LOVE ON THE HORIZON
THE BIG STEP OF MY LIFE

With Ita, my wounds are not like yesterday, patience and love

his great even before I met Sisca, got me back to being

yag means

Even though my family doesn't approve of my relationship, I still do

connecting with Ita secretly, I often get confused if people

my parents asked me about Sisca, because I didn't want to tell you what I had

happen.

But no matter how smart I keep everything in silence,

my family finally learned of my closeness back with Ita.

But they are not as hard as they used to be at prohibiting or giving

comments, because maybe they know the failure of my relationship with Sisca, though

they don't know the story or what happened.

Through my sister, my family tried to bring in one

woman, Karin.with reason to meet my sister, she came to the house and also.

all meet me.

I just responded coldly and indifferently back then and

put my position as just the sister of his friend.

Karin is not as beautiful as Sisca or Ita, but she is

is a smart woman and has a good career in the company where she is

works.

In talking, chatting or joking, Karin is

the figure of a slippery, so often me, my sister and she were heard

laughing out loud because of each other in joking.

Both my parents also liked Karin and gradually

their questions about Sisca were never heard from again.

It hasn't been more than a year since Sisca left, I

also senggaja disconnect all access or ways to avoid communication again I

with him, let him open up his new life sheet and live what he has

so his decision

I allowed my closeness to Karin, so that my parents wouldn't

again asking about Sisca and my relationship with Ita was not disturbed by

my family, I'm a person who refuses to argue or argue with parents,

if they reprimand or get angry, all I do is shut up and try

follow what they want, because I realize I'm the oldest kid and I should be

for example, even though I know myself, that I am far from

perfect.

Until that day came and changed my life…

“I'm pregnant..” Said Ita that night while staring at me,

the face of my family that disapproves of our relationship, let alone my Papa

know have hypertension or high blood pressure.

I just fell silent, I bit my lips while I thought

glare.

Ita is a woman who knows my body language very well, 'isi

my heart without having to explain everything in detail

“You want me to have an abortion, I'm willing to be original

you accompany....” said Ita again slowly.

Unconsciously my tears fell from the corner of my eyes, as big and

is this his love for me? Even after I hurt him and left

she's for Sisca who betrayed my love.

“You sure Ta?” I whispered half back, my tongue felt

kelu to say

Ita simply replied with a slow nod.

Both of us have never been and are experienced at this,

I tried asking with my friend's theme that I can trust about this.

We've done everything we've been looking for, but it didn't work, and

maybe it was the will of this child born into the world.

My character who is good at storing things, making no

a lot of people know what's going on with me or whatever I'm dealing with.

All I kept in silence and tried to cheer in front of the crowd.

“So how's Adrian? From day one my womb will

getting bigger..” said Ita at that time, where we usually meet.

“give me a day or two to think ya ta?” repay me

I took a few breaths as I got off the bike, and walked

to the waterfront where it used to be and Sisca spend time is also my favorite place in

when my heart is worried and tired. Since Sisca left, I've only returned

come to this place.

Sitting on the edge of the sea between the rocks in the afternoon while

slowly seeing the sun sinking above the horizon is a little dispelling

it makes my heart more comfortable.

Far away visible at a glance the shadow of Sisca.Ita and Karin.

my habit, I fight all my worries at sea.

I did it to the roar of the waves that broke the rocks and the concrete-concrete dock.

The sea remains the same.

the love I have to walk in my life line from day to day.