heart and race gradually began to freeze.