Infinite Wound
my husband's ridiculous request

the morning blind I woke up with a throbbing head.The effect of crying last night made me dizzy when I woke up.Rushing I went to the back to help my mother-in-law prepare the merchandise to be brought.

"all of it, right, ma'am?no one's missing?"I asked after all the trades went up to the rickshaw.

mother went back into the house to make sure that the merchandise was indeed no one left behind.

"it seems like ras.later if there is someone who missed tell Krishna aja to market y.ibu inside.say aja gitu.oh y, y,today mom comes home a little afternoon because today the market Sampek noon usually.you cook y.so you want to cook what.take it in the refrigerator.there is a koq ingredient."my parents explained at length.

"geneg ma'am.let me cook ."

after my mother left I immediately prayed dawn and then clean house.do the work of women in general in the morning.I am happy to do this.feel like a whole wife.because can prepare all for my husband.let him not love me at this time.I who knows one day he will turn out to love me more.

"Saras, is your husband awake?"suddenly, sister Wanto, my sister Ningrum surprised me from behind.

"not yet kak.do you need?let me wake up." I asked my brother-in-law.

"yes the truth.but later are you not upset later if you have to wake it up child?"sis Wanto who knows the character of my husband seems to worry about me too.fear later if I get sprayed.

"don't lah.sante aja.sit down first let me wake up daft." answered me as it passed

when I got to the room I saw that Krishna was awake.by holding the phone as usual.I was still a little unpleasant to see such a scene actually.but I tried to be ordinary so as not to ignite the debate again aja.jujurkan me getting tired if every meet has to argue and keep the woman.

"what's the deck.bengong aja at the door."the question mas Krisna disperse my daydream.

"eh enggak.i forgot to say.it was in search of kak Wanto in the living room.want to talk he said."

"ooo.y already I'm out.thank you y." he answered briefly then got out of bed and passed through me just like that.

"yes,." I was afraid to hear me too.

"what is it that kak.tumben morning has been looking for me." asked mas Krisna at kak Wanto.kakanya it is rare to see his sister let alone just chat in the morning.

while the two men were chatting in the living room I went to the back to make a drink.two cups of black coffee immediately served after completion.

"is there anything important?"ask my husband after sitting next to him.

"oh enggak.ini kak Wanto tomorrow ngajakin I work lumberjack.in the forest up there." replied mas Krisna explained.

"yes ras.kemaren I get the wooden trading.and the plan tomorrow will be cut down.the problem of payment later I will equate with others koq.tenang aja." continued brother Wanto with a smile.

"thank you brother.has given work to my husband.you will be careful when working mas."

my answer is sincere

"okay if I go to work first thing tomorrow morning don't forget to work."

sengbung kak Wanto gave encouragement.

"is it now for Mr Wanto's wood business too?"I was curious after Kak Wanto left our house.

"maybe there's someone selling the deck.and he also holds the money again.I also don't really understand with him."answer mas krisna.my husband was indeed indifferent to his brother.he was more attentive with his sister cloud.only he lived in the house of uncle.because his school was close to the house of uncle.

"yes, be calm." answered Krishna briefly.

"y already I want to cook first.mother today came home a little afternoon he said." I say goodbye to my husband.

"grandfather, actually someone wants to talk to you."mas Christmas turned unsettled sitting.as if it was difficult to convey the meaning of his heart.

"want to say mas.koq really grogi.by the way."capku reassuring.curious also what to say.as something important.

"it.tadi sita.."mas Krisna cut off his words.as unpleasant to say.

"oh.why is he?"my answer is flat.actually I was lazy to hear his name in the morning .why should confiscate again.what is no other material to talk about.so only confiscation is in his brain.

"eehm.gini.tadi, he cried.got can if it should be far from me...."

"continue," I cut off the talk as Krishna almost ignited the emotion of hearing it.

"he wants to be made a second wife" he said."

pleeees.hatiku seemed to collapse again.either how many times this heart hurt like a slashed knife and now sprinkled salt on it.it really makes my chest tight.

I flinkered for a moment.My feeling is so messed up right now I don't know what I have to do can I accept everything?

I also thought what words could make him back off that plan?I'm not in honey, anyway.

"i really agree mas.asalkaaaan."intentionally hang my words.let him be curious.

"what deck?say it."mas Krisna asked enthusiast.heart this pain his expression like that

"both of your parents approved marriage to the husband.now after marriage to me only until now you have not been able to work.how would you marry two.would they agree?do your parents want another son-in-law?automatically the cost of living will increase by one more person if you marry again."finally I found the words that made the guts to marry again.again I want to open his eyes with our current state.candungan ku only was in trouble he even asked to marry again.

"lagian y mas.anak who I am carrying right now is koq problem you do not think instead ask for another marriage.age of our marriage only how many days of follow-up."continukku .

I can't cover my current gerrymandering.his behavior really can't be reasoned at the moment.

"wouldn't I ask permission with you dek.gitubaja do not sewot dong.kalo can not yes already.again we will still communicate koq.although not married." he said kekeh.

"i've done it before." I leave him alone.I immediately move from the living room and start my actions to cook.I open the refrigerator and see the contents .guess what material is there.

I'm confused here there are long beans there are sprouts.ah I make vegetable daem deh. I see there is tempe kemaaren rather hard.this is suitable to mendol my mind.but I don't know the spice.

understandably, when I was a girl I never wanted to help my mother cook.I'm more hobby help father repair damaged goods that may need to be repaired.