Infinite Wound
second pregnancy

the next day I was accompanied by Krishna to the market to buy a necklace as promised along the way he smiled happily.

"why smile - smile yourself ?" my ledek

"this is the first time I can buy something for my wife.yes I'm happy that there is a sense of satisfaction in the heart of the deck" said his sparkling - twinkle.

"yes I'm also proud to be a husband like you mas.makasih ya " said I

he just nodded with a very sweet smile at me.I am in a trailer to a jewelry store located close to the highway.

"mas, my wife wants to buy a necklace.please serve it "said mas Krishna to the waiter of the gold shop.

"what kind of necklace do you want ?" ask one of the waiters

"i want a small gram but looks good if you pack "i answer

the waiter also showed me some of the store's jewelry collection.My eyes were fixed on a small necklace that looks beautiful.and the gram was not so heavy.maybe enough money I have this.in my heart

"how much money is that ?"ask me while pointing at the necklace I mean.

" two million two hundred and fifty mbak "the servant said after first calculating using a calculator.

" what can not be less, cook it so much mas "my words while grimacing holding back laughter.

"yes if the jewelry can not be bargained.kalo mbak buy vegetables okay lah in the bargain" he said that I greeted with laughter

"how are you ?"I said asking for an opinion on mas krisna.ia nodded and smiled very sweetly at me

" yes already take this one, but the calendar bonus is "say me later

"female basics are still looking for free "paste mas Krisna while sneering

"yes if it is given enough mas get a bonus" I replied mantab

"yes it's up to "mas Krisna to turn the eyeballs while chuckling.

on the way home suddenly my stomach was nauseous.when it had breakfast.cook yes I was drunk on land.people just to the market gini.batunku again.what a cold yes.I still muttered to myself all the way because I felt my body was not because of the taste.

once at home I handed my bag to Krisna and I immediately ran to the bathroom spewing out everything that wanted to come out since on the road earlier.

krisna immediately followed me to the bathroom after keeping my bag in the room.

"what's the deck, you sick ?"ask me, Krishna is worried

"don't know mas.mual from earlier in the road.could wind times "say me all the way

I immediately made the sugar water warm to reduce the nausea.

"yes already rest in the room yuk.sini I kerokin "pronounced mas Krisna memapah me to the room.

the mother-in-law who noticed the oddity in us immediately tailed behind.

"you why race, koq pale his face ?"ask mom in the doorway.

"in the wind ma'am.this wants me kerokin " answered mas Krishna.

"o..mom make ginger wedang ya so that his body more delicious "mommy said as it passed.

after a few minutes the mother returned with a cup of ginger in her hand.

" oh yes Kris, tomorrow it's time to pay for electricity so you help mom, right?"mother-in-law reminded.

" mas - mas "my words panicked while patting the thigh mas Krishna.

"what's the deck, no one's sick ?"ask Krishna to panic.

"mom's been collecting electricity money "my words are tense.

"then, the money is still there.remain buy the necklace earlier.embaku you first? "asked me Krishna

"iiiih, no.that's it.." I replied exasperatedly.does he never notice, I thought.

"then why does the deck "ask more curious

"usually if we pay for electricity, the rest I pack for pads.because I'm coming for months.but why not now?"I confessed while looking down in shame.Should I mention the sanitary napkin in front of my husband?I'm so embarrassed, I'm not sensitive, my own angel in my heart

"you mean late, are you pregnant ?"her face is now radiant - a series of hopefuls

"yes do not know mas.kan has not been tested "my answer accordingly

"yes we have to go to the midwife aja yuk.kita test "spirits

"do not know who only retreats.we wait another week just "my word decided

waiting for a week makes me anxious.Is it true that I am pregnant?my mind, apparently, who is waiting for one Sunday is not just me.mas Christmas is also like hope - please be anxious waiting for that moment to arrive.

a week passed I have not also come months.While every morning the nausea that whack never subsided even more and more became.My body condition was increasingly weak and tired quickly not to mention the dizziness that often comes suddenly, it made my homework a little messy.

"dek, it's been a week.you've come months yet "questions mas krishna wake me from daydreaming.

"yet mas.tau ah.do not talk it first.my head is dizzy.pengen rest.but if to lie down so nauseous.I so wrong this "my name on mas Krisna.

"i asked you koq Even ngomel - ngomel.kalo do not want to have children yes I have no papa koq "mas Krisna ignited emotions because I ngomel earlier

"i don't want to have a child mas.after you anyway.I'm still dizzy.don't ask - ask first.my head added dizzy "my tone began to sew on mas Krishna.

indeed the end - the end of this I often annoyed at mas krisna.entah why.see him aja I like irritated.padahat usually if I see a day I miss.eah why now with me

"what the hell is this.mother horrified from earlier koq noisily a small child aja "mother enters the room and mediates us both who are the same - the same emotions

"it's bu.saras in a good question - even nagging vague "mas Christmas began to complain to his mother.basis my inner complainer

"not ngomel mom.i was just dizzy.don't ask - ask first.tqmbah dizzy my love.later it was a bit subsided.mala mas Krisna emotion "I don't want to lose the complain even though it's mother-in-law

"yes already gini aja.seampu mother know the problem what "say mother while smiling.

"now gini aja.krisna, you take Saras to the pharmacy to buy a testpack.and you Saras, the first test at home.kalo is indeed positive tomorrow to the midwife"

continued affirm.

"well ma'am "we answered simultaneously.exactly like a schoolboy in anger at his teacher we also left the room without any more quarrels.

after buying at the pharmacy, when I got home I immediately entered the bathroom to test whether it is true I was pregnant is not.and it turns out that two blue lines indicate that I am positive.alhamdulilah said I am grateful.

"mas, Christmas "chanted to me when I came out of the bathroom

"what's the result of dek.gimana ?"ask Krisna curious.

I showed her my testpack.Thanksgiving came out of her mouth while holding me in my arms.there is no annoyance at this time.

my pregnancy this time does not scare me but bring happiness to all family members.especially to me.now.our love bond will be more solid with the presence of the baby that we really hope.not because of the error as has ever happened before.