Infinite Wound
back to the village again

looking at the lani limbung mbak I shouted to mas Krishna.

"christmas, kmas.."My speck.

mas Krisna in a hurry came to the living room.he was shocked to see that he was lying on the floor while his head was already in my lap.

"o Allah dek, what is this.why with mbak lani?" ask me Krishna.

"father died mas "ansawakkusibgkat while continuing to stare mbak lani.

"innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun "murm mas Krishna.

"ayo mas lift to his room "take me.

we raised mbak lani intersect because it is a body mbak lani is good enough for us both lift.remember we are both the same - equally thin.

after laying on the mattress, I immediately looked for eucalyptus oil in my own room, in the back.after which rushed back to the guest room to resuscitate the mbak lani using eucalyptus oil.

"ras, I am guilty of the father of race "said mbak lani when he was conscious.tears flowed past his smooth white cheeks.

" patience, this may all have become an almighty destiny.mbak must learn to be steadfast." said I calm down

after I calmed down and started to stabilize,krisna and I began cleaning the house to prepare for the arrival of the body of the father.not to forget we told the security guard to report to the head of the housing complex that our master father Mr. Hasan had died.

guess - about an hour, the neighbors of the complex began to arrive to serve.it did not take long, the end of the ambulance carrying the body of Mr. Hasan arrived.The funeral procession was held with a very sad atmosphere.

at about six o'clock in the afternoon the funeral procession was over.the family rested without a word.they were tired with their thoughts.

bu Lastri's family did not hold a yasinan event because it embraced Islam with different customs and traditions.only his children who faithfully read Yasin's letter after Maghrib prayer.

one week later since the departure of the head of the family in this house.I arrived - arrived at the call to the living room with mas Krishna and the eldest son of Bu Lastri.of course Bu Lastri was also present at the meeting.

"christmas and mbak Saras, there is something I want to talk to you both about" Susi began the conversation with authority.

"now the father is no longer there.staying a mother alone.honestly as my son did not have the heart to leave the mother alone at home only with a maid.kalo would ask lani to stay here I think impossible.i not wanting to get involved with a loan shark who often collect debts on lani.I decided to bring my mother back home "continue Susi

but Susi's expression after that changed another.sit was fixed when there was nothing - anything like covering up nervous or what it was I also did not know.

"then mbak ?"ask me Krishna

"well,that's mas.while we are at home also already have a maid.so I think we can not bring you guys along.mihon sorry we have to take this decision.because the condition is now different.I hope mas Krisna and mbak Saras want to understand."so Susi again.slightly unpleasant because it has to convey this.

"so we got fired ?"tanyaku lirih

"iy mbak no papa.maybe we will go back to the village first.while waiting for another job" said mas Krisna.although I know he was also disappointed with this decision

"yes mas I promise later if there is another job for you I will call "answer Susi was relieved because we were not offended by this decision

"actually I have begun to love saras.don't break the relationship, yes "said Bu Lastri glazed - glass.I was moved.

"Saras promise will often contact the mother to ask the situation of you bu.saras also love the mother "we also hug like mother and child.

the next day we packed our clothes and will prepare to go home to the village.but before moving I helped Bu Lastri first pack.This house will be quiet because in the residence of its owner.batinku

"Mom, mrs,krisna and I apologize if during our work here there is wrong - wrong words or our behavior is not pleasing.whether we intentionally or not.I really apologize ma'am "my sincere words say goodbye to Bu Lastri and Mbak Susi.

"we who should apologize mbak.gak should have stopped in this way.forgive us yes mbak "said Bu lastri.netraanya glazed - glass when looking at me.

"you have helped a lot here.thank you a lot mbak.during mbak here I really feel comfortable and calm.mbak and mas Krishna I have considered my own child "hadnya again

"the next time you play to Surabaya do not forget to stop by the house ya mbak.I love no I "say Mbak Susi

"well mbak.insyaallah if there is sustenance we can meet again." replied I bowed politely.I feel awkward with mbak Susi who is very elegant and authoritative.

"this is my mbak "then he mentioned the series of numbers phone number.and with a swift mas Krisna recorded no mbak Susi on hp and in save

"i have saved yes mbak "say mas Krisna

"well later I keep the number.however we were once a family.so I hope you do not forget us even though we are far apart" continued Susi

" of course mbak.later we will often - often the phone tells the condition of the mother "say mas Krisna

" if so we excuse you first y Bu, take susi.once again we apologize if something is wrong" continued mas Krishna say goodbye

"greetings to mbak lani ya Bu "whisper me to Miss Lastri while shaking hands and she hugged me.

he quickly nodded and winked at the sign of understanding I mean.

after satisfied farewell, finally walk to the highway ride angkot take a bus back to central Java.

"after this we how do mas in the village "tanyaku while walking.

"no deck I dizzy.can't think.where I can't say goodbye to sita "murm as it passes.

oh so from now on he was silent not thinking about his fate after this but about the sita who had not had time to say goodbye.basis men do not care about the wife who was in front of the eyes instead think of another woman.when my heart really - really stupid