
A week has passed. OSEK is done. And all that time, the Rise kept trying to get close to me. But, I always answer, I can't. I'm not ready yet. He never gave up hope. Not on campus, not in chat, always getting the word out to me. Yeah, I gave him my WA number.
Today is the first day of college. Course after course we followed well. Like today, we followed the Lecturer's explanation carefully & smoothly. We hurry home.
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*tings
A chat came in on my WA. Turns out, Brother Rere chatted in our Kos group.
"Today, Ms. Sintia has allowed us to watch a mini-accust near the campus for anyone who wants to see. Go home maximum Dzuhur," the message said.
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I'm interested in watching. There were several spectators sitting on the park bench, in front of the stage where the acoustics were held. I decided to sit on the back bench, which can accommodate 2 people to sit.
A heartwarming song performed by a female singer on stage. The song was titled "Good Road Lover", the soundtrack of the film Si Doel the Movie.
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"Goodbye, lover, you are the love of my life
I lost you, for ever"
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I let my tears drip, enjoying the atmosphere of the day because of the music and the song. I remember Adam who loved me so much, a long time ago. I don't care if they look at me or not. Suddenly, there was someone who thrust a piece of tissue in front of my face. I received the tissue and wiped my tears.
"Thank you" I said, without seeing who gave me the tissue.
"Either. Can I sit here?" ask the guy.
I raised my head.
"Cungkring! Just disturb!" detangku annoyed.
Without my permission, I rise to sit beside me. Then he opened his laptop. I glanced to the side. The Rise laptop background features a photo of Rise with a young boy beside her. Silent mood.
"Why are you crying just because of the song? Don't mellow it, do it!" the word rise breaks silence.
"As far as I dong! Don't you think people use the word "lo me"? How has napa changed?" I'm getting more upset.
"Changed since I've known you" replied Rise.
"Mombal again..combal again! By the way, who was that next to you? The one in the background?" my many.
"He's my brother. He died in an accident 6 months ago" Risen replied.
"Hmm," said Rise briefly.
"Whose name? Funny," I asked again.
"Adam" answered Rise.
"ADAAM??" surprised me.
"Yes, why?" tanyakanya.
"That name is.exactly like my beloved's name," I replied slowly. I started to shed tears.
"Oh, it's worth it that you always stay away when I get your hands on it. If you do, I'll go first. Afraid that your boyfriend is jealous" said Rise up and close his laptop. Then, hold the laptop in his left hand.
"But he died a year ago" I explained.
Rise back to sit.
"Hmm fast. You should always tell me you're not ready. Sorry to make you sad. But at least we are not alone. We are both sad. Losing someone we love so much. You should cry because the song just played. Patient ones yes" said Bersih, then touched my hand.
I don't know why, I don't want to shake his hand like I usually do. Like there's a power that's revived me.
"It's okay. After all, it's all just the past" I said trying to be firm.
"Yes, you're right. We shouldn't be drawn into grief. Sometimes, we welcome new days, erasing the eternal past" says the Risen.
Then, he rushed away. Quickly, I stood up and held his right hand.
"Wait!" myrag.
Rise up and turn his body.
"Again, thank you" I said.
Rise up and then hurry away.
"If you know, I like you, too," my mind looked up at the Rise until it disappeared.
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Seriate.