Infinite Wound
paternal decision

after me, Christmas, and Mardi came into Mardi's house we began to negotiate what we had to say to him.

"Kris, I already know that Saras is pregnant with your child.I have also contacted my father to come here to solve this problem."mas Mardi started the conversation, it was full of assertiveness.bakhan the atmosphere of this room was like a police station and we were ready for interrogation.

I look at the face of Krishna mas also asked for answers.there is also fear of mas mardi.takut mas Krisna do not accept and make a tantrum.duh, I mostly watch what soap operas yes.

"i'm up to mas Mardi aja.apa said the father later aja.but I will be the responsibility of koq mas." revealed mas Krisna.

"oh y must.because I do not want responsibility or caught my sister you make toys.then I can make sure you will look even into the hole of ants though."mas Mardi began to cynically.excited with the answer of the man in front of him this time.kalo do not want the responsibility of what else he thought.

"already mas.don't be angry.kan he really wants responsibility."bela kasian also see mas Krishna was angry.again let him not feel alone here.

"That's all you are.so don't be bucin.h already know wrong to defend yourself. huh."

mas Mardi's voice began to rise because of emotions.make me stop to answer again.fear even more emotion later even I got slapped with him.

"assalamu'alaikum..."that voice I know very well.and that makes me even more afraid and creepy now.father has come and went straight in before anyone had time to answer his greetings.Tiger brood ready to pounce on his prey father immediately went forward and stood up next to me, his face turned straight towards me.

"why is this.why father is called here.you are pregnant yes race."still holding the helmet of the father directly strafe me with questions without mercy.make me more shrivel.

"answered Saras."not to mention I answered the father has yelled at me.My eyes are getting crushed.do I want to be hit by the helmet's gasket is the same father?

"i-iya sir.sorry sir.pardon me sir.forgive me."sobbing I beg forgiveness for my khilaf.also afraid not to hit the helmet.y canuun what the hell is in my brain.

immediately he fell sitting in the chair right beside me.feeling furious and disappointed with my behavior.How could he be classified like this.

"apologize to our mistakes sir.I will be entirely responsible."mas Krisna tried to give my father confidence that he would be responsible.

"yes must be kris.this is the act of you two.you are big now have to risk your own actions.especially now if until people know the name of the father and mother will also be smeared."the tone of the father now began to soften.even as soft as holding back crying.I became sorry for the person who has been living me all this time.meng shuttle me when working.and deliberately sometimes deceived him say work while indehoy with Krishna.

it dawned on me now how unforgivable my sins had been to lie .and disappoint my own parents.

"i'm sorry sir." I said softly.that's all I can say.

"you're also a race, too,you can pay diligent prayer.why even do what is forbidden religion.until pregnant anyway.you do not think of your mother.during this time your mother is sick will sleep with you.you know how sick mother.how suffering mother.Why even do what will dropping your mother's mentality anyway.are you not loving the mother.?"

the last question of the father made my tears unstoppable.regret every action I.gimama I can do this and never be confused with the words of the father earlier.y God never forgive me for making my mother's heart hurt.

"let's just now.krisna, you have to keep the responsibility.take your parents to malang.but wait a minute.don't tomorrow.father should tell your mother slowly.so she is ready when your parents come later."

"well sir, I'm up to the father how good.then if you can already me and my parents there.I will go home to pick up my parents." replied mas Krisna mantab

"well if it is.saras, while tonight you sleep here first.let the father talk to your mother.fear if you talk there you mother become emotional.let the father talk slowly with mother."

my view turned to me firmly even though there were sad and disappointed guests.

I could only nod in agreement.I stared withered with my father's face with a great feeling of guilt and the deepest sense of regret.

without feeling the hand of the father embracing my body.hugging tightly even with disappointment.because I am the last girl in my family.should be the hope of my family.I am also my father's favorite child.Whatever my fault I am still his son.and the father still loves my.

my father's embrace made my opponent increasingly tight.do not know what to say and how to apologize.just a cry that came out of my mouth.

"had his cry.let the father drink coffee first.biar angel.also more calm his mind."emak enter after the taste of the family meeting is over.lalu put two cups of coffee on the table.one for the father of one for mas Krishna.

"ah, I'm sorry ma'am.until I have to solve this problem here.so troublesome ma'am rah."why father to the besanyya.

"ah yes no papa sir.orang Saras is also my son.has been like my own son.lagain not bothered koq." replied the polite mother and sat next to the mbak Endang.

"drinking Kris, do not because it runs out in the trial so his coffee mother is not in the drink.later dry throat."moda mother on krisna.try to melt the atmosphere like it.

mbak Endang and mas Mardi giggled at the mother's speech.yah, even though it was fierce.masardi emang could not stand if not joking.apa againbkalo had met me, meak, and mbak Endang.

I was surprised to hear the mother chirps just dare to smile at Mas Krishna while the one I gave a smile seemed afraid to respond how.

the father who saw our behavior could only shake his head.eventually do not want to lose his authority in front of Krisna mas perhaps.

after finishing his coffee, I paid all of us.

"father came home first.mau talk to mother.mardi, tomorrow afternoon between Saras home.and you krisna.home not night.this is the house of people." said the father as he rose from his seat.

me and the others could only nod approvingly to the words of the person we respected the most.