Infinite Wound
death of employer

a few weeks I lived with the shadow of a sita who was always present every Saturday.I seemed frustrated with this situation.want to be released immediately.but if I let go of mas Krishna what to say to my parents.maybe I revealed all of that will only add to my family's wounds.

today it was not as usual that I did not see Mr. Hasan, my male master went out of the room until almost noon.because I was afraid I would dare to ask my female employer Miss Lastri.

"father did not come out of the room Bu.beliau is good - right ?"ask me curious

"father is sick mbak.bafannya hot chest tight "After Bu Lastri a little anxious.

"god.usually take what medicine ma'am?have you taken your medicine ?"I couldn't cover my anxiety given his advanced age.

"father did have heart disease mbak.usually we control to the doctor.diantar lani.but the father again angry with lani "light mother.

indeed, a few days ago there was a commotion in the middle room, whatever the problem was that made the boy and the father no longer greet each other now

"but right now the condition of the father again sick mom.wouldn't mbak lani phone mother?"I ventured to give advice

"either mbak.ibu is also confused.later if tau added ngambek mother also who is difficult "say full of anxiety.there is a grate of sadness there.I am so sorry to see it

"yes, too, bu.lalu according to mother, how now ?"ask me. I feel you need a friend to chat at this time.with the existing conditions may make it crowded if you have to save it yourself

"i'm confused mbak.kid I call behind aja.biar gak denger ?"he asked me for my opinion

I also nodded reassuringly, seeing the condition of the father now seems to require treatment and if not his son who brought to the hospital want who else

"Mom.." I heard the voice of my father calling my mother from the room.I immediately followed behind him.Suddenly my feeling was not good

"Mom, call the children here and "say the father after the mother sits on the edge of the bed beside the father lying weak

"take Saras, takein hp mom in front of tv ya "say mom soon.

"texting Ma'am "answer me as it passes and as soon as possible take the intended phone and hand it to my mother

then quickly the mother called her two children mbak lani and Mbak Susi to immediately come home because the father was sick.

"father needs something sir, let Saras take "I offer help.See the breath of the father that feels heavy and as if stuck my joints so kasian

"no mbak.bolkan drink for children only later if it has come "say while stinginging - nasal.

"enggeh sir.I live in the store first.kalo need what - what am I in the store nggeh Bu "?answer me

Miss Lastri just nodded then looked worriedly at her husband again.I also came out of the room to leave my master pair with a feeling of worry.

" you why the deck "ask mas Krishna when I'm sitting in the store.

"hah, oh no sick father "I answered half-whispering.

mas Krishna rounded his mouth.His head wobbly looking towards the yard and the gate like looking for something.

"his son no one came that "just ask again and half whisper like me

"already on the phone with mom" I replied.

"yes already so.kasian parents live alone in the house "saynya.mas Christmas is very sensitive when it comes to parents

we were late with our jobs - each one an hour later there was a car coming.two people got off the car - men and women.

"loh new employee.have long worked here ?" ask the men who approached us before entering the house.

"almost two months sir" answered Krishna politely.

"oh yes already so.I went inside first yes." his saying went straight inside.while the lady entered from earlier

lapse fifteen then there is another car coming.this time I know whose car.mbak lani and her husband get off the car.different with that earlier, the lani not directly in but meet me first.

"just five dozen minutes of koq mbak." I answered honestly

"oh yes already.father is yes ras.i only ask for money one million.now his heart relapses.tqpi if Mbak susi.di love expensive gift - expensive not why tuh "suddenly mbak lani nagged as if sneering at the pain of the father.

I only responded with a smile and a headband.now I suspected the two brothers were jealous of the father's affection.and it made the father sad so that the disease relapsed.I guessed it myself.

know I did not respond so now mbak lani stepped into the house with a step excited gontaitak.sepertinyasih abetted with the incident at that time.

kira - kira only half an hour later came in heard the screams of a woman from inside.

"you're too much lani.not apologise even blame the father.from now on do not take care of the parents anymore."pekik the woman.maybe that's Susi's voice

shortly afterwards the man who greeted me was out of the house half ran towards his car.was followed by the father who was presented by the mother and the woman I assessed named Susi's mother

krisna and I immediately approached them.mas Krisna opened the gate while I approached the car that was driven by four people

" our mother wants to go to the hospital.nitip house yes" said the mother lirih.ada gurat sadness in the expression of the old woman.

"enggeh Bu.Semiga father soon recovered and was healthy again "my answer

" thank you" said Susi's mother and mother at the same time.after that the car sped away.Entah to the hospital where I forgot to ask.

from inside the house I heard the sound of crying.I'm sure it was the voice of Mbak lani.doubtfully I approached him who was crying as much as he could on the front floor of the father's room.I immediately ran over.

" mbak, do not be like this.do the father immediately recover.sure you will not why why mbak "my word is soothing.

"i also don't want mbak mak.aku just ask for money.it was because of forced.my husband was wrapped in debt.renternir that every day to the house mbak.I was afraid "the story in the middle of his crying

" do you know why Lina asked for money ?" ask for heart - heart.

he just nodded to give an answer.now I understand the condition Mbak Lina was forced to ask for money on the father.because he was afraid of the loan shark.

" if you're afraid to go home, take a break here or yes, there will be an empty room in front" I said to give advice.

" but mbak." asked Mbak lani hesitated.

"there is no father" I said again

now he resigned only nodded in approval to my proposal.I give him a drink of water to be calmer.after that drove him to the guest room to rest.

" rest here aja mbak.sambang waiting for the development of the father.lagian we do not feel good at home alone" I said again

" thank you mbak.kamu good and want to understand with me "sincere words

I nodded for a while and left him in the room.gave him time to rest and calm his mind.But I did not arrive at the door want to go to the home phone shop.I went in again to pick him up.

"hallo of Mr. Hasan's residence." I replied to the phone.

"take Saras, please prepare the house.father mbak.." there was a mother's voice across the phone holding back a cry.

"father why did Mom ?" tanyaku arrived - suddenly panicked to hear the voice of mother.mbak lani who heard my voice immediately out of the room.

" father died mbak.." instant mother's cry broke.laluenlutnya phone.either deliberately closed or mother fainted I also do not know.

"innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun "mumamku lirih

"what's wrong mbak.katak ..."tmbak lani hysterically shook - shake my body.

"patience yes mbak.bapak already tenag there.ikhlaskan just "sapku lirih while stroking the back mbak lani.namun mbak lani instantly mbak can not move.and a second later his body collapsed to the floor