Hijrahku From Dating
part 27's

The next day, I followed Irma's lessons. Although my heart is hard. But I can't blame Irma. Because, I only ask for advice and mbak Irma fulfill my request. Irma is not wrong. What is wrong is the inner conflict within myself. I also tried to brush off my irritation on Irma's mother.

We finished the material for up to 6 hours. As usual, Irma and I took a break with a meal.

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To be honest, I still wonder about Irma's explanation yesterday and intend to ask her today. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Then he exhaled slowly while opening his eyes.

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"Bismillaah," I said.

"Sir, I wanted to ask you yesterday. There's a part that I don't understand from Irma's explanation" I said seriously.

"Please, Nis," replied Irma no less serious anyway.

"Mbak will explain that courtship is forbidden in Islam, because it approaches adultery. But, during Annisa's courtship it was not to do indecent koq, mbak. Most just meeting, hanging out, dating, dinner, hugs. And lastly before my ex died, I just kissed her forehead when she was sick. That'sthat's all. Is such a thing also forbidden, ma'am?" my many.

Sister Irma frowned, before then answering wisely,"Behold Annisa. The zina of the eye is to look at the unclean, the adultery of the ear is to listen to the unclean. Abuse the mouth by speaking of the unclean. The adultery of the hand is touching the haram, the one who is not yet lawful to us. The zina of the foot is by stepping towards the haram. While the zina of the heart is dreaming about the haram or people who are haram for us. So, with you missing him alone, it's already an adultery of heart. Then careful. This is an explanation of the hadith cut of shohih. I hope you understand Annisa."

Ma'am Irma smiled kindly. I'm mangosteen.

"So, we can't love the opposite sex before marriage, can we?" my many.

"Maybe, Nisa. Origin should not be disclosed directly. If there are 2 people who love each other, the cure is marriage. If you are not able, then be content. Fasting here means surviving in solitude. It means single to halal, with a focus on self-improvement" replied Irma.

"Trus if for example Annisa just chatan doang, can't it be too mbak? 'Didn't see you in person?" my many.

"Be aware, chatting with non mahram men includes oral zina or oral zina. Isn't it, with the chat continues for a long time you will miss each other? While longing already includes zina heart? So, it's still illegal, baby," explained Irma.

"But, don't you think I just want to be happy and happy? Why the hell?" I'm starting to get upset.

"Yes, it's up to you. I only answer because you ask. May one day, God's guidance touch you" replied Irma, without showing any contempt for me. He remains patient.

"Yes, mbak. Thank you very much for the explanation. We learn again, yuk," I said to end this shitty discussion.

Madam Irma just nodded.

Then, Irma and I studied again.

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After the Adhan Dzuhur reverberated, we intend to end today's lesson.

"Yes, mom. Annisa is tired too. O yes I want to go to Perpus city, but do not know the place. I think I need a lot of books. Does Irma know the place?" my many.

"Ooh, that's the place where mbak subscriptions are. What if we go there tomorrow?" tawar mbak Irma's.

"Well, I didn't expect it. You can too, madam. But I have to give my permission to Papa Mama first" I said sparkling.

"Yes, I know it's koq. Yes, I'm going home first. Assalaamu'alaikum warahmatullaah," said Irma.

"Wa'alaikumussalaam warahmatullaahi wabarakatuh" I replied happily.

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The morning sun is shining brightly. I looked in the mirror after the shower. I've been tidy with the navy blue jogger pen pants, which I combined with a long purple t-shirt. Also the rectangular hijab that adorns my head. I smiled happily, because today I was allowed to leave the house. Namely, to the City Perpus. It feels so good at home since the illness. I've wanted to go there for a long time, but I don't know the way. And this time, I can go there with Irma.

Thiins.. Tiiiii...

Irma's car horn sounded loud from inside my room.

"Yeah!!" I shouted as I took my sling bag and ran out.

Then, I locked the door because Papa Mama had left for work.

I got in the car immediately and put on a sealbeath or seat belt. Mbak Irma looks graceful with a bright pink robe and a matching color hijab that dangles to the knee. He sat behind the steering wheel. Mbak Irma does already have a car SIM because of his age is quite mature.

The atmosphere was quiet during the trip. Mbak Irma is focused. While I look at the atmosphere of the city through the windshield of the car.

About 1 hour later, we arrived at the Perpus town. Before getting off the car, I saw a very familiar figure sitting reading a book.

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"Sister Bim?" inner, shocked.

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Seriate.

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