
Life is often ironic, even people of Chinese descent also Debby in Hong Kong there believe
with whose name is “Karma”. God has his own way of organizing the life scenarios that we have and also sometimes a unique and even unexpected way to teach and tell people.
At first there was pain in knowing that Ririn's parents didn't like me and could be said to not approve
my relationship with Ririn, but from my life experience, I also tried to reflect.intropeksi.
Maybe God wants to tell me this is what Ita feels, loves but dislikes and gets blessing from
the parents of someone he loves.
Days and times passed with all the content of the story in it, I leaned my body on the time loop. I let my body drift back in the vast ocean of my life and I tried to breathe
all I can.
Long hard for me not to receive emails from Debby, maybe his activities and busyness make him not have time to send emails to me as usual, to reduce my anxiety, I pour my story.
Ever since I came to Ririn's house, we haven't seen each other as much as before, I just told my heart,
that may be because of the busyness we have everyday. And her parents knew where I was.
Until one day Ririn came to my house with her eyes moist from crying. I am the one who is resting
after I finished washing my bike, a little surprised by his arrival plus his sad face.
“Hey...what is Rin..? why you?”much
Ririn did not answer my question and instead ran towards me and hugged me, sobbing and stammering at him
trying to say something..”aku...forgive me Adrian....” Said Ririn stopped and went back to sobbing. I was confused about it.
“Pelan-pelan..explain to me...what happened.” I said trying to calm him.
kepatasar and this morning papa has gone to make a living, Hendra and Tika are also not staying at home as they do every weekend.
My body trembled at Ririn's explanation.sick at the fear of loss and all.
my heart was angry at that time.as hit by thousands of sharp knives.but I kept trying to strengthen myself and try to stay calm.
“Then how did you? And what did you say to your mom's dad?” I said slowly.finally I can talk even with a sense of sadness in my tongue.
“I said nothing and denied them Adrian..I tried asking God ..by praying.
Istikharah..but the one that comes out is always the name Farid...” continued Ririn while continuing to sob.
I took a deep breath to relieve my pain…
“Rin...kalo man can be wrong...but God is never wrong....
from Him...I will try to accept it...” I said slowly while trying my hardest to hold my sadness.
“But I don't want to..!!..... I want to make my dream come true from the beginning with you..” Imbuh Ririn is interrupted between the lines.
her crying.
“I do often tell you..the man must have a dream...
make it happen...but the powerful determine what kind of dream kta later.it's God.we are only actors and actresses.only live scrypt/scenario….end of the story speerti what” said I try to be wise though honestly I also hope my dream and Ririn come true and materialize.
“When your plans and Farid..” My word…
“Ga know…..!!! and if you know..I will not be able to tell you...sudaaaah I do not want to talk about this again....!!!” ririn said ..the crying was broken again.