Hijrahku From Dating
part 47's

A week has my face always been moody, reminiscing about the Rise that destroyed all my hopes just like that. It hurts so much.

But I don't have to regret it. It is no longer useful for me to regret, for the Rise cannot return.

"Come doong, move on! Move on! You can, koq," said Vina, comforting me.

"Yes, Vin. I'll try" I said with a big smile.

Vina smiled at me. Then we walked to the cafeteria. We chose the seat closest to the exit, no longer in the corner where the favorite Rise. We ordered soto & iced tea, then started eating.

Then Dimas came and greeted us.

"Eh, which. Hi, Nis," said Dimas.

I nodded because I was busy eating.

"Sit here, yang," pinta Vina.

Then Dimas sat down in front of us.

"You guys are sitting here? Usually in the corner?" ask Dimas wonder.

"The corner is the stool is up" replied Vina.

I just keep quiet.

"Oh, sory sory. So it's not good for you, Nis," Dimas said hesitantly.

"Look out, Bro!" I said.

"But the Risen One is not here. So yeah where's it possible to sit in a corner?" said Dimas.

"meaning?" many confused.

"mmm... Rise up from college, I don't know where to move. Clearly, from today on, he's not at this college anymore" Dimas replied.

I'm appalled. However, there was a slight sense of relief in my heart.

"It's good that I hope I move on quickly, because I haven't seen him again" I said.

"Aamiin," do'a Vina & Dimas together.

"Ciyee compaction. You guys are a compatible couple. I hope what happened to me doesn't happen to you" I hope.

Vina rubbed both my shoulders. Dimas nodded steadily, then moved to order food.

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Day by day passed. It's been three weeks since I broke up with Bangkit. I've forgotten him. Yeah, I've moved on. Moreover, I've never met him on campus. So, I'm easier to forget. My feelings with Awakening have completely faded.

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It's a hot Sunday. Today, Brother Rere didn't take me shopping because Brother Rere was sick. I approached Brother Rere who was lying weakly in his room, after checking himself into the Doctor this morning with Thea delivered.

"Sister, have you taken your medicine?" my many.

"Udah, Nis," replied Brother Rere.

"You have to, I bought it online" replied Mr. Rere.

"Oh yes. If you are taking a break first. Don't mind much, brother?" I said.

"Yes, insyaaAllaah" said Brother Rere.

Then I decided to go back to my room. I put my foot in the room. I heard the phone ringtone on my HP.

"Mama," I thought.

I immediately entered the room and grabbed my phone in bed. I read the name on my phone screen.

"Roy? Tumben bangrt," my mind scrunched its forehead.

I picked up Roy's phone and sat in bed.

"Hello Roy?" my broom.

"Yes, Nis. Sorry for suddenly calling. Am I disturbing? Are you busy again?" ask Roy.

"Not bother koq. Relax again. What's up?" I asked, while turning on the room fan.

"Oh, there's nothing. It's just kangen," replied Roy.

"Oh, i-iya," I said nervously.

"I want to ask, have you really moved on from your ex?" ask Roy.

*deg's. My heart is beating fast. I'm silent.

"Hello? This? Koq diem?" roy asked my daydream.

"Eh i - iya Roy. Mmm, I think I've forgotten Rise. And I'm sure I've really moved on" I said steadily.

"What next.you gave me a chance to fill your heart?" ask Roy.

"Yes, I will try to open my heart to you. To be honest, I'm not ready for that, Roy. Maybe I'm still traumatized" I hesitated.

"Thank you. If it's all right, can I get you?" ask Roy.

"mmm... Yes," I replied.

"At least, I can comfort your sad heart" Roy said.

"Yes, Roy. That's your right. Yes, I still have work. Yes, yes," I told a lie.

"OK," said Roy, then hung up.

I locked my phone screen and put my body in bed.

"Huh," I let out a long breath. I was busy in my worries thinking about Roy's words earlier.

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Seriate.