Hijrahku From Dating
part 26's
Day after day I passed with Irma. I'm getting cool learning and getting to know the material I'm going to face in college. Papa & Mama are also very happy for me who is able to understand the material quickly. They strongly believe in Irma. They were also not worried about leaving me at home with Irma, because they realized I was a big boy. No need to be monitored anymore. Like this afternoon, Irma and I were both at home because Mama was at work. We were enjoying a meal that was prepared by Mama before leaving for work. Suddenly, I wanted to bring out the uneg-uneg in my heart.
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"Sir, can I not confide and ask something the same mbak?" my many.
"Can. Go ahead Nia," replied Irma while sipping her sweet tea.
"Sorry before. Promise not to tell anyone. Mmm..Have you ever been heartbroken?" ask me to vent.
"Getter, Nis. This promise is secret. Are you heartbroken again?" answer mbak Irma.
I put my head on Irma's shoulder. My tears began to flow without being ordered.
"Not heartbroken anymore. But my spirit is gone. Discouraged. I've tried repeatedly to move on, but somehow I never get to mbak. Because of my ex.." I sobbed.
"Why are you ex, baby?" ask if Irma cut me off.
"My ex died a long time ago, ma'am. Therefore, I would like to ask advice from Irma, "my own reply.
"Annisa darling. Be patient. Everything is predestined by God, we just take the silver, huh? We can plan, want to date with A until marriage. But, what power do we have? Allah is All-Powerful and we are very weak creatures. We humans are created by the rules of Islam. And that rule, one of them is.. Sorry about Annisa before. One of them is actually we are forbidden to date. Because what? Because courting is the same as approaching zina. I know you may not like to talk like this, but it is my duty to remind my fellow Muslims. Moreover, you are my neighbor whom I already consider my own sister. In Surah Al-Israa' surah 17 verse 32, Allah says: "Walaa taqrabuzzinaaa, innahuu kana faahisyataw wasaaaa-a sabiilaa". That is, "And do not approach adultery, for it is a wicked deed and a bad way". Mm... Annisa darling, I know very well how you feel because I have also been heartbroken. But, alhamdulillaah Allah gave me the ease of migrating from the name of dating. Because I realize that courtship is the same as approaching zina, as well as the invitation of syaithan. Annisa knew the deception of Shaithan was very subtle? So subtle, we are lulled by it. We imagine a beautiful not when going out? But, it's all just expectations, Annisa. The reality? We will often be hurt, disappointed, jealous, demoralized as you experience. Why does the courtship only end in heartache? Because it's all a shaythan trickery. Pseudo. There is no eternal happiness at all. So yes, my advice, yuk emigrated from dating. Yes, this is just advice, anyway. Whether or not it was accepted, it was Annisa's right. Importantly, Irma has delivered. I know it's a tough choice for you" explains Irma at length.
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Instantly I felt ungodly. Crumpled, crushed, feeling deceived. Confused whether to take Irma's advice. Or ignore it. I'm not ready for all that. It's a heavy choice. I ran to the room while still having fun. Between sad, confused, broken. Mixed into one. I wonder, is this the reason Papa Mama forbade me from dating? But didn't I commit adultery? Sister Irma said, courtship is the same as approaching zina? I'm getting worried. Do I not deserve to feel happiness? Why did Irma limit me? A little disappointed and upset on Irma's mom. I thought he could give me a solution that would make me smile and be happy. But... Why does it have to be like this? This is not fair to me! However, there is also a point in the words of Irma earlier. Duuh, I'm getting dizzy myself. I pulled out a blanket to cover my face and intended to sleep. Even though I don't know if I can sleep well in a state of raging heart?
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I heard Irma's footsteps coming out of my house. Maybe he knew what I was sad about, so he decided to go home.
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Seriate.
