Infinite Wound
CLBK is a husband
the next days I passed very comfortably in this house.turned Miss Lastri not as I imagined.beela was a very nice and full of motherhood.sometimes I unconsciously see the figure of my mother in her I miss it, I thought
tonight before going to bed tumben mas Krisna utak Atik hp.I loosen the neck of the coco.
when you know the name on the phone my heart is pounding.maybe they are related again?is that really the sita who used to love Krishna ?
"sita to mas "my heart - heart.he just nodded.but his attention remained focused on hp.honestly I began to worry again.
after waiting for a while there was no answer I finally pulled the blanket and prepared to sleep.although it was actually very difficult to really sleep but I kept my eyes closed.
the next morning went as usual.only mas Krishna now more often silent to me.egalah what the woman said to mas krishna about me.until today he was indifferent to me
the clock has shown at 11.30.but Christmas did not come back to my employer's house.
from behind I patted my shoulder and took a chair and sat down beside me
"race, there's something I want to ask "his gaze is cold . I can't guess what that look means
"what's that "my question becomes unsettled.what's this got to do with my inner husband
" race, where's Chrisna going?I was on the phone to my subscription place he said Krisna had returned" he asked a moment later.
"it's masaka mbak I really don't know mbak "my answer again
"where do you go race ?" ask Mbak Lani later, I hope I answer the sound of a familiar motorbike entering the yard directly into the garage.
"that's the man "my word on mbak lani half whisper.mbak lani hanyu nodded in response to my sentence
"sorry mbak lani.tadi banya kempos.so I used to patch up "sounding mas Krishna answered the question mbak lani
"oh yeah I don't think there's anything "say cold
after that, Krishna approached me and asked.
"lani's baby said what's the same as you deck ?"
"not just how you think - think where.koq Sampek clock this time has not come home" my words cover.because I also put suspicion on him.
" oh kirain said what "his answer looks relieved.
"where are you really from ?" I was a little annoyed at him
"has sent sita to the pharmacy to buy drugs "the answer is short
"koq can nganter sita.emang you meet where ?" ask me again
" was I went to his house first.sita wa said he was sick.kan kasian deck.in his house alone.he was a kara no parents.kalo not me who would like who else "wid his answer at length
" i'm just one sentence why is the answer long ?" I replied with a sewot as it passed.
I just shake his head to see it.However should I be angry.why even he who sewot.has come out with other women not permission now even I who get scorned.
mas Krisna still looks upset.his face still continues to be bent.he watches children who play PS with a face that is less friendly.
in the afternoon when I was focused on recording the merchandise that sells today suddenly sounded from the front of the store.
"assalamu'alaikum.. mbak, is Christmas Christmas?" ask her.I reflex turn to the source of the voice.a beautiful girl turns out.but who my inner.why instead look for mas Krishna
"waalaikumsalam... who is it?"I am still friendly with him.
"i sita mbak.can you meet with mas Krishna?" the answer is relaxed without feeling guilty.is a good woman - good who is looking for a husband in the afternoon - this afternoon.guyuku in my heart
"what need to look for my husband "I answered ketus.I can not cover my irritation.want it feels like I'm Picking up his strung hair.
" eh the deck has arrived.Awhile I went out "mas Krishna and went to the store terrace with enthusiasm.then they both chatted coolly on the store terrace until the clock showed at half-nine.
I want it to feel like I flush both of them with hot water or I punch them with a broom handle.Sadly this is my master's house.I can't make a fuss here.
after closing the store I immediately went to the back to enter the room.when I was about to enter the room mas Krishna called me.
" please make me a coffee ya.let my body.koq like it's cold tonight "his babble.
I passed into the kitchen without a word after the coffee so I served it on the room table in silence.
"dad, koq the haw is cold huh.you don't feel that cold? "it breaks the silence, not the cold laughter of the mas but my cold heart towards our love
" deck, koq diem anyway asked the husband "tone mas Krishna now sounds annoyed because I did not ignore it from earlier.
"not diem mas.meanya do not over time sit outside.kan go in the wind so "i replied.
"oh so you're jealous because I was talking to ya hah "mas Krishna snapped at me.I gasped to hear that.previously mas Krishna never yelled at me.and now because of the woman he yelled at me.
" not jealous mas.kan benar said.do not sit too long outside.kalo day is not papa.lha at night, the wind that night is not good.natya Now enter the wind "I explain slowly to him.
I don't want to be ignited emotions.I have to be self-conscious.this is not our house.this is our employer's house.we can't possibly fight here.
" Halah do not need to ngeles.I know you start jealous again with sita.remember yes deck.do not you jealous - jealous same sita.I reiterate once again I'm the same brother dek.we do not date." mas Krisna's tone was full of emphasis.
" yes already do not extend.this is the house of people is not our home.here I crack let it be a bit warm" I said again relaxed.
as much as possible I suppress my anger.I also have to keep the good name of everything is not.no way I let my employer know with the behavior of my husband.
after that mas Krishna turned his back to me gave his back to me scrap.after that no one spoke between us.we were silent with each other's thoughts.after I scraped even he immediately pulled the blanket ready to sleeps.
" it's still cold ? need to pack socks ?" exasperated annoyance I'm afraid also saw him in such circumstances.
"don't deck gini aja.makasih y "his tone began to soften.after that sleep in his dream.good night mas.semiga tomorrow you better again.mumamku himself.and fall asleep beside him
