Infinite Wound
early life, this wound

today is the first day Saras legally became a wife.after the jabul jabul with a simple event attended by the family.now Saras ready with his new status.

but she also realized now she also had to be ready with every wound that she would face because of her husband's love in share with other women.

like this morning while washing the motor, it was seen Krisna holding her mobile phone in the ear while talking whispered whispers.sometimes she smiled blushing on the cheek.as if resisting embarrassment.either with whom she phone up like that.

"telephone who the hell, pak smile smile smile all.kayak ABG aja."my morning amused also see the man should smile his own smile like that

"eee, the same sita dek.cu-cuman ajau telfon in kira. I have not woken up." answered Krisna terbata.agak not good because it has to answer honestly.

"oooo.so if you have not woken up want to wake up.romantis very." replied I sewot for a while.perih it feels heart this.new also a day so the wife in the morning already have to hear the name of another woman from the mouth of her husband.

"yes you did not wake me up.so no papa is a sado who woke up." replied Krisna relaxed.like without feeling guilty.

wonder this person is not sensitive what his heart is made of stone so do not understand if I am jealous again?

"i will not wake up because the work behind your mas.bikinin coffee is the same as breakfast" I replied softly while going back again.

it's been than later so fight mending I relented.kulangkan kuap kelah right foot to the bathroom to wash clothes.from the thought of a sick heart.can die young I think too much.

"augh.." Suddenly my stomach aches.heartbroken cold sweat comes out.dizziness wallowing.whether this is still the effect of a young pregnancy .

with a limp I returned to the room choosing to lie down for a while goods soon subside the pain.barusa after mendinga you continue washing again later

"lah, Saras, why you? getting sick?what's that sick?" krisna looked panicked.

"don't know my stomach arrived sick.like heartburn." replied Saras.

"we went to the midwife."

mother Midwife's house is not far from my husband's house, so it is not difficult to get there.

when I got there I was immediately checked and asked like by a midwife.

"is there a spotty ma'am?"asked the midwife while continuing to check on my situation

"no ma'am, it's just my stomach is like heartburn ma'am."

"there's a headache, ma'am?"

"yes ma'am a little bit.more so when you wake up in the morning like my headache."

The mother midwife just mangosteen mangosteen and back check using USG

"so gini sir.ada what I want to tell my parents is also my father." said the midwife after finishing checking and was behind the table.

"is there a serious midwife?"

"you could say so.blood pressure Bu Saras tend to be high content is also weak.I ask Ms. Saras to rest a lot and do not think much first yes.let the fetus in the stomach of a healthy mother."long at length, the midwife explained.

"i love the medicine yes ma'am.but don't forget to rest a lot and try to mind the mother as relaxs as possible" added Bu midwife to make sure what Saras should do when he got home.

after arriving home, Bu Tini was already waiting in the living room.

"how is Saras Kris?nothing serious, right?I heard Saras had a stomachache earlier."indeed Bu Tini's activities trading in the market made him already outside the house at dawn and just came home during the day.

"the content is a little weak bu.but no papa can be treated koq" I replied covering so that Bu Tini not worried.

"be told to rest a lot and not be able to mind he said."so mas Krishna.

"yes but if it's just clean and clean dishes can still be right?"

I was stunned to hear my mother-in-law's response, not to worry about the grandchildren I was carrying, even fearing that I could not do homework.

"can koq ma'am.then I will do it slowly."I replied briefly.

"Saras, let's take a break in the room.lagain there's something I'm talking about."mas Krishna stared intently at me.What else is this?

"race, I want to talk to you." Christmas starts the conversation seriously.

"what's up?"my question was full of probing trying to understand what this guy next to him wanted.

"this, I know it's hard.because you have to accept me who also loves other women.but please, don't make this a burden on your mind.don't disturb your womb that's like our child later."

reflex I frowned.this is me again sick instead of being given support instead of being angry.

"indeed, I want it like this mas.I also do not want to be sick mas."i replied sewot.enak aja already have pain eh even angry angry to me.

"you're angry with me how to.I'll tell you for the common good.don't like little dong dek kids."

krisna began to upset her tone, maybe because my tone was also sewot times.

"loh means like a child how the hell mas?emang really right.kalo also do not want to be sick actually.lagian if in thought again that makes me stun also who exactly.giliran I hurt why even angry?"I said at length.sebel also with his attitude why now so changed?

"that's because you're too jealous of sita dek.makanya do not jealousy.kayak little children only."

"oh so I'm like a child.now I ask.which woman is not jealous when her husband loves another woman?"my answer is full of emphasis.

"iy I know.but you also have to be able to think realistically.I will not go to surabaya.got to meet sita.lagian our communication only through hp koq."

"but your attention and affection are divided mas.not completely for me.I am your wife.your legal wife."

"grandfather, the important thing is I go home to my wife.kalo I can windfall also you who I give a living not sita.living in the world will not be full only with love and love deck."

but what is the use of property without love mas.batinku in the heart.but I do not say.I tilt this body.preture to sleep to muffle the dispute that seems to be coming.again I do not want to be a wife who continues to be ungodly argue and argue husband.let me who succumb.will be the damper of his own heart.