Infinite Wound
wedding day makes nelangsa

one week passed.the wedding ceremony was prepared entirely by the groom.according to the previous agreement three before the day h Saras must be brought to central Java kampung origin Krisna was born.demi take care of everything in the place of his father-in-law finally Saras yes would not want to follow also the instructions of his father-in-law.

"mas, for dowry later what have you prepared for me mas?"saras asked one day after finding her future husband sitting alone on the porch.

"rings and a set of prayers are enough, right?"answer krisna.entah why the tone of Krishna this time impressed a bit sewot in the ear Saras.

but once Saras tried to be silent and did not dare to ask a strange strange strange.Maybe her future husband is having a lot of thoughts at this time.or maybe nervous ahead of the day h time.

"race, here it seems."Bu Tini disperse the daydream of the two people.

"iy ma'am.what's looking for me?can I help you?"said Saras politely.

"oh this is not you know.ibu just want to say to kebaya you tomorrow we borrow aja y.sorry mom can not love you clothes.so her kebaya now expensive expensive."tutur Bu Tini explained.

"how iy Bu Ndak papa.kagian also in the package just once aja.sayang if you have to buy."answer Saras trying to understand the situation.semenjak Saras in between to the house Saras did not dare to ask for any kind of.great because it should be kabul event should be in the house of women and not impose on the men.

y it was finally Saras succumbed to this situation.Take it as punishment for his mistake.

"y already if you can understand.thank you y"

say Bu Tini while passing inside.

"i went inside to rest tired."Krishna told Saras to go in first.

Saras caught someone else from her future husband.like there was a letter that he caught when he was about to enter the house earlier.Entah what was in the male pendam.tak long I sayup saras heard the phone person.in his way from where the direction of the source of the voice seemed to be from the room he and Krishna.

"no deck.don't make me feel more guilty.I promise we will still be brothers like before.no one will be able to get in the way even though I am married.we will keep communication as usual.kalo what is still contact me yes."krisna's voice was on the phone in the room.

saras who listened from the door gasped in disbelief at what he heard.who was on the phone just now why did Krishna promise such a promise to the person across the phone?is he hiding something?

Saras entered the room with an unsettled heart condition.is anxious, jealous and full of question marks.it was very desirable he asked who had just been on the phone.but ah, ah,just wait until we are really legitimate as husband and wife.I do not want any quarrel before the day h.

"dek, why enter koq bengong.do you not feel well anymore?"krisna asked Saras' daydream

"ah no koq mas.just thought about tomorrow.a little nervous maybe." answered Saras lied.impossible he said that he heard Krisna phone just now.than in the future fight.

Saras is indeed the type of person who does not like fighting the most, so she prefers to give up and keep everything herself.what else against her loved ones who tomorrow will soon be her husband's legitimate.

"why should be nervous.kan has ever.that until there is a fill of your stomach.or want now just not to be nervous."moda Krishna while grinning flirtatious.di raised both eyebrows make Saras cheeks red.

"ah you are still afternoon.lagian many people.has been ah I want to help first." said Saras as he passed covering his shame.

in the kitchen sara help as much as possible to pickle later tonight.there will be a study.

"this will be the show what?"ask saras to Ningrum Sister-in-law.wife of her brother krisna.they have been bounty ibtwo children.His house was not far behind the house of Bu Tini.

"a small study kecilan.cuman aja mushola.kamu how have you been mengindian nausea?"ask Ningrum for attention.

"have already been given the same medicine mas krisna.oh y mbak that I saw it is not a pharmacy.where can the drug be mbak?"asked Saras tried.because it was surprising that he was not sold in pharmacies.but dibidan.dulu Saras often redeemed when his brother Yuli was pregnant.because often vomit like the one Saras experienced this time.

"iya.tadi mas mu mbak temenin ask anti-nausea drugs for pregnant women to the midwife.incidentally the midwife is still our brother so good if anyone is sick do not need to be taken there.ask that the medicine is in order deh."answer Ningrum at length.

Sarashanya responded with a smile.after that all dissolved with the busy event that night.until the event was finished all went smoothly and hikmad.

after finishing clean himself Saras returned to the room to unwind the body that felt pain in his pocket.

"capek ya." asked Krisna when she saw Saras lying on his soft bed.

"lumayan but exciting.I like to work together with the crowd.can bekanda becanda.so make the spirit up again aja." said Saras excitedly.

it feels good to be able to quickly get along with the family and neighbors here too.because after all here he will spend time after this.with the person he will socialize as a housewife.so no excess if he starts to familiarize himself from now on

"everyone who came was still a brother, there was no one else" Krisna explained.

"oh y many are also your brothers yes mas."cap the nest while rising.know that her future husband wants to talk for a while before going to bed.

"iy.from grandfather how do you know.I myself also do not understand.anything is still a brother said the father

Saras rounded his mouth.later if he was relaxed he would ask his in-laws think.biar more familiar aja.

"ras, tomorrow we get married.beginning a new life as husband and wife.I do not want any lies between us."suddenly the speech is now serious.se serious expression now.he looks hearty in speaking.

Saras frowned not knowing where this conversation was headed.Is this related to the phone this afternoon?.Sarasasasih kept silent waiting for Krishna to resume his sentence.

"race, honestly before you showed up I had another woman that I loved so much, but was hindered by being still a brother to me."

saras heart immediately beat fast.tenggoroakan like choked.dadanya tight like running out of oxygen.the net began to heat up to withstand crying.

"then?"asked Saras lirih.actually Saras did not want to hear the continuation of the story.he was unable to hear all.but he must know what really happened.

"we have promised to be brothers forever.I mean brother sister.because the brotherly relationship will never break up.anyone who needs friends vent or experience anything.should not hesitate to contact each other.because it has promised one another to always be in any condition."

krisna's long explanation was increasingly making the chest tightness saras.now he could not resist his crying.Her tears fell without sound.

"then what am I to you?"saras asked as he remembered his anxious future home after this.

"you're my wife.I love you too.but also can't leave the confiscation."

so her name is sita?think saras.bisakaha I accept this with sincerity.remember his parents did not let him go home this year because he was pregnant.it seems Saras already can not step back from this marriage.then what about this heart forward?

"can't you choose one of the mas?if you really love me more divorce after this child was born mas.I will be sincere."

Saras tried hard but could not cover his hoarse voice because it held back the crying.

"don't leave me race.I don't want to divorce you.I can't be far from you.you're the only woman able to understand me.I love you.never ask for a divorce from me y.I never thought to leave you.I beg you."krisna said she began to worry, she could not imagine far from saras.

during this time Krisna.saras was indeed very able to understand krisna.when Krishna was tired, how Saras was very able to understand the heart of krisna.only he was also too in love with his first love that he could never forget.

"then what about my heart?you're not the same as me?you share your love.Is this fair to me?"Saras asked for certainty.

"i just ask you to be patient and sincere with this state of race.I ask you to accept me who has two loves and until anytime.

Saras holding a sliced chest to hear the words of the husband.remember that the old Javanese saying that the husband is garwo is sigarane nyowo

(soul mate).and also the nature of the woman must serve her husband and household, Saras can not do anything but try to be sincere with the circumstances.

pernikaha who had been dreamt of being happy until old was actually thorny and it seemed like the wound in the heart would not be brimmed and ended.because Krishna had said he would love two people at any time.

"astaghfirullah."Saras took a deep breath in asking for strength from the khalik, because that is where this pain is present in the heart.