Infinite Wound
the failed departure

we stayed two days in Surabaya after that we had to return to central Java because it still had to be prepared - ready with the departure of mas krisna.actually I still miss my family here I have a duty as a wife now.

"forgive us who can not stay longer, sir, because in three days I have to go to Jakarta "pamit mas Krisna to my parents

" we can understand kris.nama also make a living for the wife.titip our dear child yes" said the sincere father this time his tone is very soft.

"definitely sir.happiness Saras is the purpose of my life now "said mas Krishna convincingly

"i say yes ma'am.Contact me if there is anything - what "pinta me to mom before taking a taxi.referred to a nod by mom.

" heart on the road y y y y y y y y you guys "say mom while waving your hands towards us

arriving in central Java our house is full of neighbors who want to announce the death of the grandmother.they said their condolences to me.makluman adat in the village is like that.heard the news a little others helped inform the house.

after about an hour we chatted at length finally the neighbors one by one came home.I immediately entered the room to relax on the mattress eliminate fatigue.

"past first baby so that his body is fresher "mas Christmas enter the room already in a fresh state after bathing.Hair was wet.

I nodded my head and immediately got up to the bathroom.The next day finished the dinner the man called Kang Rokhim came to the house

"Kris, our departure is advanced one day.so the day after we leave.how are you still tired of running out of Surabaya?" asked Rokhim after my cup of coffee on the living room table

"could be tomorrow let me be ready - ready" replied Krisna

" okay if that's "after that they dissolve in a casual conversation in the living room.the father-in-law who finished helping the mother now joined the conversation in the living room.around sbilan kang Rokhim pamit home because it was night.

krisna immediately entered the room to rest.

"tomorrow what clothes do you want ?"ask me to start the conversation

"important for the work of the deck.kalo that makes the afternoon easy lah.bawain three stels for the afternoon four stels for the work "he said

" yes, that's it tomorrow so don't be ready" I said again

"kalo backpack that would not bring the same question mother ya.ibu that can be simple I don't know" he added

I gave a thumbs up sign understand.that's why we both fell asleep so tired of running out of a long trip.

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the next day after cleaning the house,cook and wash clothes I take a shower.after that prepare to prepare clothes that will be brought by mas Krisna to Jakarta tomorrow.I choose to choose clothes in the closet guess which one can make work first.I choose a rather ordinary course because the work in the building so do not need to be neat very neat right, while for the afternoon I choose a few t-shirts and shorts to relax in the afternoon.

while I was preparing clothes, Christmas was watching TV. Suddenly - suddenly he shouted calling my name.make me run away - a birdie approached him

"what's wrong, why are you ?"just panic

"it saw the news deck.flood deck O Allah "he answered.still continue to focus on tv.what is my inner strange

"Jakarta is often flooded mas.kamu just know ?" tanyaku amused.see the flood just like see the ghost of my inner ghost

"iya know.the problem is that the flood is not wrong area where you want to go to the deck" he explained

just now Krishna pressed the button number kang Rokhim was about to call at the door to hear a sound

" assalamu'alaikum "sayapnya.seems I know the voice.I approached the guest at the door

" waalaikumsalam.kang Rokhim.incorporate kang.mas Christmas just want a phone kang Rokhim" said I.

"who the deck "ask mas Krishna who came to the living room because he heard there were guests

" oh kang Rokhim I just wanted to call Rokhim "follow Krishna

" yes Kris there is something I want to talk about "say Kang Rokhim looks lethargic

" what is kang koq kayakannya seriously very "ask mas Krishna

"have you seen Kris' news ?"

"has kang.is it including the house that we will renov kang ?"ask me, Krishna is worried

" yes kris.because tomorrow we plan to leave then that had a phone house I.kalo left her in a delay first.because her house was submerged in flooding.she aja ngungsi now Kris" replied kang Rokhim lethargy

"not so dapet duit dong we kang" said mas Krisna later.there was a disappointed look on his face.I so kasian saw it

"well how else kris.i myself also confused want to do what.here there is no arahan.mau to the field no one can harvest "kang Rokhim even vent.no less disappointed he turned out

"patiently yes, maybe this has not been a windfall.insyaallah must be given a windfall through the other way.important do not be discouraged" said I gave encouragement for the two.I can not bear to see the look of disappointment on their faces both

indeed, by working in Jakarta there is likely to bring greater money than working here, but what other will power god.

"maybe this is a test for you, so you are more patient" I said to my husband

"iya dek.doain me so that Cepet can work again yes deck "inksnya

"definitely mas.as a wife I always doain you without you asking "my answer reassured.kutatap sticky my husband this time.so that he is sure someday surely he can work again.as long as he remains eager to find work

" yes I have come home yes, rather than here so mosquito repellent both of you.long - long so Baper I will "said kang Rokhim sewot

I chuckled at the words of the Kang Rokhim just now, while Krishna even teased the Kang Rokhim by wrapping his hand on my shoulder.

seeing that Kang Rokhim also chuckled while shaking his head.

"basics are not solid you Kris even in the heat of the heat in "he said with a laugh

" yes if it's hot stay hug his wife to kang "timpal kang Rokhim in between his laughter.his eyes are still coiled on my shoulders.I feel bad with the kang Rokhim.I put my hands down Krishna but he even put his embrace on my shoulders while ringing - bells chief.sign he won't be let off

"that my wife did not hug the afternoon - this afternoon was even on the butt of my broom handle later" he said as he stood leaving us both.who was greeted with laughter from both of us.

"thank you, my wife, you always love me and support me "said mas Krishna after kang Rokhim came home.I also nodded with a smile.I rest my head on the shoulder mas krisna.how much I love him especially in times like this.when he needs support.I will remain beside him despite whatever happen.